I am broke. I have no hope, I cant tell anyone with my problem. I feel shame to tell them I am broke. I cant live another day. I want to die..I want to kill myself. People always like to talk about god. But trust me, there is no God. No one can help you to drop the pain. Some people would say, its not the end of the world, good thing will come. But sometimes, good thing will never come. You are cursed. I am doomed...I should go the hell....I can only believe in evil, but no god. God is a fucking joke. Any day could be my last one...any min could me my last breath.
