Allysa Kaitlyn ™

Started Over.
if you think you're going to find a girl like me anywhere else you sadly mistaken.
you've heard shit about me, i know you have. get to know me before you go off listening to other people's stories. make your own opinion about me.. don't take someone else's.
Age:15
ali/allysa it really doesn't matter to me as long as you at least spell it right im starting fresh, everyone else should do the same. i dont have to be what you want me to be i could give a fuck less what you wanted me to be.. If I could ask for anything in life it would be to take back all the horrible things I've ever said to anyone, and to start fresh with someone that I don't see eye to eye with. So I could show people that I'm not all that bad of a person. There are too many lies, too many rumors, too many mouths with too many secrets. i am far from perfect i tend to make mistakes a lot. not meaning to :/ but it ends up happening. the one thing that i always ask anyone who meets me.. is to understand this, i make mistakes im human but please, don't yell don't scream don't get angry until you hear my point of view then i will listen to yours and i will not yell will not scream and will not get angry because i am listening to your opinion on the situation that is seemingly fucked up. but i don't like fighting i don't like being angry there are many situatinos where i should be angry but i look at the situations realizing there is no logical reason for me to be angry. i like to solve the issues at hand by talking nothing more and certainly nothing less it may be a ibt old fashioned and sounds like something a parent would say but that is just how i am. take me or leave me. "if i was a pirate i would be the most badass person you met." I wish someone could open my head and look inside and see the beauty in the darkest things that I do. see the good in everything I do. see the dreams that I do. hear the voices and words that come from people that I do. read the story behind my life. and listen to the music that is formed from different rhythms and beats, different keys and different notes, different voices and different screams. I wish someone could sit for hours and listen to just me and what I feel and never get bored of any of it. I have been told, after all the shit the boys have put me through I shouldn't still have hope for someone amazing to come along, for someone who really does care, only because most people would have lost all hope now.. but I find hope always. in the people I have around me and who come into my life, and mainly my friends and family who give me the strength to have the hope :] that is how i am. and i will not change my way of thinking the only thing i will ever ask of anyone and everyone is the truth. i can never get mad at anyone as long as they are honest with me. if you are honest with me i have no logical reason to be mad at you