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~*Melissa*~

I am here for Friends

About Me

Yeah, so about me.. I'm kinda different, but in a good way. I like art, i like psychology. I don't usually tell people my life story unless i trust them. I tend to dream of the impossible. I'm 20 years old, birthday is nov. 15th, so im a scorpio, good times with that. I go to chestnut hill college, im a sophomore there. Psych major, art minor. I use to play the violin, but i kinda stopped. I play keyboard though, taught myself how to play. I use to be really quiet and shy, still am but not as much.. i have my reasons so don't judge me until you know me, i show the same respect to everyone else. I love art, arts and crafts, the paranormal, fortune telling. I know how to read runic symbols and how to read tarot cards... neither of these tell the future they are more so meditation tools that give you advice as a friend would, so the whole thing with "omg it's the death card im gona die soon".. is false... well sorta, everyone's gotta die so why worry bout that eh? . Anyway I also collect daggers, Asian items, I LOVE japan (yes that means i love video games, anime, japanese fashion, culture, Shinto, Buddhism.. everything), chinese food, mexican food, Asian history, I love different cultures, I love forests, I'm a cat person more so than a dog person, but I can handle dogs none-the-less. I write poetry on occasion, short stories as well. I paint when I can, watercolor is my medium, I'm ok with oil though. I'm part german, italian, irish, ukranian, french, and english, though mostly german and italian (I look more german though). I love music, ALL types of music,except rap, though I can stand some rap songs to a point, Like i'll probably sound hypocritical but I do really like the black eyed peas, even though they are a "group" anymore. I love dance music, I love rock, I love new age, spiritual.. god damn it i love all music. I'll listen to anything and just sit there and dream; pretend im part of the music and just fall into it. I love unique items too. I go to farmers markets and many unique thrifty shops and buy old jewelery and the like all the time. I can be really defensive when attacked on and I try to protect people if they need it when I can. I tend to try to put myself before others. God yeah.. thats bout it.

My Interests

writing short stories,rock and roll,video games, kingdom hearts, final fantasy franchise, guild wars, friends,tokyo, osaka,dancing,passion,jewlery,vintage,japan,asia,china, tim burton, sweeney todd,guys with guitars/drums,black, red,craziness, painting, sketching, movies, books, thinking, being outside, hanging with friends, talking on the phone, sleeping, chilling on the computer, playing random instruments, doing archery, listening to music, acting crazy, going to the beach, driving, playing tricks on people, writing poetry, guys.. what can i say.. i may seem shy but i really am not, making random crap, going on myspace cause im bored, boredom in general, being a pain in the butt, cooking (sometimes), writing music/songs (though i can't sing well), dreaming, photoshop, technology in general, fashion, originiality,

I'd like to meet:

I'm not desperate to meet anyone, I just meet people when i feel like it.but if anyone feels like talking my aim is: topazangel111587Random Quizes I did cause I was bored:
You Should Rule Mars
Mars is a planet that shines brightly and loops wildly around the solar system.

You are perfect to rule Mars, because you are both energetic and independent.
Like Mars, you seems attractive and bright to others - but you're difficult to pin down.

You are a great thinker, but you only think in the present and ignore the future.
Full of enthusiasm and inspiration, you are into your own thing... and rather insensitive to others. What Planet Should You Rule?
Your Fashion Style is Urban
You've got a style all your own... and it works
Not too trendy, not too freaky - you've got streetwear down to a science
You always look cute and put together, but keep it comfortable too
You're the type of girl that creates trends and inspires others to be funky What Kind of Fashionable Woman Are You?
Your Inner Retro Girl Is
1970s Disco Diva What Retro Girl Are You?
Your Power Color Is Teal
At Your Highest:

You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future.

At Your Lowest:

You feel in a slump and lack creativity.

In Love:

You tend to be many people's ideal partner.

How You're Attractive:

You make people feel confident and accepted.

