"life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. so love the people who treat you right and forget the ones that don't. believe that everything happens for a reason. there's no time for what-if's. if you get a chance, take it. if it changes your life, let it. nobody said it would be easy. they just promised that it would be worth it."
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my heroes. :)
kristina lee hayes.
wow, where do i even start? lol. well, i've known you since like 2nd grade, and we have basically been best friends ever since. yeah, we have our problems, but we always get over them. we have been through so much together. you've helped me through alot of hard times in my life. i'd have to say i trust you more than anyone else i know, and i know you're one person who won't fuck me over. you're just as crazy as i am, and i think that's why we get along so good. we always find a way to have fun, no matter what the situation is. every day is an adventure. missions to southwick, tweaking out with the strobe light in my room...the stain on my floor! lmfao. i love you =]
nicole whitney helwig.
i know we haven't been talking much lately, but i want you to know that you're still one of my best friends and i miss talking to you all the time. it feels weird not being as close as we used to be. i have been really busy with school and everything, and i've been working on getting my license too. i don't want to stop talking to you. you have been one of the most important people in my life for the past 5 years, and that's not gonna change anytime soon. i have tears in my eyes right now just thinking about all the shit we've been through together. you have always been there for me. i hope we can start talking like we used to. ily
steven anthony white.
i can't believe i've only known you for 2 years. it seems like it's been so much longer. you and me have gone through alot of shit, and i'm glad you apologized for everything. i hope you can stay away from the drugs and everything when you get out of lockup. you're an amazing person when you're sober, but to be completely honest, you're a total douchebag when you're on drugs. i care about you alot, and i'm glad that i'm with you. i'm gonna do whatever i can to help you get your life back on track.
alisha lea cross.
my self-proclaimed cousin. hah. :P hmm how long has it been now, about 14 years? lol. you're a fucking retard sometimes, but i love you anyways. haha. we have some crazy memories. digging for dinosaur bones in my driveway when we were like 9, me supposedly throwing a rock and hitting myself in the head [i still don't remember that lmao], "hey cait i think there's something out here!", walking to raja mart with jay and miranda and almost getting arrested..hahaha good times. didn't i let the frog loose in raja mart that night? lmao. ahh i love you!
kori rybski.
my "boring" friend. haha
jason michael grimsley.
i'm just gonna start out by saying this.. you have probably had more of an impact on my life than anybody else i've ever met. it's weird for me to hold on to something for this long, especially when i know it's over. but you were my first love, and to be honest, i don't think i'll ever be completely over you. you're a great guy, and deffinetly one person i'm never going to forget. i lost you not once but twice..and the second time was even harder than the first. i honestly don't think you know how much you mean to me. to this day i wonder what i did wrong, how i lost you.. but i'm starting to realize that i can't hold on to what we had forever. now, it's nothing but a memory, and i guess i just have to let it go. i'll always love you. that's one thing that i need you to know.