-Loki's First and possibley Most important Surmon-
I say unto you and again and again the void that resides in the soul can not be filled by possessions. Can not be Filled by time, Can not be filled by power, Can not be filled by greed, anger,money,sex,alcohol,drugs,TV,video games, food, weight loss plans, prozac,plastic perfections, plastic surgery, hair dye, jewelry, Nikes, computers, late night diners,gambling,and it definitely can not be filled by hiding and anesthetize the mine,body heart and soul.To see the thing that changes lives, creates.To see the immense beauty of god close your eyes. Look into the darkness behind the lids and face your soul. The essence of your being and when you do this you will see the connections of tribe, the string of spirit connecting and uniting all things to you. The billion leaves in the trees dancing just for you that you walk past everyday.You will feel god and god is not a tangleble thing but you will touch it with the hands of the soul.To open the eyes of the mind and heart one must have the courage to make a sacrifice of themselves of possible pain.The walls we build to protect ourselves that we think serve us only prove to be an ironic poison's agent.I take drugs to escape the pain and lose myself forgetting how to feel and sometimes hows to think. I fill my life with sex w/o strings and the heart grows cold for even silk touched to often feels like stone. I forget how to love and how to be loved the grow to fear it. I fill my void with greed and my need expands and grows begging for more...always more to fill it making the void bigger!We lay ourselves at destructive alters of ego, pride, vanity, and all the protensious mask we ware to hide form others and more importantly ourselves. Take the risk and run into the wall. Run into it until you brake through the wall and piles of dust lay at your feet.For in all of you is strength you have been taught to forget. Take the rejection and pain. For the strong will cry.The hurt will heal, and those who crawl bleeding form the dark places of the mind can recognize the light that is ignored. The light that lives in you.I prey that you all find the courage to love and forgive yourself
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