Ally[Stupid Girl]x - ProfilesArchive

About Me

I admit I am difficult.
I can be a stubborn bitch sometimes.
Most of all, is that I love every single one of my friends.
I also understand that I am fat, no need to point this out to me everyday.
I have extremely low self esteem.
I am really outgoing if I know you, but if I don't then i'm really shy.
I am very loyal.
I have been cheated on..
so I woudent ever put a person I care about through that.
I hate bullshit drama.
I hate attention-seekers.
I always think of others before my self.
I get annoyed very easily
I am a metal sheep.
I have Borderline Personality Disorder.
I'm bisexual.
I smoke pot.
If you dont like that, don't talk to me.
I drink occasionally.
I take care of old, smelly people
I sleep with the light on
I don't like it when my room is clean
I play bass guitar
My mom is a bitch
I like fire
I have a ferret
I have kitties
And fishies
I'm quite odd
I doubt myself alot
I frankly dont give a shit about what people think about me

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Your mom. cmnt.

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Music:

Five Finger Death Punch A Perfect Circle Tool Lamb of God Marilyn Manson Slipknot Coheed and Cambria Breaking Benjamin

Heroes:

Sam: You are truely my idol. Your my best friend and I cant bear to be without you. You always pull through tough times. You are a very strong woman, and I hope you and Jordan will work out (which I know it will). Your the closest thing I've ever had to a sister. I love ya.
Valerie: I really admire your determination. To be as stong as your are takes alot of work.It breaks my heart to see you upset, and I will do everything in my power to make sure it doesnt happen. You've always been there for me, even when I was immature. I also admire your maturity, You've been through alot of shit. Dont stop trying Val. Your a great person, and if somebody cant see that, then they need a wake up call.

My Blog

Is he really such a bad guy?

Is He Really Such a Bad Guy?According to Christianity, Satan is the epitome and embodiment of all evil things, described as "the father of all lies" in the Catholic Church's Catechism (paragraph 391)....
Posted by Ally[Stupid Girl]x on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 09:40:00 PST

Mom.(For my owner)

Authors note: I thought that this poem really reminded me of my owner, and I thought that she could relate to it. This is for you. Dearest mother, How are you today? Hows life? Hows work? Every...
Posted by Ally[Stupid Girl]x on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 08:04:00 PST

Is this me?

Looking in the mirrorNothing's as it seemsI see tears in her eyesand many shattered dreamsLooking out the windowWatching the snow fallThinking back to a timeWhen I knew nothing at allWatching the tear...
Posted by Ally[Stupid Girl]x on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 04:39:00 PST

Why?

Whats wrong with me?You can't stand me anymore? Why can't you feel anymore?It's all your fault,but you don't know,you sicken me. You don't care,you lied to me, but you just laughed,I lo...
Posted by Ally[Stupid Girl]x on Sat, 24 Nov 2007 06:26:00 PST

Beautifully Brutal

Torture me, rape me, put me in chainsFeed me the filth that runs through your veinsBring out the blowtorch, let there be lightYou are the snake but I am the biteThy fruit is holy, more so than thouDea...
Posted by Ally[Stupid Girl]x on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 05:19:00 PST

Things are different now.

I'm not afraid of youI'm not who I used to beNot tied down from what I'll never seeThings are different nowYou could look me in the eyesAnd say it to my faceYou're just a pit of liesThis was all just ...
Posted by Ally[Stupid Girl]x on Thu, 08 Nov 2007 05:58:00 PST

Tortured Mind

A lost cause that never finds;troubled dreams and faded lines.Forever drowning and cursed to be,losing touch and touch to see.Tortured mind and hungered soul;loss of love; burnt out coal.Tears of acid...
Posted by Ally[Stupid Girl]x on Thu, 08 Nov 2007 05:04:00 PST

Scarlet.

Sharp silver ecstasy,Little pink tattoos,Cherry red wonderland,Sparkling gray infuse,Enchanted storybook tales,Beautifully flowing creek,Of Scarlet! Of Scarlet!Lest you be swayed to sleep,Curiously ga...
Posted by Ally[Stupid Girl]x on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 08:52:00 PST

Save Me.

Jaded words that tell no taleNot so secret whispers from across the roomHaunting laughter piercing her broken soulUnseen hurt in warm eyesUncared about feelings left to die in the dirtConfidence falls...
Posted by Ally[Stupid Girl]x on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 08:33:00 PST

To whom it may concern;

I hate the way you look at me&Your eyes, they pierce my very beingYour touch burns like a never ending fireLet the flames begin, now go a little higherI always tell you that I hate youBecause I'll nev...
Posted by Ally[Stupid Girl]x on Sun, 04 Nov 2007 06:43:00 PST