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About Me

My life is an open book. You get what you see on the outside. Start reading and you truly get to know me. People who make premature judgments, don't even bother. I am 21 and I live in a very small town called Roselle Park, New Jersey. Short black hair along with light brown eyes. About 5'11 and 208 pounds. Of Asian descent, Filipino to be exact. I'm a sophomore at Union County, majoring in Business. I work part time at Dunkin Donuts. Other simple things about me are that I watch Anime. I love sports. Tennis, basketball, and football are what I usually play. I like going to concerts but my friends are too lazy to accompany me =/ I drive around aimlessly and I'm quite random at times.
I have an open and opinionated mind that I love to use. I absolutely love to write.. I find myself to be rather artistic.. No, not much as with a pencil or paintbrush. But rather in the mind. I'm very imaginative and tend to find the beauty in life. You just learn to appreciate things like that. Fanfiction, stories, and poetry are all amazing. Other than screaming, words are my favorite ways of expressing myself. Its a beautiful form of art. More people should appreciate it. I seldom draw, which is an old habit. I play bass and sing when I'm bored. But you'll mainly hear me doing some screamo. I mainly listen to rock and punk music. Mm, music. Definitely can't live without it. Everyday, everywhere, I gotta have it. It helps me sleep because I'm also an insomniac.
My love life is complete. I've spent so long looking for "the one" and I have found her. I could write a book about the girl that I love, even if I've only known her for a month. It truly feels like we've known each other forever. I'm not being premature nor is this anything like the usual "i love her paragraph" that everyone says when they enter a relationship. I trust her, I love her, I feel loved when I'm around her. I would give my life for her and I will protect her. Who's her? Thea, my love. We work together, we laugh together, we eat together, and we smile together. She means so much to me.. I love and cherish every single second that we spend with one another.
I'm a nice person. Outgoing, well-spoken, opinionated, patient, responsible, and smart could be used to describe me. Some of the stretchier words are cynical, masochistic, weird, sadistic, and apathetic. I'm really easy to get along with so don't be taken back by what I write.
Friends are everything. Cherish them.

My Interests

Being with Thea, Music, Movies, Final Fantasy, Friends, Guitar, Driving around, Role Play, Writing, Drawing, Poetry, Sports, Fan fiction, Biting

I'd like to meet:

Anyone with an open mind. Preferably someone who lived nearby. Like I said, I'm open minded and very easy to talk to. Just anyone who knows how to lay back and have fun. Interested? Good.

Contact Me:
Instant Messanger: HisOwnApathy
AOL - Mail: [email protected]

Music:

My Chemical Romance, Linkin Park, Thursday, Taking Back Sunday, The Used, Finch, Hawthorne Heights, Fall Out Boy, A.F.I., Dashboard Confessional, Yellowcard, Disturbed, The Killers, 311, The Cure, Incubus, Hoobastank, Switchfoot, Mindless Self Indulgence, Breaking Benjamin, Rufio, Sugarcult, Stabbing Westward, Billy Talent, Orgy, Midtown, The All-American Rejects, Snow Patrol, Senses Fail, Streetlight, Reliant K, James Blunt, Green Day, Fort Minor

Movies:

Final Fantasy: Advent Children, The Matrix Trilogy, 300, Star Wars Saga, Constantine, Sin City, Fight Club, Batman Begins, Waterboy, Oceans 11, The Lord of the Rings Trilogy, The Phantom of the Opera, Little Giants, Big Fish, Donnie Darko, Spaceballs, The Sandlot, Kung Fu Hustle, Dodgeball, Harold and Kumar Go to White Castle, Kill Bill, Ferris Buellers Day Off, Requiem for a Dream, Clerks II

Television:

Family Guy, 24, The Apprentice, The Simpsons, Smallville, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Road Rules, Whose Line is it Anyway, CSI, Family Matters, Leno, The Contender, Prison Break

Books:

"Hamlet" "Where the Red Fern Grows" "Romeo and Juliet" .. anything by Anne Rice

Heroes:

My older brother and my three year old godson.

My Blog

a sense of fulfillment

I've been meaning to blog since Saturday night but as always, procrastination bites me in the ass. Lately, especially over the weekend, I've had this sense of contentment and fulfillment for some reas...
Posted by A Beautiful Lie on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 06:50:00 PST

as the pendulum swings

It's 1 a.m. and here I am contemplating, debating, and putting life and this summer into perspective. Lately I've been getting discouraged because I haven't taken advantage of all this free time. Inst...
Posted by A Beautiful Lie on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 10:31:00 PST

Dorney Park

Alright so a few people have showed interest in going to Dorney Park again sometime soon. Who else wants to gooo? The first time was a blast =]
Posted by A Beautiful Lie on Sat, 28 Jul 2007 08:41:00 PST

21st Bday party tomorrow!!

Just a reminder that my 21st birthday party is tomorrow (June 16) at 4pm sharp, here at my house. I don't mind if you come early. I've been excited about this for about two weeks now, haha.. hopefully...
Posted by A Beautiful Lie on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 02:39:00 PST

My birthdays tomorrow!

I turn 21 tomorrow, isn't that exciting? Haha, it's not like I like drinking anyway but its a big landmark and who can complain about getting presents and having a party? Yaaaaaay :D. I got all excite...
Posted by A Beautiful Lie on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 11:03:00 PST

Life in Perspective

Has anyone else experienced a moment when you were driving down the road and you hear something like a certain song, then you're whole life and what you want to accomplish in the future flashes in an ...
Posted by A Beautiful Lie on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 08:59:00 PST

Words cant describe my love for her

I know blogs like this is overrated and so cliche but I know that I am one of the few who actually mean what they say. Most people feel obligated to say how much they love they love their boy/girlfrie...
Posted by A Beautiful Lie on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 04:47:00 PST

Gone for the holidays.. Be back on 1/05

So later tonight (12/22), my family and I are going to the Philippines for the holidays. We'll be there for a little less than two weeks, coming back next next Thursday night. So if anyone is wonderin...
Posted by A Beautiful Lie on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 11:02:00 PST

It's a bitter sweet day...

I was talking to Maria at work about how strange I've been feeling.. I'm incredibly happy but sad at the same time. I'm sad because I miss my girlfriend more than anything in the world.. I'm not used ...
Posted by A Beautiful Lie on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 08:42:00 PST

Note to self

http://trailers.gametrailers.com/gt_vault/t_ssb_brawl_2.mov
Posted by A Beautiful Lie on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 07:52:00 PST