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GήL Gøne LO§t T.T.B.B.E! (JSC)

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About Me

hey all this is tamara, aka girl gone lost. i am marred to josh aka tha fuct up mind of kracker. i am posting this in hopes that all his fam and friends will come show him mad love, you see around 11:30 on may 29th 2008 josh was involved in a high speed car wreck he was in our car on the highway and i guess he lost controll and he hit a simi truck hauling gas. the police said he was driving over 120 mph. here are pics of our car aswell as pics of josh in the hospitial, Josh is ok he will never walk again. but he is alive and i want to thank everyone for there payers and love. MyGen Profile GeneratorHey there, Well here is the skinny on Melishious I have a 8 year old daughter her name is Zarah, she is my sunshine. my husbands name is Josh he is tring to make up for all the fucked up shit he has done and i love him so much we'll see if our love is strong enough to get us past this hurrdle. I write poems and short stories, i am also working on 2 book ideas, not quite there yet... I have been bartending for 9 years,currently working in retail, and I am a paranormal investigator I am a member of GHOULI. and I run my own team Fantasma Paranormal, I find total peace and inspiration in graveyards.. this is where I Write at my best. I am a devoted Wiccan. (PLEASE DO NOT TRY TO SAVE ME.) I am 33, and I know who I am I and I love me a lot. it took me this long to become who I am and I will not be changing for any one but me. so it you like me you do but if you don’t I really don’t care. because I do not spend my time trying to please others. but I do love my friends very much. I DONT LIKE: being cheeted on, being compared to other people, I am very unique. and I EXPECT to be treated that way. I LIKE: flowers, tattoos, hard music, twisted pictures, graveyards, pit bulls, red wine, and anything dark... I HATE:rayden moon, cheeters, people who dont care if someone is married or not, people who fuck up marrigages! President Bush, nail biters, war, heartburn, Drama, doctors, and hick ups… so there’s the skinny see ya... ICP Juggalo Homies all welcomed here!

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Shag2Dope, Chris Angel, My ghost......

My Blog

my heart hurts so

hey whats up i just need to write and vent if you dont know by now you surly will my josh is gone he is in prison now  for 10 years thats 8 and a half  in reallity on 85 % thats a long ass t...
Posted by on Sun, 10 Aug 2008 17:17:00 GMT

my juggalo, my best friend, my husband.

hey all this is tamara, aka girl gone lost. i am marred to josh  aka tha fuct up minde of kracker. i am posting this in hopes that all his fam and friends will come show him mad love, you see aro...
Posted by on Sat, 31 May 2008 07:33:00 GMT

Fuckin Panic attacks!!!

When my daughter was 4, we were at our home alone. I did not have many problems in my life at that time. It was mid-spring, around 3p.m. I can remember exactly where I was in the house and what I was ...
Posted by on Sat, 15 Dec 2007 02:37:00 GMT

IM SICK

I HAVE PUT MY HEART MY SOUL, MY LOVE INTO A MAN WHO HAS SPIT IT BACK IN MY FACE HE WANTS TO TELL ME DAYILY HOW HE LOVES ME AND WANTS ME BUT THEN AT THE SAME TIME PLAY ME AND DECIEVE ME, I PUT MY FAITH...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 02:12:00 GMT

fucking emos in Norman

yes i will admit that some emo music is good..but people come the fuck on when hippy merges with emo its a ugly ass thing then a town explodes with hipmos im going to cutt my eyes out if i have to wal...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 02:10:00 GMT

MY ZARAH’S COMMING HOME!!!

  i get my baby back!!! Zarah is comming home to me, well really she is going to be with my mom but that is so great!!now i will be able to talk to my baby every day and i will make sure she nev...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 02:08:00 GMT

MY HUSBAND

I GOT MARRIED ON APRIL 3, 2007 TO THE BEST MAN I'VE EVER KNOW. HIS NAME IS JOSH OR KRACKER AND HE IS MY ROAD TO  HAPPINESS. I LOVE YOU JOSH!
Posted by on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 02:07:00 GMT

for Zarah

For my sweet Zarah... You are the best, most wonderfull part of my whole life, i remember the day you were born, how tiny you were, how perfect you were, and still are. You are my whole world and i m...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 02:06:00 GMT

SOMEONE KILL ME!!!!!

  ..> i am lost. i just dont know,  i am lost last week i had a miscarrage, and the state took my daughter away from me, and i dont even know why. i am a total mess. i just want to die...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 02:01:00 GMT