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allllleeeeex

I am here for Friends

About Me

"For me, rational riding is riding that depends on thought as well as feeling, on the brain as well as the body. Rational riding starts with the idea that it's easier to do something if you know very concretely what you're trying to do, why you're trying to do it and how it functions mechanically.

Today I can't believe that every rider wouldn't benefit from spending some time consciously addressing his and his horses' strengths and weaknesses, and trying to find ways to exploit the former and correct the latter.

It's surprising what a big deal it is for most people actually to try something new. Thinking about it is one thing, but having to try it out on your own horse or with your own body means abandoning what you have always done before. Many riders can't bring themselves to do this, when they're seeking advice in the first place because they aren't having much success with their old techniques. Consequently, most riders display the same faults year after year, their progress blocked by their own resistance to change, forever bogged down at a lower level of success than they are capable of achieving." -William Steinkraus

My Interests

Another head aches, another heart breaks. I am so much older than I can take..and my affection, well, it comes and goes. I need direction to perfection, ohhhh

I'd like to meet:

Well that is that and this is this, will you tell me what you saw and I'll tell you what you missed, when the ocean met the sky?

You missed when time and life shook hands and said goodbye. When the earth folded in on itself, and said, "Good luck, for your sake I hope heaven and hell are really there, but I wouldn't hold my breath."

You wasted life, why wouldn't you waste death? The ocean breathes salty, won't you carry it in? In your head, in your mouth, in your soul. The more we move ahead the more we're stuck in rewind. Well I don't mind, I don't mind, how the hell could I mind?

Well that is that and this is this. You tell me what you want and I'll tell you what you get--you get away from me, you get away from me.

Well that is that and this is this, will you tell me what you saw and I'll tell you what you missed, when the ocean met the sky?

You wasted life, why wouldn't you waste the afterlife?

Music:

Whatever I can download for free. Nirvana. Radiohead. Frou Frou. Alice in Chains. Wolf Mother. Radio 4. Slipknot. Korn. Stone Sour. Blue October. Queen. The Beatles. The Four Seasons. Bloc Party. Frankie Valli. The Postal Service. Nada Surf. The Killers, Janis Joplin, Soft Cell, The Foundations, Sara Bareilles, Melissa Etheridge [shut up!]... Oldies. 80's pop. 90's grunge, pop, alternative.

Movies:

Office Space, Best in Show, High Fidelity, The Whole Nine Yards, Anchorman, Donnie Darko, Clerks I & II, etc.

Television:

Simpsons, South Park, Family Guy, Futurama, HOUSE, comedy specials...especially Dane Cook and Christopher Titus.

Books:

Come As You Are, Heavier Than Heaven, Sybil, Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy, Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil, The Good Good Pig, anything Voltaire

Heroes:

My Nana.

My Blog

I undress my mind and dare you to follow....

But it is quiet and I am jealous, the way in which they speak. Passing thoughts and pressing words together in a stream of conscious far beyond anything I may comprehend. Between their deliberate atte...
Posted by allllleeeeex on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 10:35:00 PST

But what I really meant to say....

True friends are:1. People who you can not see for 5+ years, meet up with, and have an amazing time.2. People with whom you can spend 5 days with nonstop and not want to kill by the end of said time.3...
Posted by allllleeeeex on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 08:14:00 PST

If you were falling, then I would catch you...

You need a light, I'll find a match, 'cause I love the way you say good morning. And you take me the way I am.Flawlessly indestructible in the worst kind of way. The most inopportune time to be the mo...
Posted by allllleeeeex on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 07:58:00 PST

Everybody lies.

Slightly slipping into the warmth of the moment, believing down to the core of her soul that everything is good and true and right with the world. Wanting the images to be more than images, for t...
Posted by allllleeeeex on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 11:14:00 PST

Something positive

With everything bad, I learn something new. Negative things, feelings, emotions, whatever force me to question myself and my surroundings. Do I like who I am becoming? Do I like those with whom I am a...
Posted by allllleeeeex on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 09:29:00 PST

In a vice.

I have never felt more naive than I do right now. I have never felt more stupid than I do right now. And it is all my fault.  Which is infuriating. I can't sleep. Also infuriating. I can only h...
Posted by allllleeeeex on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 11:05:00 PST

Who do you think you are?

I am hurt and pissed. Mostly pissed. Actually, fucking pissed is a better way of describing it. You made yourself out to be "changed". You tried to be the good guy in a sea of bad, when, in fact, you ...
Posted by allllleeeeex on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 02:02:00 PST

09/07/05

Somewhere in time's own space there must be some sweet pastured place, where creeks sing on and tall trees grow; some paradise where horses go. ...for by the love that guides my pen, I know the great ...
Posted by allllleeeeex on Fri, 08 Sep 2006 09:24:00 PST

You're so vain.

    I have always been told to be weary of what I post online because while I may be lured ino the false sense of security the assumed anonymity of the internet offers, there is always ...
Posted by allllleeeeex on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 07:49:00 PST

You're me and I'm you...

What a skeletal wreck of man this is. Translucent flesh and feeble bones, the kind of temple where the whores and villains try to tempt the holistic domes. Running rampant with free thought to free fo...
Posted by allllleeeeex on Sun, 04 Jun 2006 09:28:00 PST