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je§§ica

I'm sick of feeling my soul, To people who'll never know, Just how purposeless and empty they've gro

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I don't see the point in talking about myself, when you're already making judgements about who I am, by the way I look, what I listen to, if you've already heard things about me, and what small amount of information I do reveal. We are lost, not found

Music:



Books:

“He kissed her. A kiss like apple pie à la mode with the vanilla creaminess melting in the pie heat. A kiss about chocolate, when you haven’t eaten chocolate in a year. A kiss about palm trees speeding by, trailing pink clouds when you drive down the Strip sizzling with champagne. A kiss about spotlights fanning the sky and the swollen sea spilling like tears all over your legs.”
Dangerous Angels

Heroes:

Maybe every other American movie shouldn't be based on a comic book. Other countries will think Americans live in an infantile fantasy land where reality is whatever we say it is and every problem can be solved with violence.
Bill Maher

My Blog

I’m moving.

I'm not feeling good. I'm feeling too exposed. Too scattered. and too censored for my own "journal". I don't know who reads this, and that makes me nervous. I'm moving http://orchidsofdesire.livejourn...
Posted by je§§ica on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 03:13:00 PST

Car carrying pot crashes into trooper's cruiser

And you thought you were having a bad day...   ORANGEBURG, South Carolina It might have been one of the easiest drug busts in the history of the South Carolina Highway Patrol: A car with 43 poun...
Posted by je§§ica on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 09:04:00 PST

Found on some bitches myspace.

I thought it was a good quote. "So, there's this guy. He tells me something that makes me think. "Sometimes there's people out there who need help fighting their inner demon." Your inner demon? Its so...
Posted by je§§ica on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 12:36:00 PST

raining blood

Trapped in purgatoryA lifeless object, aliveAwaiting reprisalDeath will be their acquisitionThe sky is turning redReturn to power draws nearFall into me, the sky's crimson tearsAbolish the rules made ...
Posted by je§§ica on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 07:22:00 PST

The Boys Republic

Would you still think I was beautiful, if you saw me like this?   Coughing and crying so hard I'm almost puking. Having the pain become so overwhelming the only thing you can hang onto is the gr...
Posted by je§§ica on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 08:59:00 PST

Boring.

I wake up in the mornings. Eyes hazy, body limp, trying to slowly pry myself from dreams I thought I couldn't escape. She comes in, I can not hate her, although I try. She takes out the needle, tha...
Posted by je§§ica on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 07:34:00 PST

Words

Be careful of words, even the miraculous ones. For the miraculous we do our best, sometimes they swarm like insects and leave not a sting but a kiss. They can be as good as fingers. They can be as t...
Posted by je§§ica on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 10:14:00 PST

careful with that axe, eugene

edge.edgy.on the edge. fall.falling.off the edge. It's coming.I can feel it.and.it.fucking.scares me. Down, down. Down, down. The star is screaming.Beneath the lies. Lie, lie. Tschay, tschay, tschay.[...
Posted by je§§ica on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 06:31:00 PST

Desire

Am I too busy looking at the pieces, that I've ignored the bigger picture?   or.   Do I need to put the pieces together so that I can see the bigger picture?   or.   Do I jus...
Posted by je§§ica on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 09:36:00 PST

Tangerine

Too bad I don't have today offor I would play in the sunshine :) Measuring a summer's day, I only find it slips away to grey, The hours, they bring me pain. *Tangerine, Tangerine, Living REFLECTIONS f...
Posted by je§§ica on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 11:21:00 PST