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I cracked my head against the wall. and to my surprise everything fell out. What I picked up was the thought that everyone tries to perfect themselves through other peoples eyes. What you then see is what they think of you. Now to change would be to not be living YOUR life. you would be living how they would want you to. Try looking in the mirror to perfect what it is you need to survive happily. Other people will just bring you down to their level so they can justify what it is they don't like about themselves. You are who you are and nobody can change that. So feel free to do what you like when you like it and tell the world to fuck off. Once you realize that it is you in control of your own destiny than maybe you will not be so fucking scared of what somebody might say. that somebody you can tell to FUCK OFF! If they were any kind of friend they would take you for who you are and not what they want you to be. remember they liked you to begin with so why change now. Keep in mind that people only want what makes them feel good about themselves. so question your loyalty to those who are judgmental and think about the quiet ones who long for your attention.

I'd like to meet:

Why is it everytime I look at you
I fade away into nothing?

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Glowing text created at ProfileTweaks.compeople of fame are just people like us so there is no reason to put them on a pedestool. but other than that ,random people with random thoughts who are not afraid to state their indifferences with the public in fear of judgement. don't wear your thoughts on your sleave wear them on your shirt. stay true to yourself and your true friends will stand by you!and for a woman sorry I found her and she is stuck with me for life

Music:

Adrian Belew, Alice in Chains, APC, At The Drive-in, Audioslave, Axis of Justice, the Butcher, Cold, Claypool's Fancy Band, Clutch, Colonel Claypool's Bucket of Bernie Brains, the Cure, DEEP PURPLE, Defacto, Deftones, death from above 1979, the Deadlights, Deep Purple, Delusions of Granduer, Depeche Mode, Desert Sessions, Digital Underground, the Dillinger Escape Plan, Dredg, the Dresdon Dolls, Duran Duran, Eagles of Deathmetal, Earshot, Electric Apricot, Faith No More, Fantomas, Fearless Flying Frog Brigade, Filter, Flaw, Flyleaf, Gabby La-La, Godsmack, Gov"t Mule, Kan'Nal, King Crimson, Korn, Kyuss, Jello Biafra, Led Zepplin, Live, Lovage, Lustmord, the Mars Volta, massive attack, the Melvins, METTALICA, Mike Patton, Ministry, Moistboyz, Mr. Bungle, My Morning Jacket, NIN, Nirvana, Nothingface, Onesidezero, Oysterhead, Pantera, Peach, Pearl Jam, peeping tom, Pigmy Love Circus, Pink Floyd, the Pixies, PJ Harvey, Primus, Puscifer, Queens of the Stone Age, Rage Against the Machine, Red Hot Chili Peppers, the Refreshments, Richard Cheese, Rob Zombie, Scott Reeder, Sepultura, Slayer, Sleater-Kinney Soulfly, Stone Temple Pilots, Sausage, Suns of the Tundra, System of a Down, the Tea Party, tears for fears, the Toadies, THE HOLY MACKERAL, Team Sleep, Tomahawk, Tori Amos, TOOL, TOOL, TOOL, TOOL, Trevor Dunn's Trio Convulsant, Tweaker, U2, Volto, WEEN , White Stripes, White Zombie, the Yeah Yeah Yeah's, and any other band that does not let the radio tell them what they should play FUCK MAINSTREAM MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Take the quiz:
Which Far out 60's-70's band are you?

Pink Floyd
You are PINK FLOYD! This means your deep yet misunderstood...and the hard core drugs don't help either.

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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Rick Nelson
Birthday: Jan. 12, 1976
Birthplace: Jacksonville, NC.
Current Location: Reno, NV.
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: what day is it?
Height: 5 ft 11 in
Right Handed or Left Handed: both
Your Heritage: German, Irish,Portuguesse, French
The Shoes You Wore Today: flip flops
Your Weakness: chicks in rock bands
Your Fears: picking my nose too hard
Your Perfect Pizza: extra cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: record an album
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: what the fuck
Thoughts First Waking Up: take the dog out
Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes
Your Bedtime: when I fall asleep
Your Most Missed Memory: summer times in Vallejo
Pepsi or Coke: Mt. Dew
McDonalds or Burger King: port of subs
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate,vanilla swirl
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee
Do you Smoke: unfortunately
Do you Swear: fuck that shit
Do you Sing: everyday
Do you Shower Daily: nope I refuse to be clean. what the fuck kind of question is that?
Have you Been in Love: I thought I was
Do you want to go to College: been there
Do you want to get Married: if the time is right
Do you belive in yourself: why shouldn't I?
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: on my good days
Are you a Health Freak: not really ( don't do things to get me sick)
Do you get along with your Parents: now a days
Do you like Thunderstorms: very much so!
Do you play an Instrument: drums, vocals
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes
In the past month have you Smoked: yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: I plead the fifth
In the past month have you gone on a Date: nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: nope
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: nope
In the past month have you been on Stage: my own stage everyday
In the past month have you been Dumped: need to be with somebody who is capable of that first
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: tooooooo cold
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: hell no
Ever been Drunk: yep
Ever been called a Tease: once
Ever been Beaten up: once in high school. It took two guys to do it.
Ever Shoplifted: yes
How do you want to Die: when I die
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: successful
What country would you most like to Visit: Ireland
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: green
Favourite Hair Color: doesn't matter
Short or Long Hair: doesn't matter
Height: happy with herself
Weight: happy with herself
Best Clothing Style: naked
Number of Drugs I have taken: times or different drugs?
Number of CDs I own: 283
Number of Piercings: 5
Number of Tattoos: 6
Number of things in my Past I Regret: nothing. it made me who I am today! no regrets
CREAT

Television:

the TV is a shitty thing to rely on. Break free of that pacifier and learn how to entertain yourself! But the the Family Guy and the Simpsons are always a good one to watch!

Books:

lets see here.DMT the Spirit Molecule. the Mission of Art. Nothing in this book is true. Something in this book is true. This is BURNINGMAN. Way of the Peacful warrior. Catcher in the rye. DEan Koontz. Alex Grey. Rick strassman. Bob Frissell. some steven king.

Heroes:

SUPER DAVE OSBORNE

I could sell you firewood in hell

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take it for what its worth.

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