What about me indeed...
Hmm..ponder.. I am a woman who feels like she's 17 most of the time..(and talks about herself in the third person).
Im a kid in an adult body. I want to play. I feel like my adult time was done during my childhood so NOW I WANNA PLAY!
I am a living testament to the multiplicity of roles I have to play in my life. It used to be that I felt my path was to be a spiritual guide for others (oh my ego is soo silly!) but at the same time, I was deeply entrenched in my career goals of becoming an art director. Of course right about then there was a huge shift in my life. I still enjoy those things but I now understand a little bit better about balance. in my world, I need both the spiritual connection and loud, hard and fast punk rock. i accept that in myself today. I try not to get to hung up in yesterday or tomorrow. there is only this moment. and then this this moment..and, well ok, im sure you get it. Oh look there goes another one.
I am fond of anything esoteric..very interested in healing, especially healing with energy and using shamanic practices to heal on both a physical and mental level. Tree of Life fascinates but bewilders me. I have read lots of books on the various theological/theosophical flavors our world has to off, but mostly I have learned to trust my gut. That would be my best advice to anyone. You already know it, or at least your soul does.
I am learning how to not take myself so fucking seriously. After all, its only life right? If I dont conquer the world, I just might wind up..dare I say- HAPPY!
I have a dog named bubbers who lives at my moms. Bubbers is an old guy. He turned 14 this year. thats a lot of doggie years.
When it comes to career, I am very lucky. I have a true passion for what I do. I have found a way to merge my love of the creative process and making art with making money. Im an art director! (yay me!) I love what I do..some people think its artistic prostitution but I dont. I think that in and of itself, it is an art form. An art form that can sway a vote, corrupt a mind or free one.With all of that being said, im curious to see what the next shift will be. I think maybe I wil be a writer or a dog trainer. one of the two..like I said..its all about balance right.
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