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L. Eileen

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About Me

"We express our inner desires and feelings when we figure out what it is we want to do rather than what we are supposed to do. Individuation."- Fromm
Your Five Factor Personality Profile
Extroversion:
You have low extroversion.
You are quiet and reserved in most social situations.
A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you.
You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people.
Conscientiousness:
You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.
Agreeableness:
You have low agreeableness.
Your self interest comes first, and others come later, if at all.
In general, you feel that people are not to be trusted.
And you're skeptical that anyone else really feels differently.
Neuroticism:
You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything. The Five Factor Personality Test..

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.. N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N___________________________________________________________ _____Ping Pong...definitely ping pong...what up... i am pretty easy going and am loving my life at this very moment. things happen for a reason and everything eventually always falls into place. you only live once so you better enjoy it. i feel like moving to Sacramento has been the best decision of my life thus far. I go to Sac State and am majoring in psychology...so watch out ;). I enjoy exercising, cooking, reading crazy books, and playing with my dog Echo. Ich spreche ein bisschon Deutsch, mucho espanol e un po' italiano. I'm in a new city with a new job, new house, new school and a whole new outlook on life. Someday I hope to help many people and experience many new cultures while scratching my traveling itch. ____________________________________________________________ ____It was as if what I wanted to kill wasnt in that skin or the thin blue pulse that jumped under my thumb, but somewhere else, deeper, more secret, and a whole lot harder to get at. ____________________________________________________________ ____ flowers layout @ HOT FreeLayouts.com MyHotComments
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My Interests

Working out, dogs (mainly Echo), camping, music (mainly rock), photography (mainly mine haha), espanol, skiing (tahoe of course), foreign countries (anywhere but here), foreign languages, tea (mainly green), reading (psych books), cooking, eating out, learning (anything), psychology, watching movies, roller-blading, going to the playa, and just hanging around upside down ;) ************************************************************ ****LEF:the mind is an escape in which pride ceases to exist. it can sustain thoughts or dreams for an extended life. it can be a safe haven to hide or a trove of mystery and confusion. to the mind you are but a minority, lost as a small piece in a circulatory, connected and similar world. one may question, is it mine? the one that sees between the lines. and the cave once more answers yes.

I'd like to meet:

my alter egowho i DON'T want to meet: mean people, rude people, snobs, ignorant people, religious zealots, slutty women, disrespectful men, bush lovers/supporters, selfish people, racists and homophobes

THE HISTORY OF ME!


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Part 1- ME


Were you a planned baby? Yesum...a bet even!
Were you the first? my mother's first
Who was present at your birth? my dad, grandma and grandma (mom's side)
Were your parents married when you were born? yes


PART 2- THE FAMILY


Parents married or divorced? married
An only child? nope
If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest? oldest and middle
Which parent do you get along with best? pbly dad
Do you have step-parents? no


PART 3- THE FRIENDS


Do you have more than one best friend? no unless you count pets
What do you like to do when you are together? talk, postulate
Do you share the same interest? many
Which friends can you tell everything to? 1


PART 4- YOUR PERSONALITY


Do you have low self esteem? sometimes...or i just judge myself harshly...not sure
Do you get depressed about things easily? unfortunately yes
Do you consider yourself an extrovert or an introvert? introvert but am quite capable of most social interaction
Are you happy? sometimes
Do you live life to the fullest? no but i want and try to


PART 5- APPEARANCE


Are you comfortable with the way you look? now....yes for the most part
Describe your hair? long, wavy, light brown
How do you dress? comfy, cute
Were you a strange child? define strange
What is your ambition? to help others see themselves
Are you scared of growing old alone? not really
Do you want to get married? yes although it wouldn't have to be typical


PART 8- THE OUTDOORS


Do you prefer indoors or outdoors? outdoors!!!!
Right season? spring or summer
Do you like walking in the rain? sometimes.....esp. warm rain ;)


