Time to update this shit since EVERYTHING in my life has changed. Me and Trav June 5, 2003 to Forever. We're "unofficially" engaged. Which means he bought me a diamond ring and we know we're getting married, he just hasn't proposed. Hehe (Hopefully I get a nice big engagement ring ;)lol) I know everybody's advice for me before I moved out here was not to get married right away. But when I went to Vacaville to meet his family at a wedding, some drama went down and I realized I don't wanna lose him or his family. I can't explain it but I've become close to a couple of people in his family and have a genuine love for both of them. Anyways, so we're for sure moving to Vacaville in August. We want to be close to our family. What I've learned out here: You never know who you can trust. My own best friend whom I considered a sister has stabbed me in the back. Not talking maybe a mutual situation but come on, how many slaps in the face can a girl take before reconsidering whether this person is valuable in my life or not. None of this has been influenced by Trav either. He has no idea I feel this way. But it just hurts thinkin about that shit Diane. You never had faith in me and Trav. Sure you were happy that I was happy, and I thank you for that. But you can't sit there and honestly tell me you believed that me and Trav would get anywhere in life. Well look at us now. As in any relationship, we have up's and down's, but he's everything I need. And I love him. Isn't that enough? It is for me. Anyways, my future husband and I sat down in his car one night and wrote a hook to a song. He's really cool to sit down and talk to and be creative with. I'm so glad I have him in my life. Well there's your long ass update to what's going on in my life. It's all you ever needed to know. And I am so happy with it all.
