damned if i do and don't and i'm fed up this is the end |
i'm done,this will be my final blog as I am now broken and ready to be with my daughter, i'm tired and damned no matter what direction I go, If I stay here and take care and protect my mother the best...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Jul 2009 17:44:00 GMT |
rant continued. due to myspace being fuckheads... |
not even two days after my daughter was dead my friend and my mother both confronting me about lego "not being the one" and that I should leave him... what the fuck is wrong with you people... i'm ti...
Posted by on Fri, 17 Jul 2009 22:25:00 GMT |
two more slashes make there way on my arm, to much pressure and tired of hearing negative shit |
As I sit and write this the blood drips down my arm, i'm sorry I had to vent it was that or kick the hell out of a wall, I lost a good friend and my aunt last week, so much death i'm damn near numb fr...
Posted by on Fri, 17 Jul 2009 22:20:00 GMT |
A very emotional day for me today |
hello again my readerz hope all is well with each of you I thought i'd finally kick lego off my comp long enough to do some reflecting and venting on my emotions.. as most of you know i'm suffering ma...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Jul 2009 15:10:00 GMT |
time for a change shedding old skin to gleam with a new one |
evening readers,just a quick update to let you all know how i'm doing, which isn't very well my mental and psychological state is crumbling pretty badly things have been hectic with trying to seek out...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Jul 2009 11:23:00 GMT |
random thoughts and inspirations called love of a mother |
the love of a mother is immeasurable. a mother's love begins at conception. The wonderous body of a woman nurtures her unborn child. Giving food, nourishment, warmth, and shelter.It is an incomprehe...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Jul 2009 12:26:00 GMT |
random thoughts and inspirations called Dearest Mommy |
I don't know where I got the inspiration for this and it chokes me up as I write it but I think those who have lost a child will love it this is for you...dearest mommywhen you wonder the meaning of l...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Jul 2009 12:17:00 GMT |
random thoughts and inspirations called why cant they understand |
why can't they understand? If i become blind In one of my eyesof course I am still gratefulFor the vision that remains in the other.but I will never stop mourning the absence ...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Jul 2009 12:09:00 GMT |
Random thoughts and inspirations called The Mask |
The MaskI feel as if I am buried aliveYet I smile and respond"Fine thank you"I have been appropriately conditioned No one wants to hear the painful T R U T HA part of me, like...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Jul 2009 11:56:00 GMT |
random thoughts and inspirations called when we meet again |
When we meet againHow will I know you?will it really ever bethat I can hold you in my armsAfter holding you in my heartfor so long?Will you whisper my name"mommy"in the sweet voice of a little girlor ...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Jul 2009 11:47:00 GMT |
