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*~*~ravencrow neversmile~*~*

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About Me

the most amazing thing that has ever happened to me was on June 25, 2006 @ 9 p.m. at the Hartford Civic Center, Hartford, CT: I SAW MY ICON, MY IDOL, MY FAVORITE STAR, MADONNA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
embrace the
madness
"why don't i take your face off and put it on the pig it came from?" - grim adventures of billy & mandy
i moved to winter park, florida in august'06 with the best person i could ever have asked to move with...my love, my one and only, my better half, my soulmate and every other sappy thing you can think of...joshua
i'm officially an MSW (that's masters in social work for those who might not know). that means i finished grad school bitches...i couldn't have done it without josh behind me pushing in the gentle and sometimes not so gentle way that i need sometimes
other random stuff:
i sing ALL THE FUCKIN' TIME ...it's wicked annoying but i love to do it so fuck you if you don't like it
i danced for 15 years in CT and want to get back into it before i get really depressed and feel like a complete bum
my boyfriend is going to full sail for recording arts and entertainment business...he's freakin' awesome and i love him to death...he's the best thing that could've ever happened to me and there are no words for how much i love and care for him...he's the shit yo (haha, wow, i lived in waterbury way too long)
i'm ridiculously melodramatic sometimes but it's all in good fun
i run when there's a camera around because i hate getting my picture taken...unless i'm drunk...then it's all cameras on me. haha
i miss my dog woodstock in CT...even though he could be cranky and a little bitch when he wanted to
i wish i could be famous...but i think i have finally given that dream up...i know it won't happen...no point in deluding myself anymore
palm trees make me happy
i'm so shy, i've given myself headaches because of how nervous i get around people i don't know
i am extremely paranoid at times that no one likes me...ok, ok, i'm extremely paranoid all the time that no one likes me..that's just how i am...sue me
i'd almost rather be alone than be around people that will probably end up hurting me...like i said...wicked paranoid
i like almost every kind of music there is..as long as it doesn't bore me. i can listen to music all day and all night if i really had to...and i have before
i have brown eyes and brown hair, which makes me feel wicked plain sometimes
i love eye makeup even though i hardly ever put any on since i don't see the point in wearing it for work...now if i had my own personal makeup artist, we wouldn't have this problem
i love glitter
i try to pretend i'm not as girly as most but on the inside, i totally am and it's so ridiculous
i cry during sad movies...i'll admit it...i can't help it
i wear contacts...argh
i love my car but i refuse to put it in my pics on here because that's so LAME !!! sorry but i really think it is...no offense!
i like writing...i don't know why...but i like handwriting things..i'm weird
i'm really random
i HATE popups
i miss my dance girls from back home...but i'm sure they'll survive without me
i like to play the sims and the sims 2...i'm really obsessed with making and furnishing houses, making people who are couples in real life fall in love on the sims (ok mostly just me and josh but whatever), and downloading stuff for my sims, like hair and clothes that i would actually wear
people who can't spell drive me nuts...it's called spell check!!! also people who don't know the difference between the following:
you're, your
to, too, two
they're, their, there
and other words that are similar to these...there is a difference...figure it out!
i like to drive...A LOT!
i don't watch a lot of tv but i'm absolutely obsessed with nip/tuck and house. then of course, cartoons...word. i love the grim adventures of billy and mandy. me and my boyfriend watch entirely too many cartoons sometimes
bugs make me want to vomit and when i kill them with bug spray, i put a paper towel or napkin over it so my boyfriend can throw it in the garbage
i hate to admit it but i'm spoiled although i try not to act that way because people who act like it all the time are extremely obnoxious. my boyfriend spoils me. i'm a spoiled brat...teehee.
i like to drink...i don't care...i like to drink. i don't drink beer. i don't like how it tastes and it gives me a headache. give me the hard stuff and i'm good.
i love listening to howard stern on my sirius satellite radio. actually i love listening to anything on my sirius satellite radio. my boyfriend bought it for me when i graduated with my masters (one instance of him spoiling me) and i love it. commercials on regular radio were driving me insane and i had given up on radio until i got my sirius. i love it.
my boyfriend says i'm too humble.
i like to have fun and be myself and just have a good time but the way i think people think of me stops me from doing these things unless i'm alone with my boyfriend in our apartment because that's the only time i feel free (and even then i sometimes hold back)
i'm a freakin' mess sometimes
i've been doing a lot of writing lately...that is something i find odd...
push me the wrong way and i will be the biggest bitch you've ever met. . . .
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My Interests



DANCING, SINGING, MUSIC, drinking, having fun, eye makeup (don't ask me why), glitter, dancing some more, going to shows with josh :)
but only with josh

this little guy keeps me entertained when josh isn't around to make me laugh :)

I'd like to meet:

idk...but don't request me if you're not going to talk to me. that's so stupid. and also have a good reason for wanting to be my friend...make me want to have you as my friend...wow, that sounds snobby..whatever. haha

