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nicole(TainTed RosE)

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so heres my story im just a gurl with a broken heart, ive been fed lies and threw them up all over the floor just to give my heart away again and hear some more, and its my own fault that i got hurt again, because i stayed, even though he said he doesnt love me, i believed there was hope...id rather be with him than not, and i cant escape how much i love him. but theres nothing else i can do its over now im giving up. ARE YOU FUCKIN HAPPY NOW!!? and through the lies and the deceit i still want him. i want to be with him, i want to live with him, i want to love him... and as long as hes willing to try im willing too. but hes not willing anymore. he left me in the hole never to come back again... and im so tired of this shit, of being alone, of being let down, of being unwanted and used and having my love just thrown around.. i know im not perfect, i know im not the easiest person to maybe live with or get along with all the time, and i like to have my way, for that i am sorry, and if things ive said or done because of my own insecurities and doubts got in the way of you being able to fall in love with me, for that i am sorry too. or if its just because you wouldnt let yourself or whatever the reason, you say you dont love me, i have to accept that because thats what you want, i just hope that one day I'LL be what you want again.Also check out my other profile, its the second one on my top friends... tennaya layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotCommentsTake the quiz:
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My Blog

"I understand"

My eyes burning from the inside.My spinebroken in half.My mindpolluted with lies,You look at meand laugh.Am I crazy?Have I gone Insane?I've lost my mind,now full of rage.Im over the hurtthere is no mo...
Posted by on Wed, 29 Jul 2009 12:00:00 GMT

"Stuck in the Mud"

Im trying to find a piece of solid ground to walk onbut my feet keep getting stuck in the mud.I get pushed deeper and deeperand the more i try to fight the more i get stuck.Im covered almost to the he...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Jul 2009 13:50:00 GMT

"Maybe one day"

Maybe one day,you will understand me.because you seem to think,youve got me all figured out.Im just some love sick puppy,who keeps rubbing at your feet,just looking for attention, for love.My heart ha...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Jul 2009 10:43:00 GMT

"Come Back to Me"

When you think someone's all right for you,they turn out to be all wrong,and you're living a lie,but you can only hold on for so long.The truth always comes out,so whats the point in a lie?You're just...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Jul 2009 17:27:00 GMT

"Given Up"

I dont want to hate you,but the anger's growing within.How could you treat me this way?How could you do this again?You played around with my heartBroken it to pieces.You pretended so well for so long,...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Jul 2009 17:11:00 GMT

I need the Soldier in you, not the Devil.

I've revolved my life around you,can't imagine my life without you.You can't deny my loving uncondition,all the shit you've put me through.And here I stand.barely able to breathe,knowing that I should...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Apr 2009 13:13:00 GMT

"Break"

I'm waiting on another breakdown.How can someone hurt me so much?When all I want is to feel,his every kiss, his every touch.I'm waiting on another heartbreak.How much can one heart take?It gets broken...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Mar 2009 08:18:00 GMT

"I Count to 10"

I close my eyes and count to 10,the memories overtaking me again.I never thought we'd get so far,the moment I'd let you in.Now I stand here with no heart,for you stole it from my chest.My knight in sh...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Mar 2009 07:41:00 GMT

"Perfect Together"

I,I take you as you are...Every single part...Its you who has my heart.There may be timeswhen you push me away...But I'll never go astray...No not one single day.And I,I've tried so hard I cried,And y...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Mar 2009 10:56:00 GMT

"Who I Am"

I know I'm not perfect,and I've made my mistakes.It's all a part of me,you can leave or you can take.But this is me...whether you like it or not.There's worse things I could be.And sometimes I don't e...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Feb 2009 08:23:00 GMT