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Amanda (sleepy) Jean

Wherever forever is...

About Me


I've got potential, but I waste it. I'm full of fear, the wolves can taste it.

My Interests

Writing, mischievous ghosts, sleep, southern accents, Scandinavian countries (&their metal).
Also, lots of ice water.

I'd like to meet:


A little balance. A time machine. A winning lottery ticket. Someone who finds me to be endlessly interesting. A good therapist who knows when I'm lying.

Music:

AC/DC, Iron Maiden, Airbourne, BRMC, David Bowie, The Smiths (& Morrissey) 3 Inches of Blood, Danzig-era Misfits, Queen, Depeche Mode, Interpol, Deadboy and The Elephantmen, Dethklok, Arch Enemy, & Dimmu Borgir.

Movies:

Disney.

Television:

Metalocalypse, Ghost Hunters, The Twilight Zone, Pushing Daisies, & The X-Files.

Books:

Nonfiction. Ghost Stories. The Twilight series (laaaame).

Heroes:

My Parents. Hands down.

My Blog

Everything you’re sure of is up for change.

Maybe the loss of my cell phone was a blessing in disguise. There were so many little things that I was holding on to, and maybe without them I will have no reason to sit around and wait for things to...
Posted by Amanda (sleepy) Jean on Mon, 19 May 2008 11:33:00 PST

I’m awesome.

It's a beautiful day in the black hole better known as Tacoma, so what do I do?I wash my car.In cut off shorts.Listening to Van Halen.Yeah!
Posted by Amanda (sleepy) Jean on Mon, 05 May 2008 04:44:00 PST

To my Heather.

Tomorrow is going to be hard, and I am so sorry I can’t be there with you to try and talk you down from your anxious highs.Instead, I will write you this note and let you know a few things...It ...
Posted by Amanda (sleepy) Jean on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 11:21:00 PST

Oh, Honey! (Every coin has two sides.)

I deserve everything you’re gonna do to my poor little heart.Every last little bit of it.See, it turns out, that while I was busy doing stupid cute things to try and get you to give a damn... I ...
Posted by Amanda (sleepy) Jean on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 01:45:00 PST

pathetic from the inside out.

My stomach is in knots, and the rest of my insides are giving way to tumultuous waves crashing into my skin and my bones from my knees to my forhead.  I want to think it's just nerves, but part o...
Posted by Amanda (sleepy) Jean on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 10:30:00 PST

naiveté scene.

I sometimes have too much faith in people I don't know at all. I sometimes expect a little bit of follow thorugh when there is none.I like to pretend that I have this hardened shell about me, like a w...
Posted by Amanda (sleepy) Jean on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 12:08:00 PST

the new standard of wishes.

brendans beard: 1. be able to become a talking flying invisible cat that can walk through walls, and have all the powers interchangable.brendans beard: 2. know all the words to every song ever, thus b...
Posted by Amanda (sleepy) Jean on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 12:26:00 PST

Ill say it again; Pain.

I woke up this morning already knowing something awful was going to happen. Not one to disappoint such awful notions, fate smacked into the rear bumper of my car. At least it didn't happen to someone ...
Posted by Amanda (sleepy) Jean on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 11:10:00 PST

don’t need nothin’ but a good time.

my face is flushed and I'm not sure if it's an actual fever, or if the turmoil I've been hashing out on the inside is making it's way out. Sometimes, when I ask for something good, it's entirely selfi...
Posted by Amanda (sleepy) Jean on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 12:26:00 PST

fortune cookies.

you can all probably define what it is to be a fairweather friend, I'm sure. And I think you all know what it is to deal with someone who is only around when they are down and out, when they need some...
Posted by Amanda (sleepy) Jean on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 11:46:00 PST