Unknown Stranger

I am a Messianic Jew.I am of Russian descend on my mother's side where my grandparents came to the USA to escape being killed for who they were and seek freedom. My grandmother narrowly escape for they were already killing the people in the town next to hers. There she made to Germany and then American to join my grandfather who was looking for a new home an place for then to go and live.They both listed themselves as Hebrews while fleeing to Germany which did not want the Jews there in the very early 1900's. So in 1907 &1908 they were shipped here to America. Being my mother (born in the USA) and my mother's mother are of Hebrew descend I guess that would make me Jewish even by the most Orthodox Jew? However I was raised in my dad's religion and given a good "Christian" Catholic name.However one my great grandmother came to America with all the wealth and good furniture and money she had. As fate would have there ship was in a storm and ship wreak just off the coast of New York.With that ship wreak all was lost and only managed to swim to shore of American with only the clothes on her back and carrying her Bible in her hand and was a good Godly woman. As I grew older my mother's mother used to share with me dreams and visions from the 60's of things to come in the future Hashem was showing her and taught me to watch and be a witness to the things to come. In short I have been trained and a watchman for well over 40 years. My other grandmother on my dad's side had books given to her by her grandmother which were of Bible prophesies which I read from a child. So in short, off and on I been studying and watching the fulfillment also in those 40 years.I can remember back in 1968 to wait 40 years and see what great things the Lord will do beginning in 2008, and its been a long wait. But in the wait I found my way into being a 60's child. Became a runway and traveled about most of America and did a lot of different things out their in the streets. Lived my life the way I wanted. It was kind like a detour I suppose to see what all the world had all to offer. After trying about everything and done about anything found my way back to the God of my forefathers. I am an easy to get along with person, for the most part. I like having my freedom and independence and single for the time being. I like to have fun and hanging out with friends and little family. My greatest love and joy next to God is for my grandson. I enjoy my time I have at home and when I am alone I never feel lonely due to the constant presence of God surrounding me. I am blessed of God in so many ways. I am the work of His hand, but the work is still on going. I am the planting of the Lord, but I am still growing and learning. As far as looks goes? Better then average should that matter to you which it does not to me either, but nice to have. However I believe what's in the heart matters more then looks and if you do not have the light of Yeshua in your heart your looks do not matter anyways. I have and enjoy a good sense of humor and feel joy, love, and happiness and family are still good things.I am not as old as I say here and if I wanted my age to be known to the whole world, I would of published here.I try not to get hung up on anything and try to re frame from being judgmental and or critical and do not care for people who are.I am not here to preach or talk down at you,but reflect to you the same love that YESHUA as shown me. Well unless you start on me first. But there is always that silly little delete button here somewhere. Ha, I know it works both ways. But so does it with being a friend.Given the chance I am a pretty good person to get to know. Very giving and caring person. Lately I am writing a book which will be my first, so I spent time working on that as time permits. I love and look forward to meeting new myspace friends from anywhere and every where.I love emails (well maybe not hate emails) but most others are welcomed, read and replied too.