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A little piece of me
slackerbitch, faghag, whore.
looks real cute, her lips are sore.
slackerbitch, faghag, whore.
dripping sex from every pore
it pulses through my veins
i'm the one to blame
did too much cocaine
your memory will fade
you hate me now i'm sure
i know you feel betrayed.
i didn't mean it
i can be fragile and the worst thing in any kind of way at the same time. i can be yours and mine, even though you're never gonna be mine , 'cause i don't own things, i waste them.
i'm a silly, fearful person. i don't know myself, i didn't yesterday and i won't do tomorrow. i don't know you and i hope i never will. i don't want to find out what lies behind your pretty clothes.
i do both, i do none. i'm just myself, i'm no one at all. i'm no human being, not even an animal.
i was born in brazil but i'm just half brazilian. i wasn't born in germany but i'm half german. i speak english and portuguese, but still i'm no american. america's not meant to be mine, isn't it?
i'm a girl but still i'm half jack. i'll never ever be like a boy but still i used to dress like that.
i don't like to eat, food hates me and it makes me sick. even though i used to drink more than your alcoholic father does, i don't do it anymore. i don't want to. after seeing part of my parents dying when they saw me drunk as fuck i decided to be a good girl. at least i try. i smoke more than my lungs can handle but i don't want to quite my cigarettes. i can't.
i'm no good but still i can't make you ache like i wish i could. i'm no good but still i can't make you bleed after kicking your ass like i did in my odd dreams.
did i say i dream way too much? way too much for people like you. i dream enough to make me will to stay alive and fight to make them come true. and they will.
i love music. music is my life, that's all. i'm sure i was dead if i didn't have this relationship with music. music is the chick, the guy i take home. music knows my bed better than anyone does. i play piano, guitar and i sing.
i've got a girlfriend and i never thought i could love her. but now i do, and it aches most of the time, but i can't complaint. everytime she's there for me it feels like heaven. she's everything i'll never be, but i want to have it. :] love you, t .
i'm a very typical girl; in a certain time of month i can barely stand myself. i'm a very typical girl; i dream with a prince//princess even though i know he//she will be too late anytime they really come for good. i'm a very typical girl; any heartache can make me want to die, but i still too bad to do it, i still too boy-ish to do this. i'm a very typical girl, but still i can't act like a girl would.
i love my family, even though sometimes it feels like it's not reciprocal or even though sometimes it seems like i hate them. but only them endured with all my psychic seizures, all the times they had to see me at the hospitals. all the times they couldn't save me. i fucking love them, even my fucking grandma.
and last but no least, i used to live for 5 fucking boys. 5 fucking boys who saved my fucking life way too many times. i'm from their Rmy. and even though sometimes they make me want to shoot my fucking face, i used to live for them. but i decided to change, i was way too hooked on them, but now i see, they still are too special for me to try to live without them. they're my not so secret addiction. they saved my fucking life. and one of them kills me slowly every single day. they're My Chemical Romance, my favorite band.
i talk way too much. i say ''fuck'' more than my mom likes. i like to hurt and to be hurt. i like to make people believe i'm someone i'm not when these people who i lie to are = shit. i like to live every day like it was my last, even though there are a plenty of them that i almost don't live at all, just let it pass by me like wind does. and watch out, i like to lie, i really do.
such a motherfucking whore...
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