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In the twenty years in my life I have experienced a lot and also have much more to learn. I know that I haven't been on this earth for very long and that I have so much ahead of me like everyone keeps telling me but that doesn't mean I haven't hurt and laughed and that tomorrow my life could be gone. That is why I am here in California. I am originally from Oregon. Which is the most amazing state in the US...well to me anyway. My family is there and my peace is there. As much as I love my home state...I know that I can't be there right now. I don't know what I would be doing if I was there. All I know is that I am an actress whether I become successful or not. I love to perform. I came out here to follow my dream and damn it I am not going to give up very easily. All though there has been many times that I wanted to. If it wasn't for acting I would be lost or really messed up. There is one other thing in my life that will forever and always make me happy...Music. Singing and dancing and just sitting and listening to music is my life pretty much. I know that I do everything to music...if there isn't any music playing, I have a tune in my head anyway. If I had big enough guts I would be singing up onstage like some of my idols. But I chose acting and that gives me the same happieness. Anyway...I am here in LA...pursuing my dreams. I don't fit the mold and I never will but I am going to change people...make an impact...and inspire those who think they can't do it. They can. I CAN!!!! Loves.
Kelly Clarkson Never Again Lyrics
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Selfish

Am I selfish to want what I want? why does everything hurt so much? My choices my love my friendships Everything I have is slipping I don't know what I am doing Lost in this big city wish that I had ...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Jul 2008 00:03:00 GMT

independent

being independent, i am not so good at. I try but something holds me back. I wish I was more like all the others, smile, dance by like nothing mattered. I am not independent but I wish I was. I w...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Jul 2008 03:58:00 GMT

Running Away

running faster. never looking back. my dreams one step ahead. my fears pushing me back. running away from my past but holding back the feelings I want to express. Wishing to be free and not me. I...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 09:34:00 GMT

Impossible

Waves crash against the shore sun peaks over the horizon birds nessle into bed everything goes dark and silent but your smile shines brighter then the sun that knot in my stomach when I see you won't ...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 09:31:00 GMT

to you

to you i give my soul. what does that mean really? I tell you how I feel. I listen to your thoughts. I am there. Where dos it get me? All alone. Please. I beg. Something make me fill this hole. I wi...
Posted by on Sat, 17 May 2008 02:22:00 GMT

Falling through the cracks

Falling through the cracks grip is slipping everyone walking away tears filling Falling through the cracks wishing for a miracle needing a hand a friend so full and yet so empty no one knows me really...
Posted by on Sat, 03 May 2008 09:22:00 GMT

our story

One minute you are by my side the next you are gone Fake relationships fake friendships who is to be trusted? I look out among the crowd you have chosen the people I least want to be around so what...
Posted by on Sun, 27 Apr 2008 09:45:00 GMT

Something

Something always brings me back to you and it never takes too long. The more I try to push away, the stronger my feelings get. With every inch of my body and soul, I know what is right. I know th...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 23:47:00 GMT

It never dies

It never dies,  the fire inside, I want it so bad to fade, water egnites it even more. what does it take to have that feeling go away? I try every remedy in the book. I walk away, I stay so...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Mar 2008 14:52:00 GMT

understand something

understand something... I am great. I am worth it all. I am a good friend. I am a great person. I give with all my heart. I am willing to try and work hard for everything in my life. So why do I feel ...
Posted by on Sat, 16 Feb 2008 16:59:00 GMT