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brittanydeen.

she was just seventeen if you know what i mean

About Me



HEY BRITTANY
why are you messing with me?
All you really need to be warned about is that I am a mean person =/. I am very sarcastic, which just fuels the fire. i am negative and crude and im sorry if you don’t like me all the time. You must realize im only comfortable with being this way to people i like.
if you think I don’t like you, that’s probably not true , i like everyone.
If you think im a bitch, that’s a misconception and you can get over it. But I will surprise you sometimes. Hopefully.
Much Love♥, B.D.
WHAT TO DISLIKE
being on the wrong side of a two way mirror + people who let their kids do whatever they want + groups of people who walk slow + guys who honk at me when im walking + morons + those people who want to legalize marijuana for "medicinal purposes" + this downward spiral of abuse that drives me to carpal tunnel syndrome called internet + running out of conditioner in the shower + affirmative action + door-to-door bible thumpers + incomprehensible typos + anti-violence + people walking into my room when im napping/crying/hitting stuff/not wearing pants + the ever shrinking battery life of my gadgets, which is invariably inversely proportional to my dependence on them + tuesdays. whats are they for? +
"I tried to communicate
I tried to relate
Now all I want to do is escape and vanish into fantasies
I ventured out of the galaxy into the outer regions
Where folks believe in something much much bigger than their demons
And arent controlled by their circumstances
Sounds romantic well dance with it slowly
In here my failures dont control me
Its a place of solitude but Im not lonely
And its beautiful but lets be reasonable
Its just not real it just plays with your imagination
And for a moment or two can make time stand still
But when its over all you have is a memory
I had to leave cause the real world was calling me
I left my youth in pursuit of the truth and gained a world of dishonesty
I see your innocence and envy it
I reminisce of mine and remember it
Full of peace full of hope full of truth
I remember when I used to be you before you became me
Man its sort of overwhelming
It didnt seem like I was storytelling
But you didnt believe me when I told you that I could see my
Hopes and dreams come alive as it seems
But theres a time and place for everything
Well I left my imagination there
Now its only what I can touch see taste and hear
With my natural senses I wish I could stretch the limits
But my defenses keep me limited from the boundaries I set
So I wont get burned again
Sure Id like to be optimistic but that doesnt line up well with reality
So Ill go to sleep now and dream of a younger healthier better me
Dont mistake innocence for ignorance
Dont mistake purity for inexperience
Dont mistake humility for weakness
I sincerely mean this
You understand more than you know
There's no goal like peace of mind
So what else are you trying to find
Whats left except regret and heartache
And yes your heart will break
and go numb lots of times before this life is done
Youll look for answers but theres just one
Patience one day it will make sense
But waiting is a pinch waking you up from the worlds youve made up
The one where you dream and the one where you gave up time
To create a new atmosphere where the boy and the cynic can both play fair."
Thou shalt not steal if there is a direct victim
Thou shalt not worship pop idols
Or follow lost prophets
Thou shalt not take the names of Johnny Cash, Joe Strummer, John Hartmond, Desmond Dekker, Jim Morrisson, Jimmy Hendrix or Sid Barrett in vain.
Thou shalt not think any male over the age of 30 that plays with a child that is not their own is a peadophile, some people are just nice.
Thou shalt not read NME
Thou shalt not stop liking a band just because they became popular
Thou shalt not question Steven Fry
Thou shalt not judge a book by its cover
Thou shalt not judge lethal weapon by Danny Glover
Thou shalt not buy Coca Cola products
Thou shalt not Nestle products
Thou shalt not go into the woods with your boyfriends best friend, take drugs, and then cheat on him
Thou shalt not fall in love so easily
Thou shalt not use poetry, art or music to get into girls pants...
...use it to get into their heads.
Thou shalt not watch Hollyoaks
Thou shalt not attend an open mic and leave as soon as you've done your shitty little poem or song,
you self-righteous prick.
Thou shalt not return to the same club or bar, week in, week out Because you once saw a girl there that you fancied; that you're never gonna fucking talk to.
Thou shalt not put musicians and recording artists on ridiculous pedestals.
No matter how great they are, or were.
The Beatles were just a band.
Led Zeppelin , just a band.
The Beach Boys , just a band..
The Sex Pistols , just a band.
The Clash , just a band.
Crass , just a band.
Minor Threat , just a band.
The Cure , just a band.
The Smiths , just a band.
Nirvana , just a band.
The Pixies, just a band.
Oasis , just a band.
Radiohead , just a band.
Bloc Party , just a band.
The Arctic Monkeys, just a band.
"The next big thing", just a band.
Thou shalt not give bad word to tragedies that occur in non-english speaking countries as to those in english speaking countries.
Thou shalt remember that guns, bitches and bling were never part of the 4 elements and never will be.
Thou shalt not make repetitive, generic music
Thou shalt not make repetitive, generic music
Thou shalt not make repetitive, generic music
Thou shalt not make repetitive, generic music
Thou shalt not Pimp My Ride.
Thou shalt not scream if you wanna go faster.
Thou shalt not move to the sound of the wickedness.
Thou shalt not make some noise for Detroit.
When i say "Hey", thou shalt not say "Ho"
When i say "Hip", thou shalt not say "Hop"
When i say, he say, she say, we say; "Make some noise.", kill me.
"Ah, I've forgot were i was, hang on..."
Thou shalt not quote me happy.
Thou shalt not shake it like a polaroid picture.
Thou shalt not wish your girlfriend was a freak, like me.
Thou shalt spell the word "Pheonix" P-H-E-O-N-I-X.
Not, P-H-O-E-N-I-X, regardless of what the Oxford English Dictionary tells you.
Thou shalt not express your shock at the fact that Sharon got off with Brad at a club last night by saying; "Izziiit"
Thou shalt think for yourselves.
And thou shalt always, thou shalt always, kill.

