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ABOUT ME:
Hmm.... about me? lets start off by just saying. It aint about me. Its about you If it werent for YOU. I dont know who i would be. We are what people expect us to be. If it werent for them, Nothing, can mean anything. So again i say About me? What do you think? If thats what you think, so be it.
Theres just a few more adjustments i need to make. I can no longer trust anyone except one person. God.
Every promise ive heard was thrown away, like i was promised.
Friends? Dont have any.
Personality? Im nice, Respectful, I have a controlled temper, Limitless forgiveness, Too caring, Different, Serious at times, Hard working, I try to think what your thinking, when they say "think out of the box" i basically live there, im a brain storm, I have a dream, and it will become a reality before i start diggin my own hole.
Love? What is it? What is love when you find it, but when it finds something better, it goes after it. Just because.
I regret some things ive done. Im sorry for them. I really am. But the funny thing is, for apologies, Your only sorry, if youve been figured out, otherwise, your not, and you wouldnt have done it in the first place.
There are so many things that are so tempting, and all you have to do is do what is right. Follow your heart. Follow your gut. Think before you act and speak, think of the consequences. You do this, and youll see how easy decision making can be. Its that easy people.
Family? I dont have one.
Job? Multiple.
Hobby? Youll see.
Happiness? Ive experienced: Joy, laughter, sorrow, sadness, depression, recession, intention, rejection, impression, etc. But happiness? Probably not since i was 3. A man named Reynaldo Havana did this cool bag trick. He threw nothing in the air, and somehow, something landed in the bag. I figured out later it was not magic. never been happy since.
The second day i was happy was when i first met this man named RJ Havana. Looked up to him like a brother. Turns out, he was more like me than i knew.
Life isnt fair. Some of us has to make sacrifices, in order for everyone to be happy, someone has to make the sacrifice, and not speak a word about it, theyre supposed to smile keep their heads up and pretend like everything ok. This, is you. Im just like you. We are like one another. We all need to make sacrifices. Stop saying how much it hurts, how confused you are or you dont know whats going on. Why dont you run to a friend who really cares about whats going on. I do care, I care too much, but im not your friend, and your not mine. Lets be real. Youd stab me in the back if you had the chance. Ive got the scars to prove it.
This is my about me. I figured if someone cared to read all this about me life. THis is about it. This is all there is too it. The rest isnt a mystery. The rest is nothing. Its not supposed to make you feel sorry for me, or for you to think im giving out to much info. This is myspace. Id like to keep it that way.
So again i say, Is this really about me?
-Christopher Lamela Havana
Born October 1st 1990
Born in Manila Philippines
Currently Resides in Orange, California
