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About Me

HAI! I'm Cunt-bear. Lover of Monsterbation. My ravey-family consists of: Monsterbation Sourgasm Gook Clover Scabbies Mannequin and you

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Well, to start off, lets use some colorfull words to get to know her... Arrogant. Bitchy. Talented. Opinionated. Loud. Artistic. Needy. Hateful. Introverted. Paranoid. Medicated. Vengeful. Shy. Dependent. Quirky. Impetuous. Indecisive. Poor. Terrifed. Addicted. Insecure. Judgemental. Hypocritical. Reclusive. Disgusted. Condescending. Loving. Unorganised. Transparent. Obsessive. Moody. Angsty. Immature. Pretentious. Intelligent. Dissociative. Possessive. Loved. Masochistic. Phobic. Borderline neurotic.
Now thats over...
My online alias is Sarah Monster. I'm antagonistic towards revealing my full name due to my paranoia of internet predators. So thats all you get from me. You can call me "Sarah" there is a million and a half of them out there. I'm 15 and currently a sophmore in a high school. Academics mean a lot to me, seeing as they're pretty much my only ticket to having my beloved pink hair, and the chance to do pretty much whatever I want. I am fascinated by the arts, mainly drawing, writing,and music. I am currently obsessing over learning how to draw as well as some of the crazy artists you see in the magazines. When I get older, I think I would like to be a muralist. It just caught my attention the other day when I was looking at the most beautiful mural of a whale painted on a wall, I think it would be an amazing carrer. Ever scence then, I have been determined to paint pictures over everything. It is funny though, I cant stand painting. It takes to long.
Death facinates me. It always has, and chances are, it always will. I try to be a creative person, but sometimes I am as creative as a lump of unkneaded clay. You know alot can come out of it, but it looks like nothing special yet.
I'm an exceptionally shy person, though once you get to know me, you can't shut me up. I'm far too cynical, skeptical, and pessimistic for my own good. I'm quite open-minded, though. And if you get to know me, I'm actually a semi-decent person. I do find release in writing, literature, fashion, drawing, travel, Gaia, and exploration.My life goals include growing up a good childhood. So it had a bad start, and its durastically changed, that does not mean that I cant think of it on the bright side of things.I think the reason why I thought my life was horrible before, was the way I veiwed things. I have everything I have ever needed and almost always have. A family, a roof over my head, and food to feed my fat belly with. Its really hard to upset me over things that I live with everyday. I have some of the most amazing friends in the world. They mean everything to me. Yes, I am the kind of person who would jump in front of a speeding car to save them. I love to get to know new people, and I love to have new friends. Humans always excite me, sometimes for the good, sometimes for the bad. Only you can judge what I think of you, so do the same for me, and get to know me before you organize me into a steryotpical group such as: goth, emo, prep, nerd, and any other one you can think of. I'm not the kind of person to let people down hard. I know what it feels like to fall, and it completely kills me to see myself to do it to others. That pretty much wraps it all up for about me, I hope you will tell me a little bit about you now.

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My Blog

hate me?

    sarah:   i have a question, why did you just try and add me? I thought you didnt like me. dasha:: I accidently hit the wrong thing sorry for inconvenicing you by the way I'm really ...
Posted by [CUNT-BEAR] on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 03:45:00 PST

starting shit again.

D?LL?? ?+ûz?F says: lol JackoffJessie" [PLUR-XXX] says: who did that and why. *DudeMan* [PLUR-XXX] says: hi sarah *DudeMan* [PLUR-XXX] says: ummm JackoffJessie" [PLUR-XXX] says: thanks michael. ...
Posted by [CUNT-BEAR] on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 11:18:00 PST

alice

If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is because everything would be what it isn't.And contrary-wise; what it is it wouldn't be, and what it wouldn't be, i...
Posted by [CUNT-BEAR] on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 07:40:00 PST

warped and twisted.

Warped & Twisted   Harsh words & violent blowsHidden secrets nobody knowsEyes are open, hands are fistedDeep inside I'm warped & twistedSo many tricks & so many liesToo many...
Posted by [CUNT-BEAR] on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 08:17:00 PST

READ ME AND COMMENT DANM IT

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Posted by [CUNT-BEAR] on Wed, 09 Aug 2006 05:16:00 PST

bloody blog

ugh.
Posted by [CUNT-BEAR] on Mon, 07 Aug 2006 02:10:00 PST

i think i write better in the early hours.

a little girl ran up to her mom and said hey mommy hey mommy a little dog is dead!   her mommy looked down and said with a sigh mabie my child the time was right   the young girls eyes fill...
Posted by [CUNT-BEAR] on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 01:37:00 PST

got this idea from a friend.

the first cut was merely just to know she was alive not at all intending to end her life   the second cut bled just a little bit more, so she took it and pressed it against the floor   by...
Posted by [CUNT-BEAR] on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 01:26:00 PST

descriptive writing?

many nights i sat there with the cute edge drawn to a perfect pin point to my wrist, slashing across my pale anemic skin and letting the blood bubble out, why i did this i never really understood. it ...
Posted by [CUNT-BEAR] on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 01:16:00 PST

I FUCKING LOVE YOU

drugs.
Posted by [CUNT-BEAR] on Thu, 20 Jul 2006 03:54:00 PST