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Ray

You don't need to look for trouble. Trouble will find its way to you

About Me

"The best way to waste your life, ... is by taking notes. The easiest way to avoid living is to just watch. Look for the details. Report. Don't participate..." This statement holds true to so many things in my life. I guess I could say I'm wasting my life by just watching it passing by-writing everything I see and everything that moves me.. To someone that has no idea what I'm saying, I guess its just a complex way of saying that I love just taking the world in and relaxing. Sometimes I like watching it pass me by and not have a care in this world.. I don't know how else I can explain who I am.. at some point I could be nobody or maybe to some I am someone, to my self I'm just me and I guess the only way you'll really know who I am (and what the hell I'm saying) is by getting to know me...

My Interests

.Music. .Audio. .Poems. .Movies. .Scaring Ppl.

I'd like to meet:

Freaks, geeks and anyone else that falls in the so called social deviant side of society.

Music:

mars volta, deftones, !!! chk chik chick, glassjaw, sublime, at the drive-in, bjork, sneaker pimps, zero 7, ratm, incubus, a perfect circle, dismeberment plan, bob marley, the cure, david bowie, sissor sisters, modest mouse,311,tool,aesop rock,atmosphere,bargin music,beck,ben folds five,bill whithers,death cab for cutie,the doors,eagles of death metal,fiesel,fiona apple,head automatica,me frist and the gimmie gimmies,nena,the decememberists,neutral milk hotel,new end original,the pogues,primus,the police,queen,radiohead,the rapture,rockapella,sage francis,squeeze,de-facto,stevie wonder,the frogs,the stooges,tears for fears,tom waits,ub40,weaklings,wilco.yeah yeah yeahs i have to add so many more bands to this list.. but i dont feel like it yet.

Movies:

200 Cigarettes.Artificial Intelligence.A Clockwork Orange A Series of Unfortunate Events. American Psycho. American Beauty. Anchor Man the Legend of Ron Burgundy. A Cinderella Story. Alice in Wonderland. Albert Fishbiens In Love. Book of Love. Brokeback Mountain. Blow. Breakfast on Pluto. Being John Malkovich. Big Fish.Borat. Clueless. Capote. Clerks (1 &2 ).Cast away. Captian Corelli’s Mandolin. Chasing Liberty. Cruel Intentions. Dogma. Donnie Darko. Dick. Dancer in The Dark. Dreamland. Dirty Filthy Love. Eyes Wide Shut. Eternal Sunshine of the spotless mind. Full Metal Jacket. Fight Club. Garden State. Have you seen this Man? How to Loose a Guy in 10 Days. I Capture the Castle. Interview with the Vampire. Identity. Junebug. K-PAX. Lord of War. Life as a house. Lolita (1962 & 1997). Le Divorce. Levity. A Love Song for Bobby Long. Little Miss Sunshine. L.I.E. Lost in Translation. Memoirs of a Geisha. Murder by Numbers. Me Without You. Me and You and Everyone we Know. Matilda. Mean Creak. Oceans Eleven. Pi. Prozac Nation. Pizza. Pieces of April. Pulp Fiction. Ray. Requiem for a Dream. Reservoir Dogs. Saved! SLC Punk. Stigmata. She Devil. Spanking The Monkey. Stranger Than Fiction. Sherrybaby. Saint Clara. Stand by Me. Soul Survivors. Storytelling. The Dreamers. The Squid and The Whale. The Family Stone. The Door in the Floor. The Ballad of Jack and Rose. The Shining.The Day After Tomorrow. The Virgin Suicides. The Terminal. The Girl Next Door. The Station Agent. The Ice Storm. Thank you for Smoking. The Edukators. The Truth about Cats and Dogs. Trainspotting. The Beach. Untitled (AKA Almost Famous) Vanilla Sky. White Oleander. Waiting. Oh, and also a lot of porn.

Television:

adultswim. seriously i think thats all i watch now.

Books:

manga,comics and a long list of books

Heroes:

myself

My Blog

wilco

I try to stay busyI do the dishes, I mow the lawnI try to keep myself occupiedEven though I know you're not coming homeI try to keep the house nice and neatI make my bed I change the sheetsI even lear...
Posted by Ray on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 12:05:00 PST

I never knew.

I never knew that I would be this happy.. If you would have told me that I was going to have a baby six months ago I would have laughed. But its really happening. I'm pretty excited and freaked out at...
Posted by Ray on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 04:59:00 PST

show me

the sore tasteits not hard to misslike everything we didhold my hand itsnot as easy to movemountains like you think
Posted by Ray on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 11:38:00 PST

home

i did it again..i lost control of the situation.i think i stop caring.may even stopped thinking for my selfi see themi really doi see them coming back for methis time i won't runthis time i wont hide ...
Posted by Ray on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 02:46:00 PST

hate

stand stillstand still ..its heavy enough.like the things you last sawmaybe the dreams fade more likedrunken intentionsave your self from the jet lag feelings of never returningthe sting is hardlike a...
Posted by Ray on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 11:17:00 PST

"The Good Life"

When I look in the mirrorI can't believe what I seeTell me, who's that funky dudeStaring back at meBroken, beaten downCan't even get aroundWithout an old-man caneI fall and hit the groundShivering in ...
Posted by Ray on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 10:19:00 PST

live it

lets go some where we don't know the names of placeswe like to speak of..some where we can truly say, "i'm lost"so tired of just knowingno one really there to understandholding nothingseeing nothingwh...
Posted by Ray on Fri, 06 Jul 2007 10:54:00 PST

jeux que nous jouons

J'ai eu un rêve où je vous ai tenu coeur.dans ce rêve vous avez dit à moi."enlevez mon coeur, le tiennent dans des vos bras."quand je me suis réveillé j'ai trouvé la lettre rouge avec mon nom là-dessu...
Posted by Ray on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 01:06:00 PST

seeing is deleting.

night and day seems to just blend in to one understanding.and summer seems to make its self available to anyone that cares.is it ever going to make sense once you know what is really there.haunting it...
Posted by Ray on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 12:48:00 PST

once

i live in the world wherei don't get what i havei see nothing that is in front of my eyeswhy would i want anything fromanyone but my selfi never knew that i hadthe abilityto not give a fucktill the da...
Posted by Ray on Fri, 29 Jun 2007 09:16:00 PST