Your Eternal Question:

"What Impression Am I Giving?" What's Your Power Color?
You Are Impressionism
You think the world is quite beautiful, especially if you look at it in new and interesting ways.
You tend to focus on color and movement in art.
For you, seeing the big picture is much more important than recording every little detail.
You can find inspiration anywhere... especially from nature. What Art Movement Are You?
Your Birthdate: November 15
You take life as it is, and you find happiness in a variety of things.
You tend to be close to family and friends. But it's hard to get into your inner circle.
Making the little things wonderful is important to you, and you probably have an inviting home.
You seek harmony with others, but occasionally you have a very stubborn streak.

Your strength: Your intense optimism

Your weakness: You shy away from exploring your talents

Your power color: Jade

Your power symbol: Flower

Your power month: June What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
Your Japanese Name Is...
Akina Minase What's your Japanese Name?
You Are Dr. Pepper
You're very unique and funky, yet you still have a bit of traditionalism to you.
People who like you think they have great taste... and they usually do.

Your best soda match: Root Beer

Stay away from: 7 Up What Kind of Soda Are You?GAH I HATE DOCTOR PEPPER .
Your Punk Band Name Is...
The Silly Pinking Shears What's Your Punk Band Name?
Your EQ is 133
You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.

You are warm and open. Even when life gets you down, you're unafraid of the world and its challenges.
You are comfortable with who you are. And you accept your weaknesses - as well as the weaknesses of others.

While you are quite stable, you don't respond perfectly to every bad situation that comes up.
But you have enough emotional intelligence to know when you need a course correction. What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?
You Are Rowlf the Dog
Mellow and serious, you enjoy time alone cultivating your talents.
You're a cool dog, and you always present a relaxed vibe.
A talented pianist, you can play almost anything - especially songs by Beethoven.
"My bark is worse than my bite, and my piano playing beats 'em both." The Muppet Personality Test
What Your Sleeping Position Says
You are secretly sensitive, but you often put up a front.
Shy and private, you yearn for security.
You take relationships slowly.
You need lots of reassurances before you can trust.

If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Cranky and a big baby

It's hard to sleep next to you because: You are a light sleeper What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?
You Are A Green Girl
You feel most at home in a world of ideas.
You're curious and logical - and enjoy a good intellectual challenge.
You're super cool, calm, and collected. Very little tries your patience.
Your only fear? People not realizing how smart and able you are! What Color Girl Are You?
Your Element Is Fire
Your passion and emotion are as obvious as the brightest flame.
You make sparks fly, and your passion always has the potential to burst out.

You are exciting and creative - and completely unpredictable.
You sometimes exercise control, and sometimes you let yourself go.

Friends describe you as sensitive, spirited, and compulsive.
Bright and blazing with intensity, you seem mysterious and moody to many. What's Your Element?

Music:

The Beloved, Emilie Autumn, The Avanlanche, random soundtracks from movies and video games, Utada Hikaru, Sting, Muse, Back on, Eternity Range, Disturbed, P.O.D, System of a down,Three days Grace,tokio hotel,metallica,indie bands of all sorts, random music, Stain,Gnarls Barkley,Black Eyed Peas, Nelly Furtado, Anna Nalick, Joss Stone, Papa Roach, Linkin Park, Random sound tracks, Nirvana, Pearl jam, Metallica, Gwen Stefani, Cold Play, No Doubt, The murmurs, EMF, Pink, Nine Inch Nails, Nickleback, Green day, Maroon 5, Gorillaz, David Bowie,Enya,Constant Recourse... there's more besides that I just don't feel like writing it all out. I HATE RAP, SO DON'T EVEN TRY TO GET ME TO LISTEN TO A LOT OF IT, I CAN ONLY HANDLE IT IN HAND FULLS SO TO SPEAK!