PART 9- FOOD


Are you a vegetarian? i was
What is your favorite food? o gosh.....mango, grapes, or rice and beans
What food makes you want to gag? okra, mayo, scallops, clams, steak, oysters, liver
What is your favorite dessert? um.....cheesecake pbly
Favorite restaurant(s)? 916: crepeville, brew it up, centro, una mas 707: flavor, sakura


PART 10- RELATIONSHIPS AND LOVE


Are you single or taken? taken
If taken who is the lucky guy/girl? he lives far far away
Do you think love is the best feeling in the world? yes
Do you believe in love at first sight? no
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Music:

Everything....especially rock: TOOL, Cold, Staind, APC, Incubus, STP, Deftones, Pearl Jam, Shakira, RedHotChilliPeppers, Frou Frou, Journey, Thrice, Earshot, Crossfade, Pumpkins, Oasis, the Sheila Divine, Al Green, Bob Marley, NIN, Nirvana, Evans Blue, Hinder, Alice in Chains, The Smiths, Sneaker Pimps, The Gorillaz, Linkin Park, Third Eye Blind, Disturbed, etc...

Movies:

I love movies!!! The Little Mermaid, The Constant Gardener, Sideways, 40 year old virgin, Closer, Garden State, Behind Enemy Lines, Black Hawk Down, Pearl Harbor, Stalin, The Notebook, Crash, etc...

Television:

Everybody Loves Raymond, South Park, Real World, The Daily Show, The Colbert Report and of course....you all know...I love lucy

Books:

diary of anne frank, the bell jar, gone with the wind, in the lake of the woods, the white hotel, revenge

Heroes:

my grandma, ms.nasseem, noam chomsky

My Blog

Bound

to look to look at you in our eyes suggests strength to me and opens my eyes to who we could be our entity the being i find comfort in upon my return the embrace that soothes my tired heart my cure my...
Posted by L. Eileen on Thu, 17 May 2007 04:39:00 PST

Fluttering About

The reflection of my pain stabs my very existence As the world hammers me down, hit after hit I sink As a stake from which others secure themselves to My head barely sees the horizon Which sparks int...
Posted by L. Eileen on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 07:32:00 PST

so glad you're with me for this ride

comprehension is beyond my grasp please lead me out of this cave you fret at the very sight of true eyes of clean skin nothing jades me as i push past your retinas and pierce your veins with my dream...
Posted by L. Eileen on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 10:23:00 PST

Long Survey

RED-ANGER1. Are you currently mad at someone?eh&.yes2. Which of your family members has the worst temper?hard call&&&which is worse&beating or stabbing ;)3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone?ma...
Posted by L. Eileen on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 05:05:00 PST

best damn day...ayer

Tonight As relentless as I am As hungry as I am As drawn as I am You echoed my fears And mirrored my love Feeding our souls with air The sky lit our path and unfolded our thoughts Strapped by my love ...
Posted by L. Eileen on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 03:54:00 PST

my showers

webs of showers stand between usand our spiders crawl abovea spalsh of light touches usable to seeable to gazei know you're on the other sidewe must learn to pry throughsticking as most dofeeds the sp...
Posted by L. Eileen on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 12:56:00 PST

tonight

Go find yourself he says Live in peace Laying down beside myself The same pattern repeats itself As self awareness floods the bedroom The tides have risen too high The waves have gotten too strong As ...
Posted by L. Eileen on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 11:37:00 PST

the great fall

i did it i lied i sold your soul only vision proves exsistence i can no longer see those happy days full of life here we are lost in our own tunnel mirrors surround my every move as each step changes...
Posted by L. Eileen on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 11:16:00 PST

104

Body: Level One( ) Smoked A Cigarette( ) Smoked A Cigar(x) Tried Weed(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex(x) Drank AlcoholSO FAR: 3Level 2(x) Are / Been In Love(x) Been Dumped(x) Shoplifted ( ) Been F...
Posted by L. Eileen on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 11:51:00 PST

ANNOUNCEMENT

well.....Michael and I are adopting another doggy. This one was abandoned by it's owner who was contacted to pick up his dog and he never came. The new pups name is "Papas" or Potatoes in English lol....
Posted by L. Eileen on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 02:06:00 PST