Ryan[TCCCayden'S] - ProfilesArchive

About Me

I should know who i am by now.
... This is me. Or at least as close to me as most of you will ever get. Ryan is the name, obnoxious is my game. More often then not, I am disgustingly sarcastic. Most people at my school who don't know me, think i have down syndrome. Purple is my favorite color. I actually like to read. Music has more sway over my emotions than i do. I hate the responsibilites i have but i perfer to be a leader. I like the fact that my friends can come to me for advice, it makes me feel needed. I still haven't adapted to having as many friends as i do or my current appearence, cause trust me it used to be a whole different story. The future scares me because I'm afraid of failing at life and being a nobody, which is why I try hard at whatever i put my mind to and why I aspire to do great things, I want to inspire people, i want to be a voice that changes things. I'm tired of guys being dicks. I'm ready to feel something real. Get to know me, chances are that even if you read this, you wouldn't even have the first idea of who I really am. ...

My Interests

.. TCCCS mac and cheese, dinos, unicorns, music, musicals, books, inside jokes, blaring "Buy U A Drank", mallin, kuu-kuu-kachoo, friends, doodles, texting, clothes, writing, bagel bites, the yellow submarine, lunchables, making cookies, bagels, daaaaaaaaaaaaa, casmere?, cuddling, roswell, SMOSH, mario party, guitar hero, DDR, hedgehogs, coffee, dancing, stoopid bitch.

I'd like to meet:

TCCCS

Kelsey. [Terradactyl/stoopid bitch]

Doug. <[b>Connor]

Mike. <[b>Caramel]

Joe. <[b>Strawberry]

I've already met all the people i need to.
Fate brought us together, and it's gonna keep us that way.
i seriously love you guys so much♥.

Music:

..

#
1997
3 Doors Down
A
The Academy is...
Acceptance
Alanis Morissette
Alexz Johnson
The Arrival
B
Backseat Goodbye
The Beatles
Boys Like Girls
Brighten
C
Capitol Risk
Classic Crime
Cobra Starship
D
Daphne Loves Derby
Darren Hayes
Dido
E
Elliot Smith
Envy On The Coast
F
Fall Out Boy
Family Force Five
Fionna Apple
Frou Frou
G
H
Head Automatica
Hellooodbye
Holiday Parade
Hollywood Undead
The Honorary Title
Hope
Hungry Lucy
I
I Am X-Ray
Imogen Heap
InnerPartySystem
J
Jack's Mannequin
Jake Coco Jay Brannan
K
Kandi Kids
L
Landon Pigg
Lucky Boys Confusion
M
Matt Nathanson
Marion Raven
Megan McCauley
The Medic Droid
Metro Station
The Moldy Peaches
Motion City Soundtrack
N
Number One Gun
O
P Panic! At The Disco
Paramore
Q
Quietdrive
R
Relient K
The Rocket Summer
Ronnie Day
S
Say Anything
Scott Matthew
Scott Simons
Senses Fail
Sherwood
Something Corporate
The Spill Canvas
The Starting Line
Sufjan Stevens
T
Taking Back Sunday
Teddybears Stockholm
This Providence
To Be Juliet's Secret
U
Utada Hikaru
V
Valencia
Vega 4
The Verve
W
Waking Ashland
We The Kings
X
Y
Young Love
Z
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Movies:

..

Velvet Goldmine
American Beauty
A.I.
Across The Universe
Lady In The Water
Juno
The Yellow Submarine
Fight Club
Imaginary Heroes
Practical Magic
Resident Evil
Latter Days
RENT
Saw
Harry Potter
The Little Mermaid
Mean Girls
Little Miss Sunshine
The Covenant
Hairspray
Underworld
Another Gay Movie

Television:

.. WKUK
Heroes
Kyle XY
Charmed
Friends
Will and Grace
Degrassi
South Of Nowhere
Queer As Folk
Roswell
America's Next Top Model
Foster's Home For Imaginary Friends
Project Runway
Make Me A Super-Model

Books:

.... Running With Scissors
Dry
Possible Side Effecs
Magical Thinking
Into This World We're Thrown
Desert Sons
Twilight
New Moon
Eclipse
Hero
City Of Bones

Heroes:

"and thanks to those who loved me
when i could not love myself
who embraced the raincloud above me
and dragged us both down off the shelf
i never dreamed that i would stay this long
"

"I myself am made entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions."

My Blog

the truth

leave a comment and i'll let you know what i think about you if you're not ready for the truthor you don't want to hear itdon't commentp.s. i like stealing things from ppl too XD...
Posted by Ryan[TCCCayden'S] on Tue, 06 May 2008 08:29:00 PST

torn

i dont really know what to do about this anymore. i miss you so much. all the time. but im afraid to see you. im afraid to see what you might have become. i've heard i've lost you, and i don't want it...
Posted by Ryan[TCCCayden'S] on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 10:28:00 PST

Im Having To Let Go

I don't really know what's been going on with me lately. I feel like i have been having all these intense issues, but i just play them off only to have them bite me in the ass later.For some reason i ...
Posted by Ryan[TCCCayden'S] on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 09:38:00 PST

Gay is not a synonym [[updated]]

seriously, this is ridiculous.I used to not care about people saying that something was "gay" compared to it being stupid or whatever. But I’m officially sick of it. seriously? PISS OFF. gay mea...
Posted by Ryan[TCCCayden'S] on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 07:48:00 PST

First near death experience

so last night i was on my way to phillywith Divo, Ratch, and Natalie.we got stuck in traffic for a bit but it didn't last long and we were back on our waybutright outside of philly on i-676something b...
Posted by Ryan[TCCCayden'S] on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 09:51:00 PST

why gay marriage must be wrong

11 Reasons People Think Gay Marriage is Wrong1) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning.2) Gay marriage will encourage ...
Posted by Ryan[TCCCayden'S] on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 11:21:00 PST