Movies:

Sweeney todd (best movie ever!!),Enchanted, Sleepy Hollow, William Shakesphere's Romeo + Juliet, Harry Potter movies, Lord of the ring triology, Interview with a Vampire, Queen of the Damned, Tomb Raider movies, Matrix triology, A Midsummer nights dream, Dark Crystal, The labryinth, The nitemare before christmas, Corpse Bride, The Haunting, Donnie Darko, Mrs. Doubtfire, The Princess Bride,White Oleandor, The Ring,The sixth Sense, Robin hood and the men in tights,Willow, Young Frankenstein, Joan of Arc, Van Helsing, Big Fish, Edward Scissor hands, King Arthur, The Chronicles of Narnia,Titanic, Every disney movie god created on earth,Every tim burton directed film, Ever After, The man in the iron mask, Spirited Away.. I love toooo many movies

Television:

I don't watch much tv anymore, I basically believe it pollutes the mind... but when I am bored, I like to Watch Americas next top model, and basically anything on the sci fi channel.. my all time favorite shows however are Ghost Hunters and Destination Truth (yes im into the paranormal).

Books:

Yeah... about books... I read too many of them... I don't even have a favorite book, just a genre. I read mostly, sci fi, fantasy, fiction and romance. I'm into the classics and I'm into the new age... I can't possibly really list all the books I have in my house either because... I have hundreds; literally. .

Heroes:

Georgia Okeeffe my grandfather (rip: sept. 03)(on fathers side) my grandmother (rip: Feb. 07)(on mothers side)

My Blog

R.I.P tothose who i lost or are losing..

Well.. my grandmother is in a coma... I doubt she' going to live long... infact.. she's basically dead right now...so today.. i silently declare that my grandmother has died. She was like a mother to ...
Posted by ~*Melissa*~ on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 05:23:00 PST

It's been a while..

Yeah so... I haven't written a new blog in forever! college is going alright... no real crazy drama yet...at least none that's happening to me.. I'm basically just chilling and making do with what's ...
Posted by ~*Melissa*~ on Sat, 16 Sep 2006 08:33:00 PST

haha helllll nooo man

so yeah.. today was an interesting day.. i saw this one dude.. who i liked way back when... at school today... he didn't remember who i was...so i basically made him look like a dick infront of everyo...
Posted by ~*Melissa*~ on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 07:25:00 PST

haha helllll nooo man

so yeah.. today was an interesting day.. i saw this one dude.. who i liked way back when... at school today... he didn't remember who i was...so i basically made him look like a dick infront of everyo...
Posted by ~*Melissa*~ on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 07:25:00 PST

I'm outta springfield!!!

Yeah so I moved out today.... Now I'm in conshohocken people!!! Word to that... im not scared about going to school anymore either.. but i am scared of living on my own... I actually feel really comfo...
Posted by ~*Melissa*~ on Wed, 23 Aug 2006 08:26:00 PST

Its almost time..

Jeez man.. I'm going to be heading out to college extremely soon. It's just crazy.. Im like beyond shocked. I am a bit scared... but I'm also excited. I already have some friends at chestnut hill coll...
Posted by ~*Melissa*~ on Thu, 10 Aug 2006 11:51:00 PST

ahhhhhhh

woo.. craziness... college is coming up... I'm becoming addicted to facebook.. lol... I have an assignment to do for college.. I have to read some book called we are all the same... and than write a o...
Posted by ~*Melissa*~ on Wed, 26 Jul 2006 10:11:00 PST

Damn it.. the lonliness is driving me insane!!!

hey all.. I feel so alone right now haha.. my parents went on vacation so they will be gone today tomorrow and theyll be coming back friday.. so i have the house to myself. Im bored as crap... and I ...
Posted by ~*Melissa*~ on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 11:03:00 PST

Stress...sad.. crap... comments please?...

Its not that i feel alone right now.. its just I feel like i can never win which makes me feel somewhat like being alone. Im not going to stop hoping, but Im going to stop wanting. I just wish someth...
Posted by ~*Melissa*~ on Mon, 17 Jul 2006 12:36:00 PST

New Poem: You

You have to walk away, Before time gives out, You have to pray, When you are let down. But when your heart dies, You cant do nothing, Because your hope is dry, And needs something. You wish to stay, ...
Posted by ~*Melissa*~ on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 05:28:00 PST