Music:

I LOVE BRITNEY SPEARS; YOU CAN SUCK IT IF YOU DON'T LIKE HER. HAHAHAHAHAH

my chemical romance, authority zero, 3 doors down, the smashing pumpkins, taking back sunday, thursday, linkin park, evanescence, madonna, panic! at the disco, fuel, oasis, bush, green day, 10 years, evans blue, taproot, 50 cent, eminem, busta rhymes, usher, natalie imbruglia, christina aguilera, korn, dark new day, H.I.M., eve 6, papa roach, jonny lang, josh groban, brand new, 311, adema, disturbed, kelly clarkson, silverchair, save ferris, no doubt, incubus, janet jackson, bbmak, blink 182, backstreet boys, nick carter, n sync, justin timberlake, staind, missy elliott, ludacris, tina turner, whitney houston, celine dion (yes, i said it), cher (yes, i said that too), toni braxton, michael buble, crossfade, bullet for my valentine, default, bon jovi, buckcherry, AFI, rob zombie, three days grace, theory of a deadman, the exies, story of the year, dj tiesto, benny benassi...wow, i think that's enough for now...just a lot of random 80's and 90's stuff too. music is in my blood...can u tell??

fuck yeah i love MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE!!! BLACK LIGHT BURNS is fuckin' awesome. blaqk audio. a kiss could be deadly

Movies:

horror movies involving vampires are always good, disney movies, comedies, some dramas. interview with the vampires is my favorite movie ever, next to the wizard of oz :), the nightmare before christmas :)

Television:

me and my boyfriend watch too many cartoons...teehee. law and order: svu ONLY. nip/tuck!!!!! best show ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! golden girls. seinfeld. the grim adventures of billy and mandy. foster's home for imaginary friends. south park. chappelle's show, SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE, AMERICAN IDOL i doubt that those are shocking if you know me well, HOUSE OF CARTERS (it's good to know nick didn't fall off the face of the earth :) :) :) i fuckin' love that show!!!), my hugest guilty pleasure at the moment: the bad girls club on the oxygen channel...i can't help it...it's funny

Books:

anything anne rice, edgar allen poe, horrors, true ghost stories

Heroes:

josh, my mom, strong women in general (emotionally, not physically...that's kinda scary)

My Blog

only cuz i said i would when i answered this for amy..hahaa

1. Who are you?2. Are we friends?3. When and how did we meet?4. Do you have a crush on me?5. Would you kiss me?6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.7. Describe me in one word.8. What wa...
Posted by *~*~ravencrow neversmile~*~* on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 04:08:00 PST

hmmm. . . . . .

You Are a Hunter SoulYou are driven and ambitious - totally self motiviated to succeedActively working to acheive what you want, you are skillful in many areas.You are a natural predator with strong i...
Posted by *~*~ravencrow neversmile~*~* on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 08:46:00 PST

wow, just wow :) :)

i just want to say that i saw my chemical romance last night at the next big thing 6 in tampa (think 104fest...that's what it was like) and they were FUCKIN' AMAZING. and i thought i'd share that i h...
Posted by *~*~ravencrow neversmile~*~* on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 04:45:00 PST

tell me something i don't know

Your Body Image is 64% Unhealthy, 36% HealthyYour negative body image is borderline serious. It could turn into an eating disorder or psychological problem.Perhaps you're just having a bad day. But ma...
Posted by *~*~ravencrow neversmile~*~* on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 01:14:00 PST

that's good to know...i think

Your Eyes Should Be BrownYour eyes reflect: Depth and wisdomWhat's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heartWhat Color Should Your Eyes Be?...
Posted by *~*~ravencrow neversmile~*~* on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 01:10:00 PST

it's a lil too late for this....

You Should Get a MFA (Masters of Fine Arts)You're a blooming artistic talent, even if you aren't quite convinced.You'd make an incredible artist, photographer, or film maker.What Advanced Degree Shoul...
Posted by *~*~ravencrow neversmile~*~* on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 01:05:00 PST

holy shizzle...

yeah, i'm in shock...look at my countdown...9 days til josh and i move to florida. holy crap...it's so fuckin' soon! i'm so excited/nervous/relieved/stressed/scared/hopeful. i'm a mix of emotions l...
Posted by *~*~ravencrow neversmile~*~* on Tue, 01 Aug 2006 10:16:00 PST

if u wanted to know.....

josh and i got the apartment we applied for not too long ago...if u want a description of what transpired once i got home to tell people the "good news" then read my live journal...i'm too tired to el...
Posted by *~*~ravencrow neversmile~*~* on Wed, 31 May 2006 04:53:00 PST

me-ow

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Posted by *~*~ravencrow neversmile~*~* on Mon, 08 May 2006 04:38:00 PST

haha, josh

joshua --[noun]:A perma-orgasm'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com...
Posted by *~*~ravencrow neversmile~*~* on Mon, 08 May 2006 04:37:00 PST