"Theres a lady whos sure
All that glitters is gold
And shes buying a stairway to heaven.
When she gets there she knows
If the stores are all closed
With a word she can get what she came for.
Ooh, ooh, and shes buying a stairway to heaven.
Theres a sign on the wall
But she wants to be sure
cause you know sometimes words have two meanings.
In a tree by the brook
Theres a songbird who sings,
Sometimes all of our thoughts are misgiven.
Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, it makes me wonder.
Theres a feeling I get
When I look to the west,
And my spirit is crying for leaving.
In my thoughts I have seen
Rings of smoke through the trees,
And the voices of those who standing looking.
Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, it really makes me wonder.
And its whispered that soon
If we all call the tune
Then the piper will lead us to reason.
And a new day will dawn
For those who stand long
And the forests will echo with laughter.
If theres a bustle in your hedgerow
Dont be alarmed now,
Its just a spring clean for the may queen.
Yes, there are two paths you can go by
But in the long run
Theres still time to change the road youre on.
And it makes me wonder.
Your head is humming and it wont go
In case you dont know,
The pipers calling you to join him,
Dear lady, can you hear the wind blow,
And did you know
Your stairway lies on the whispering wind.
And as we wind on down the road
Our shadows taller than our soul.
There walks a lady we all know
Who shines white light and wants to show
How evrything still turns to gold.
And if you listen very hard
The tune will come to you at last.
When all are one and one is all
To be a rock and not to roll.
And shes buying a stairway to heaven."
"Know what punk is? A bunch of no-talent guys who really, really
want to be in a band.
Nobody reads music, nobody plays the mandolin, and you're too dumb to write songs about mythology or Middle-Earth. so whats your style?
Three chords cranked out fast and loud and distorted because your instruments are crap and you can't play them worth damn. And you scream your lungs out to cover up the fact that you can't sing.
It should suck, but heres the thing-it doesn't. rock and Roll can be so full of itself, but not this.
It's simple and angry and raw." Born to Rock-Gordon Korman
"Well, I don't know, but I've been told,
You never slow down, you never grow old.
I'm tired of screwin' up, tired of going down,
Tired of myself, tired of this town.
Oh, my, my. Oh, hell, yes.
Honey, put on that party dress.
Buy me a drink, sing me a song.
Take me as I come 'cause I can't stay long.
Last dance with Mary Jane, one more time to kill the pain.
I feel summer creepin' in and I'm tired of this town again."
Tom Petty-Mary Jane's Last dance
"Imagine theres no heaven
It's easy if you try,
No hell below us,
Above us only sky,
Imagine all the people
living for today...
Imagine there's no countries,
It isn't hard to do,
Nothing to kill or die for,
No religion too,
Imagine all the people
living life in peace...
Imagine no possessions,
I wonder if you can, No need for greed or hunger,A brotherhood of men,
imagine all the people, Sharing all the world...
You may say I'm a dreamer, but I'm not the only one,
I hope some day you'll join us, And the world will live as one..."
"you like attention
it's proof to you you're alive
stop parading your angles
confused?
you'll know when you're ripe.
you're into depression
cause it matches your eyes.
stop this faux to be famous
confused?
you'll know when you're ripe."
"I've been denied all the best ultra sex I could have been a star it freaks me out when I sound just like my mom I couldve rocked the spot instead of being just another faggot like I am I played that shit straight blowin' suckas to the side hopin' I get laid now everybody knows no way in hell I can ever live it down dig me now, fuck me later and sing it to the tune of faggot faggot faggot ohhh dig me now, fuck me later and sing it like that..."
Mindless Self Indulgence
"Rumour spreadin' around in that texas town/ Bout that shack outside la grange/ And you know what I'm talkin' about./ Just let me know if you wanna go/ To that home out on the range./ They gotta lotta nice girls./ Have mercy. / A haw haw haw haw a haw/ A haw haw haw/ Well I hear its fine if you got the time/ And the ten to get yourself in./ A hmm hmm/ And I hear its tight most evry night/ But now I might be mistaken./ Hmm hmm hmm hmm/ Have mercy."
hey you,‡ big star, ‡ tell me when it's over ‡hey you,‡big mood, ‡ guide me to shelter ‡ ..cause i'm through when the two hits the six and it's summer ‡COME[shoveit shoveit shoveit] ‡
SHOVE [shoveit shoveit shoveit] ‡
THE SUN [shoveit shoveit shoveit] ‡
ASIDE[shove it aside] ‡
i think god is moving it's tongue ‡ there are no crowds in the streets ‡ and no sun in my own summer ‡the shade is a tool,a device,a savior ‡ see, i try and look up to the sky ‡ but my eyes burn ‡
COME ‡ SHOVE ‡ THE SUN ‡ ASIDE [shove it aside] ‡
When I get to the bottom
I go back to the top of the slide
Where I stop and turn
and I go for a ride
Till I get to the bottom and I see you again
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Do you don't you want me to love you
I'm coming down fast but I'm miles above you
Tell me tell me come on tell me the answer
and you may be a lover but you ain't no dancer
HELTER SKELTER
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My Interests


