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Fallen Angel ~そう未来は 私の 希望 

~The only way to escape loneliness, is to love it~

About Me


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Well , I was born in Russia and lived there for 13 years. Then I moved to USA , Florida.

Since I was a child I was involved in many school activities. When I was 5 years old I was enrolled in the music school as a major in Forte Piano, though I wasnt really excited about that, I still tried my best and graduated from that school at age 13 with and "A" average.But as few years passed I realized how much i love to play piano...

The school I went to in Russia was a private school with English language speciality. I have studied English since 1st grade in that school, along with german, russian and uzbek languages.

I was once on volleyball team and also on tennis team , but I quit eventually. I am not a big fan of sports. ^_^; But there is one sport that captivated me since i was a child - Figure skating. I have been practicing and training for a long time until the skating center was closed.

When I got to USA , I have discovered my love for arts. I have enrolled in Cypress Lake Center for the Arts. I have passed the visual arts exams and was accepted as a major in this field. I have graduated with honors from my high school in 2006. ^_^

Though I am not planning to be an artist or pianist , I still enjoy those activities, they help me relax and collect my thoughts.

I am currently attending Florida Gulf Coast University and majoring in Biology. I hope to become neurologist someday. My major requires alot of hard work so I am rarely ...

As you might have noticed , I am fascinated with the darker side of the world and from there comes my fascination with Mana-sama, who is a japanese musician of many talents. If you want to find out more visit my website. Mana-sama is a male but he has an androgynious apearance, like a fallen angel... umm anyways, his music inspires me to compose my own and his apearance inspires my art.
Well... this is all about me. ^_^
???? jan 24 2007

I am also a webmistress of this website:


And administrator of this forum:


My Interests

Music , computers , drawing , clothing design, vampires, Mana-sama

I'd like to meet:

And yes, they are all male.




Your Life Path Number is 7
.. Your purpose in life is to find truth and meaning

You are very spiritual, and you are interested in the mysteries of life.
You are quite analytical and a great thinker. You have many theories and insights.
A life of solitude is perfect for you. You need time to think and do things your way.

In love, you are quite charming. You attract many with your confidence and wit.

While you enjoy being alone, sometimes you take it to an extreme.
You can become too isolated, shutting out loved ones and friends.
Express yourself a little bit more, and you'll be surprised where it takes you! What Is Your Life Path Number?

Music:

I like most types of music , except rap and country , somehow those types of music i just dont understand... My current favourite bands/artists are Moi dix Mois , Schwartz Stein, Apocalyptica, HIM, Motley Crue, Slayer, Malice Mizer, Tackey&Tsubasa, Gackt, Kaya, DBSK,Gazette, The TRAX,Evanescence, Yamashita Tomohisa,Hizaki grace project,Amano Tsukiko,Kaya and etc...

Movies:

Resident Evil 1 and 2 , Hannibal , Queen of the Damned , Cursed , Riddick ,Without a paddle , Underworld2, Interview with the Vampire,Dracula,Silent Hill and etc...

Television:

Law and order (all), Charmed , House M.D., Dead zone, Ghost Hunters TAPS, Num3ers,Psych, CSI(original only), The Closer, Saved,Animal Police,E-Vet interns,Hana Yori Dango(japan), Hana Kimi(taiwan),Devil Beside you (Taiwan),Love Contract(taiwan),Nobuta wo produce(Japan), Antique Cafe(Japan), Natsu no Yuki(Japan), Gokusen(Japan) Yasha(Japan),Dragon Zakura(Japan)and etc

Books:

Deep Midnight by Shannon Drake , Shadows realm by Shannon Drake, Goodnight kiss by R.L. Stine, A kiss to remember by Teresa Medeiro, Shakespear's Sonnets, Edgar Allan Poe,Manga ( Favourite authors are Kaori Yuki, Mitsukazu Mihara,Ayano Yamane, Sooyeon Won,Seyoung Kim,Narumi Kakinouchi,Emura,You Higuri)...

Heroes:

Mana-sama

My Blog

~Lamentful Miss~

My Moi dix Mois " Lamentful Miss" just came in... I ordered the fastest shipping... and it came in 3 days from its release in Japan... ^_^;  I am surprised....  But really happy!! It came ...
Posted by Fallen Angel ~{n²WU~ on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 11:56:00 PST

TRAX

I recently became fascinated with TRAX again... maybe it is because I am listening to them constantly when I am driving to college every morning for 40 minutes... in any way... their new CD called Re...
Posted by Fallen Angel ~{n²WU~ on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 08:05:00 PST

From tokyo with love... ^_^

Oh yeah...i am tokyo right now and it rocks... i love it!! I would love to post photos but i forgot my usb at home... *darn it!* man what can i say... using a computer is expensive... these last two d...
Posted by Fallen Angel ~{n²WU~ on Fri, 30 Jun 2006 05:37:00 PST

Raining like hell...

The rainy day in florida... it was incredible... in 20 minutes the small sprinkles of rain turned into severe ones to the point where i had water up to a bit below my knee... it was incredible... my w...
Posted by Fallen Angel ~{n²WU~ on Sun, 18 Jun 2006 07:10:00 PST

Distruction of hope... change of my soul...

The time came when I realized that my life is going to change... and i am scared... This thursday and friday i went to orientation to FGCU... listening to their rules and explanations... in my mind i...
Posted by Fallen Angel ~{n²WU~ on Sun, 28 May 2006 05:12:00 PST

Different online tests and quizes...

I was bored and decided to take a whole bunch of weird tests and quizes... ^_^; Beast of Blood Malice Mizer - Moi Dix Mois - Which side of Mana are you? ________________________________________...
Posted by Fallen Angel ~{n²WU~ on Mon, 17 Apr 2006 12:38:00 PST

What is the meaning of... everything...?

    What is the meaning of life? who wakes up in the morning with a question like that... obviously ...me!      Well.. getting back to the topic...   &...
Posted by Fallen Angel ~{n²WU~ on Sat, 15 Apr 2006 06:41:00 PST

In a bad mood?

Sometimes when I am in a bad mood... writing helps to take mind off of the reality... so here it goes... a little passage of what is going on in my heart: " The sky was covered in dark ominous clouds...
Posted by Fallen Angel ~{n²WU~ on Thu, 06 Apr 2006 04:09:00 PST

prom this saturday!!

Yes... I am finally posting a blog... I have been so busy recently... Anyways I wanted to write about prom... which is coming up this saturday... the theme is " Moonlight and Roses" !! Perfect!!! t...
Posted by Fallen Angel ~{n²WU~ on Tue, 04 Apr 2006 01:37:00 PST

Happy Birthday Mana-sama!!

Yay!! March 19 2006!! Happy B-day Mana-sama!! I hope he had lots of fun on his birthday in Berlin!! PS. Birthday doujinshi is coming up soon on my website! ...
Posted by Fallen Angel ~{n²WU~ on Mon, 20 Mar 2006 03:32:00 PST