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Look Into My Eyes And Hate Me

About Me

i have been programmed buy* schools, religious traditions, parental units, movies, media(tv,books,mags) friends, enemies, laws of civilization etc etc.. to build up walls that suffocate my existence into some sort of weird "Twilight Zone" illusion... where i've had to go through the past 30 or so years unlearning all the product values that i was programmed to obey...its difficult to relax and let go when you are constantly bombarded with assimilation tactics designed solely to keep you in line,blind and controlled., other then that- i like skateboarding, photography, acknowledging that i'm a destroyer(taker) ... and playing in a band trying to find the god in all things and resurrecting it out of my systems identity even if it is only in my thoughts since i too bathe in this illusion.

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My Interests

i like playing my acoustic guitar around the house singing to an imganinary audience, i like watching the way the Body moves and adapts to things espicially in skateboarding, sometimes i can capture good contours of that,i like art shit like juxtapoz and skate mags,but my real fancy is finding a book i cant break down and argue against to well, those would be by certian authors like Zinn or Quinn, i often leave whatever situation is currently going on at the time and drift off into imagination of the break down theory, cause the theorys the thoughts i follow lead me somewhere not to many people like to go(we call that introspect i think)I love looking at Bugs and animals and trees and grass growing through side walks ,i dont know why? i love it though,it keeps my wheels rolling, it says to me wow god is here and over there there built a Building on top and a road right here and over there a beutiful manafactured home with the latest in high tech security and a nice 10 foot Fence and gate with 5 digit security codes and voice recognization(the security guard is a spy).i usually here voices in my head but i quickly tune them out, they scare me,but one day i will just focus on them again and then you'll have no where to hide from me ,i am neanderthal ,i think to understand me you have to understand that..i also hate when they have evolution crap about humans on tv,they make every human type of animal barbarac and crap, an animal that lived in the systems and balance of earths ability to sustain life previous to 15 thousand years ago was not barbaric,it was love..i know you dont get it, please unplug that chord from your head or build me a spaceship cause you are Killing me..ok simply put,my interest are: skateboarding,making music, picture page,reading,observing,thinking,listening can you hear it too?

I'd like to meet:

i`d like to meet like minded people, who just want to push the wild frontier back into their living rooms and start taking over every damn thing thats been taken from us.I am a Tree.

Music:

Sex Pistols, the Make-Up,Le Tigre,Torche,Sleep,Fugazi,Black Sabbath,Black Hell,Dove,Rasquatch,Rail Splitter,Isis,JohnnyCash,AC/DC,Graves at Sea,Gorilla Biscuits,Judge,Majority Rule,Deicide, Human Remains,BornAgainst,Rorshach,Snaggle Tooth,Dead Kennedys,Bob Marley,Death Bag,Buzzov-en,TheBody ,Pg.99.Majority Rule,Floor,TheSmiths,Civilization,Doggy Style,Naked Raygun ,TheDickies,StateOfAlert,MinorThreat,Embrace,CreamAbdulBabar ,DeadGuy,UniversalOrderOfArmegeddon,EndofTheCenturyParty,Pal atka,EnvironmentalYouthCrunch,WhatsYourDamage?,AgentOrange,T heBeatles,GGAllin,LouisArmstrong,think fast,Graves at Sea,D.O.A.,Sheer Terror,Bone Dust.

Movies:

favorites are : Sphere, Instinct, Billy Jack,Galaxy Quest,Evil Alien Conquerors,Sweet and Lowdown,Act of Conscience,TheGoonies,AllStarTrek movies,Willy Wonka and The Chocolate Factory,Wizard Of Oz, Punch Drunk Love

Television:

Star Trek: Enterprise,Voyager,anything with Spock in it,Andromeda,SG-1 ,Doctor Who.(i mainly just watch the sci-fi chanel)sorry, Chappelle Show,Family Guy , Discovery Chanel ,BattleStar Galactica

Books:

Ishmael, The Story of B,The Future of History, A Peoples History of The United States, Dude Wheres My Country, Crack up at the Race Riots....etc etc....

Heroes:

this guy Tye i met once at a coffee shop called Java Lava, he talked philosophy ,he let everyone put themselves in their own places whether they wanted to go their or not. an awesome teacher for my path.Spock also and any girl with a shaved head has me already on my knees.

My Blog

trapped and suffocated, its not just a funny feeling anymore

The Confines of Modern Man's  ...         &nb sp;  Primitive Mind                 ...
Posted by an idea on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 09:30:00 PST

Mood Stabilizer

maybe, its that that person who is flawed.the one(s) who gave us these rules to register in our tiny lil minds that this is what is supposed to happen and this is how we are supposed to think about it...
Posted by an idea on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 09:16:00 PST

The Primitive Mind of Modern Man

The Primitive Mind of Modern Man.thought processing to identify,label, destroy mode."We" the destroyerslive in a world of illusion,based on lies handed down to us through-out the ages, but espici...
Posted by an idea on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 11:41:00 PST

My only friend...the End

  the only Absolute upon my findings is that there arent any.therefore there being no absolutes is the only absolute. you might be asking if this is meaningless or not?but nothing in meaningless ...
Posted by an idea on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 01:40:00 PST

Come, Gather Round this Fire!

i dont know if i know clear enough about how i think to tell you or anyone else but espicially you how i do it? i've had some great teachers...people,bugs,trees i know that answers are very destructiv...
Posted by an idea on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 10:03:00 PST

we are one.

it seems that people think deep on their own perspective but wont go any further back then that.how many times have i heard someone say to some effect ,"well dont you understand that you have your rea...
Posted by an idea on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 07:50:00 PST

What Is vs. What Oughtta Be.

i am super tired and i dont know if i'll be able to explain. i found out why things are the way they are with people(civilization) .i'm trying to incorporate it into my being as much as i possibl...
Posted by an idea on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 03:04:00 PST

Reocurring scenario awake or sleeping.

The other night i woke up at 3:33 and usually i wake up or look at the clock when it has a secret code of numbers like 12:34 or 4:20,(not joking)or something like that, today it was eight oclock on th...
Posted by an idea on Fri, 04 Aug 2006 06:24:00 PST

Wonderful won der fullllllll

its a wonderful day!the cool breeze was blowing while i pressure cleaned my uncles restaurant.it was nice, i enjoy the mornings, i enjoy that calm that recklessly enters the chaos of mid afternoon.lon...
Posted by an idea on Sun, 23 Jul 2006 12:37:00 PST

sometimes i lose my mind only to discover it again a lil ways down the road.

i lose touch with my secret plans. i want to go canoeing, i enjoy nature cause it very often feels like an extent of myself somehow blocked by the assimilators. the Music i love i can see evolving int...
Posted by an idea on Sun, 23 Jul 2006 08:12:00 PST