I'd like to meet:


a real person. a real interesting person.

Music:

..

MUSIC
for your head.
→Led Zeppelin
→deftones
→kittie
→benny benassi
→the distillers
→mickey avalon
→the ramones
→the casualties
→little barrie
→otep
→breaking benjamin
→pantera
→Flyleaf
→jay-z
→tigarah →johnny cash
→blue oyster cult
→bob dylan
→nirvana
→blind melon
→pink floyd
→gorillaz
→a perfect circle
→megaherz
→the doors
→tool
→dire straits
→the beastie boys
→shiny toy guns
→mcr
→dir en grey
→atreyu
→chevelle
→disturbed
→tbs
→underoath
→TATU
→norma jean
→spineshank
→the greatful dead
→drowning pool
→iron maiden
→black sabbath
→mudvayne
→metallica
→korn
→slipknot
→HIM
→kmfdm
→garbage
→hatebreed
→godsmack
→the distillers
→thin lizzy
→sum 41
→eisley
→children of bodom
→deep purple
→hollywood undead
→linkin park
→mastadon
and a whole load of stuff. more than this =)

Movies:



MOVIES
a charming fraud.

←300
←monty python and the holy grail
←kill bill vol. 1
←stand by me
←the corpse bride
←a prarie home companion
←the nightmare before christmas
←rushmore
←once upon a time in mexico
←thirteen
←reservoir dogs
←black hawk down
←my life as a dog
←cool hand luke
←THIS IS SPINALTAP(the rockumentry)
←the godfather 1
←the breakfast club
←sixteen candles
←scarface
←the royal tenenbaums
←swat
←Lord Of War
←Saw 1 and 2
←Blow
←Chicago
←Pirates of the Carribean
←SLC PUNK
←dazed and confused
←the rocky horror picture show
←V for Vendetta
←Empire Records

Television:



TELEVISION
a wasteland.
↓ATHF
↓PHF
↓family guy
↓red vs. blue
↓that 70's show
↓king of the hill
↓southpark
↓little britan
↓invader zim
↓the kumars at no. 42
↓teen titans
↓the office

Books:

"i read the dictionary. i thought it was a peom about everything."

↑the house of the scorpion
↑the bad place
↑the face
↑from the corner of his eye
↑the terrorist
↑goddess of yesterday
↑burning up
↑the lion the witch and the wordrobe
↑midnight in the garden of good and evil
↑the weetzie bat book
↑hard love
↑the torn skirt
↑crazy
↑the band never dances
↑tenderness
↑just in case
↑be more chill
and some other trashy teen novels.

Heroes:

.."One cannot always be a hero, but one can always be human." -Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

My Blog

back in the day

so you know how life before myspace has seemed to vanish? well mine has resurfaced.back in the day brittanyso this was a year ago me. its funny some of the stuff i wrote =]...
Posted by RXqueen← on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 07:01:00 PST

who would you fight?

i have this Friend who asked me, "If you could fight anyone in the world, who would you fight?"i had never thought about it before, and not really carring, i asked Friend to answer the question instea...
Posted by RXqueen← on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 11:55:00 PST

Ode to Led Zeppelin

sometimes we forget how much we adore something. like when your little and you really wanna be a power ranger or a princess. like when you hear an amazing song and you listen to it on repeat until you...
Posted by RXqueen← on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 06:43:00 PST

The Apocalypse and Tom Petty Jesus

So, no matter what you believe or what you believe in, the entire world is doomed to downfall. Such theory is formally known as the Apocalypse. Some believe it will be at the hand of man who will corr...
Posted by RXqueen← on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 04:41:00 PST

commie?

lets be communists for about 5 minutes here.---------------------------------------------hi.im brittany. im poor and look at you, in your upper middle class shoes.i cant help it. no. no i cant. you wa...
Posted by RXqueen← on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 07:30:00 PST

lets pretend for about 5.72 seconds

this isnt about anyone specifically. just so you know.lets just pretend that i wanna hold your hand and kiss in public and get very jealous when you talk to other girls. lets PRETEND that i have a car...
Posted by RXqueen← on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 06:09:00 PST