GIANT PEAS.
GIANT PIECE.
GIANT PEENS.
GIANT OH SIT NIGGA.
You know when you think you had something good,
But then didn't see whether it would work out?
Thats how I feel.
I'm obviously the one that makes the guys laugh.
Not the one they want for a girlfriend.
NEW PEOPLE.
but since people like to talk shit
and make lies and fuck shit up
whatever, you cant force someone to like you
but you can cry your heart out in hopes of making them beleive how sincere you are. why cant friday just replay over again so i dont have to feel like this.
true.
REGINA.
This is the first day of my life
I swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed
They're spreading blankets on the beach
Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don’t know where I am
I don’t know where I’ve been
But I know where I want to go
And so I thought I’d let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slow
But I realize that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home
Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange you said everything changed
You felt as if you had just woke up
And you said “this is the first day of my life
I’m glad I didn’t die before I met you
But now I don’t care I could go anywhere with you
And I’d probably be happyâ€
So if you want to be with me
With these things there’s no telling
We just have to wait and see
But I’d rather be working for a paycheck
Than waiting to win the lottery
Besides maybe this time is different
I mean I really think you like me
CONOR.
bestfriend
mathew lee
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amanda, my strength. she's taught me so much and is still teaching. our moments together are most cherished because we can go from a very deep, serious conversation to laughing for hours. mostly every one of my friends love her more than me. i'm not jealous one bit. just shows how amazing she is. not only my sister, but my best friend. i love you with everything i know.
mathew, my backbone. nothing could break this. up and down a lot of bumpy roads and through a lot of boys. we've seen eachother laugh, and we've seen eachother cry. there's rarely a dull moment when we're together. i will love you more than any boy ever could.
kelsey and jessica, my laughter. the only two girls i could spend a whole month will and have fun until the very last second. there's been a lot between us all and with every moment that passes by, i'm glad i have you girls next to me. cxm for life? forever. you two are the greatest girls known. i love you both greatly.
judith, my world. my mother. i may not show it as much as i should, but you are the greatest mother and i'm glad that i came from you! you make me laugh a lot and i love spending as much time with you as possible. no one could ever replace you and no one could be placed higher. you've helped me through a lot and we've been through a lot. i'm so thankful for such a caring, sweet, genuine, creative, and hilarious mom. i love you a lot more than you think.
adam, my courage. you probably thought you'd never be in here, huh? well i love you more than you show and i cherish our deep talks and our moments together. you make me laugh a lot. and even though we piss eachother off a lot, i could never imagine my life without you. thank you so much for all of your support. i know you'll find the right boy for yourself, and if another "claude" comes by i'll handle it. :] i love you tons.
deidre, my wife. you make me laugh beyond belief. i'm so glad you came into my life. you've taught me a thing or two about.. well, a thing or two. i wouldn't ever want you to leave my side. you're absolutely fabulous! i love you.
zoe, my ability to dream. one day very, very soon we will run into eachother. you're the cutest girl ever and i'm glad i met you. even though we don't send letters as soon as we should, we still get them gnarly surprises. you've helped me through so many problems, and helped me get over so many people. i couldn't imagine my world without you. although i hate mostly all of your friends, i'll still love you forever and ever and ever and ever.
carla, my heart. you've been there through thick and thin. you've been there to make me laugh when i needed, and to be a shoulder to cry on. i couldn't imagine any day without my little nig. oh and i love you.
nicholas, my family. you're the greatest guy i know and i wouldn't want a better brother. you're always there to make a little girl smile. one phone call was all it needed, and i'm glad we had that conversation. we probably wouldn't be as close as we are now. you've taught me a lot and i'm always here for you when you need it most. i love you a lot.
joseph, my ability to talk. i cherish our heart to heart conversations and though we don't always see eye to eye we've got eachother. i wouldn't want to talk about the stuff that we do with anyone else. thank you for everything. i love you.
alicia, my crazy girl. you've always had that ability to make me laugh and i'm glad we've gotten to know eachother a little bit better. i love you.
jennifer, my corky side. we've been through waaaay too much and i don't want to break the bond we have. laying on our backs with our legs up on the wall, just forgetting everything and everyone around us. you make me laugh beyond belief. i love you more than mashed potatoes.
bill, my second father. or first, who cares. you've helped me grow and become who i am today. our deep conversations is what keeps me going. you've been in my family for a long time and no one could replace you. you mean everything to me and tons more. i love you so much more than you know.
christiana, my downfall. you are the most difficult person i know. you can make me laugh when i'm freaking sleeping. we don't spend as much time as we used to, or should. i would definetly love to see a lot more of you. i miss you and love you a whole lot more than i show.
jillian, my most missed memory. every now and again we'll have the occasional hello, but what i loved most were the late phone calls/voicemails. you've got such an amazing personality and i know that you will go far. i don't think there is another single person out there that knows as many secrets about myself as you. and you keep them, that's what i love. we've gotten into way too many fights, but somehow, we just keep coming back. i'm coming to visit you one fine day and we'll do the things we used to talk about. i love you so much, and you could never understand how much i care for you.