I dont smile as much as I used to...
...but I'm working on that :)
This is my novel…
I’m a walking contradiction.
I’m a pretty random person, and I often get distracted by shiny objects. If you ever hold a conversation with me, be prepared to take a couple of side routes and scenic journeys. However, once I actually do decide something is worth focusing on, have fun trying to deter me.
I love all living creatures and get sad when I see road-kill… but I LOVE leather and eating steak (yeah food!!)
Once you get to know me, I’m the loudest person you will ever meet… but until then you’ll barely notice if I’m there.
I’m basically a t-shirt and jeans kind of girl… why wear out a good pair of heels just to sit in a dark theater with people who know what I look like in the morning? Still… I love to get dressed up, do my makeup, and all that girly crap.
My friends are my family… I will do anything for them. I’m not one for drama so I’m pretty good at letting crap roll off my back (a lot of crap). I don’t like to get too worked up about things… shit happens. Just don’t be stupid and step in it after you see it :) Though I’m fairly relaxed about things that happen to me, I take a very proactive approach to things that I do for myself. I am very determined to be successful and happy. I don’t recommend trying to get in my way. It takes a lot to piss me off… (crazy, insane amounts of crap to piss me off)... but if you accomplish it, you deserve what you get. If you hurt or betray me, I will always forgive you. ALWAYS. You’ll usually get more than a few chances, but there comes a point when I just have to cut you off. If you make it there… trust me, you earned it. My faith keeps me fearless. No matter what downfalls I experience, I know that I’ll pull through and be that much stronger from it. I do my best to be realistic and objective, but sometimes the heart is the only way to go. I am not a big fan of lying… so I don’t lie. If you ask me a question, I will give you a straight answer. If your not prepared to handle the truth… you shouldn’t ask me.
I never do anything that I don’t want to do. That said… I basically want to do everything. I love just going out and having a good time. Dancing, music, talking, watching movies, ice-skating, or 4-wheeling… if I’m available, I’m there. I listen to all music. ALL. I play a couple instruments and I sing my heart out in the car. Sometimes the best thing in the world is just cruising down the road, windows down, and music blaring. I trained as a dancer for 12 years… so I’m usually moving something (even if it’s just a finger). I love to draw and design things. I’ll work out when I’m in the mood… I stick to wieghts and boxing. I will watch any movie as long as it doesn’t cross any extreme *EXTREME* moral boundary. I like to read… Harry Potter rocks!! I like mystery novels for fun and I love 20th century lit cuz it always makes you think. I like cars and racing… but I’ve fallen way out of the loop in the past few years. And apparently I’m into computers cuz I like messing around with codes (and I’m kind of a myspace geek) .
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