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Crazy Beautiful

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About Me

i've been called many things, but my legal name is Cynthia. i'm usually referred to as "cyndi".my family is my everything! i love green! i've battled illness, lost some battles, but i continue to fight the war! i survive! i am a perfectionist...but i am not perfect. i am like you...but i am different. i am different...but pretty much the same. i am always somewhere but nowhere at once. i want everything and nothing all at once. i'm always inside out, outside in, upside down and upside right within moments. i don't wear labels on my clothes or my personality. if you hate me, i will still love you!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

God! Love in all its shapes and forms

My Blog

the Past..the Present...my Future

The Past is the past and I leave it all behind meI have no regretsGood Memories and some badBut I keep them both in my heartI've learned from my mistakesAnd I still love the people that hate meIn my y...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Jun 2009 09:27:00 GMT

SINCE YOU'VE BEEN GONE

Here's the thing We started out friends It was cool, but it was all pretend Yeah, yeah, since you been gone You're dedicated, you took the time Wasn't long 'til I called you mine Yeah, yeah, si...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Jun 2009 08:24:00 GMT

Never Again!

I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger greenI hope when your in bed with her, you think of meI would never wish bad things, but I don't wish you wellCould you tell, by the flames that burned...
Posted by on Fri, 26 Jun 2009 01:58:00 GMT

JUNE...

This june i've lost so muchBut I've gained so much moreI gained knowledgeI lost what I thought was love(borrowed lover)I lost what I thought was real friendshipI lost what I knew was loveI lost a piec...
Posted by on Sun, 21 Jun 2009 04:34:00 GMT

FOOTPRINTS

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Posted by on Sun, 14 Jun 2009 11:57:00 GMT

Love & Hate

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Posted by on Fri, 12 Jun 2009 03:25:00 GMT

Where the Nightingales Sing

In the darkness where only I can seeThe demons battle their war, but my God shall winUnrequited love is what haunts my soulLust is at the top of my mortal sinsMy life lived for a man when it should be...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Jun 2009 12:03:00 GMT

When I say...

'A woman's heart should be so hidden in Christ That a man should have to seek Him first to find her.'When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not shouting 'I'm clean living,' I'm whispering 'I was lost, N...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Mar 2009 22:57:00 GMT

Happy St. Patrick's Day!

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Posted by on Tue, 17 Mar 2009 11:30:00 GMT

God must really love me

There's been times I've let my faith run thinNot been the man(woman) I should have beenAfter all the trouble I've been in, I'da gave up on meI've lived hard and I've lived fastLost things I will never...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Mar 2009 23:55:00 GMT