WOW I've changed this thing so many freakin times its awesome to notice how my mood can change so easily. Ok to know me is probably not to love me, i will leave you with a taste of confusion on the taste buds of your consciousness. Im not the greatest im not the worst im somewhere in limbo between. Or maby, if i dwell on it, i might actually say that i fall totally out of the realm of good and bad and into my own stream of unkempt consciousness. Im scary even when i try not to be, i scare my friends i scare men and i scare myself. I am an accomplished student (well somewhat), and i tend to put career first but i can always fit in a friend. I am experimental, can be boring at times, and i sway back and forth between quiet contemplation and wild exaltation. I can be somewhat poetic but mostly its just the random thoughts that i let spew from every mental sphincter i can find, be it hands, eye's, face, lips, tongue, teeth...Well you get the point. I can tell you my soul with one look or shut away like a hermit in the darkest cave of my being, it all depends on who you are and if i feel i can trust you. Trust is so hard to find such a spiked untruth of life, i mourn the loss when my trust is thrown asunder, especially by someone i let myself care for. If you can get me to open up to be yours then you have done something so special and unique, i just hope you know what you hold. I am an infinite conundrum of dreams and repetition lol i am a technological geek i am a too honest too blunt freak. To know me is to know me, as easily said as easily seen nothing more nothing less...
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