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I'd like to meet:

I'd really like to meet people with positive attitudes and a sense of excitement about the future. (GO OBAMA!) I love diversity and activism. I tend to be a bit shy about new situations but am eager to be in them nonetheless. I'm not at all a soccer mom or preppy chick but. . . I absolutely embrace my night people. As they say, "the freaks come out at night". . . well, I love the inked, unique, obscure, intellectual, out-spoken and socially awkward. I fit in there somewhere. The posed question does not ask, "who don't I want to meet" but, I'm telling you anyway! I absolutely do not want to meet closed minded people. People who talk about people who aren't around to defend themselves. People who prey on the weak. People who present themselves one way and are indeed not at all who they portray. People who are prejudiced. People who can't accept themselves for who they are and who aren't willing to make changes in themselves or their lives. My parents once gave me the best advice ever, "Vanessa, when you don't like someone think of it as a journey. Think of the whole person. Find just one quality in them you do like and focus on it, embrace it and like them anyway". I live by that advice. Not only with the people in my life but also with my life. Hit me up if you can relate at all. It's always good to meet people!

My Blog

Hodge Podge and other random shit. . . Did I say sounding board? I should have.

As I sit here eating yet another heart attack plum I'm aware of just how real life can be. I can make bubbleworld but without fun and fluff, they don't float. Sort of like taking a shit and a lack of ...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Mar 2009 14:45:00 GMT

Insomnia and the crazy shit that goes through my mind.

I can't sleep at night. I've never really had the pleasure of regulated sleep. I've tried everything. I even went to a sleep clinic. All I found out there was that Ambien is a lot of fun but unfortuna...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Dec 2008 00:36:00 GMT

Chaos

It occurs to me that no matter who we are today, who we were last week or last year or even five years ago still remains. It's confusing to me. I thought that making changes in our lives as we grow ol...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Nov 2008 19:07:00 GMT

Mystery

Happiness is hard to find, when sought by the lost and emotionally blind. I wish I had the power in me, to find the path or at least the key. At least then I'd have hope but it all remains a mystery. ...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Nov 2008 18:34:00 GMT

How I Feel RIGHT NOW!

Just a short poem from my unyielding insomnia! Outside is raining but I feel warm and sunny inside Inside it's stuffy but I hear you breathing and realise you've left me breathless again All ar...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Oct 2008 23:24:00 GMT

Mad Mad Men

This is a poem I wrote to share at the Paducah Writers Group Friday night. I wanted to write something that reflected the my feelings about the war. I wrote this about the Three Mad Men that dominate ...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Oct 2008 23:02:00 GMT

Coffee Shop Version

I went to the local coffee house Friday night and had a total blast. I was scared to read my stuff but did anyway and it felt really awesome to share my writing again. It's been a long time! Anyway, w...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Oct 2008 22:34:00 GMT

Facing the future and accepting lifes course

I should never have looked it's like the ground shook I won't look again not now not ever again My heart breaks as your pinkies embrace Words aren't just words even the written ones can be heard livin...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Aug 2008 00:58:00 GMT

Angst

I miss you desperately. I cry each night. My heart broken into a million tiny, itty, bitty pieces.. . No glue. No paste. No tape. No staples. Nothing to mend me really. Just itty bitty pieces of my v...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Aug 2008 22:09:00 GMT

On being hysterical!

I heard Mary mumbling tonight and thought she was talking to me. When I asked her what she said because I couldn't hear her and she said, "I'm just talking to myself". I said, "than you should learn t...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Jun 2008 01:38:00 GMT