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IT'S A MEAN AND EVIL WORLD WE LIVE INHere I sit in front of my computer thinking of you Michael Jackson, thinking of the times when I was a teenage girl like millions and millions of other teenage girls dreaming that I would one day grow up and be your wife. My heart sing with joy and laughter each and every time I thought of you. My heart skipped beat after beat each time I would see you on T.V as a cartoon or in your videos. I was not just a fan, but as a girl who heart you stole, I was so in love with you. As an adult I watched as you went through turmoil after turmoil not because you did anything wrong, but because you were you, a man with a humble heart, who not only rock the world with your music, but who touch the world with your heart. I watch as each and every little thing that you did was turn into gossip, lies, hatred and scandal. You were amazing and that was one of the things that the world could not deal with. You had a love for people and in this world today that is one of the worst things you can do. There was a time my friend when people was just mean, but that time has pass from mean to just evil. The love for what you had, turn most of the world against you. (MONEY, LOVE IN YOUR HEART, A GIFT TO GIVE TO OTHERS) and for that Michael you was turn on and turn against. Although you were an awesome entertainer and a wonderful person I saw sadness in your eyes. I saw how you love a world that didn’t love you back or at least you thought. There was loneliness, hurt and pain, sadness and grief all roll up in inside of you. You went through changes that you never should have. I would like to say that I am sorry for that. There are people out there who lied on you, who took from you what was not there’s to take, who tried to ruin your reputation, who said mean and evil things about you, who even put their children up to do you harm, how sad those people are. But look how many people loved you I wish that you could see it. I may not know the ones who cause you so much pain and so much sadness, but they know who they are and GOD knows who they are and though you have left a world that was so mean and evil to you and went to live with the LORD they will pay for the things that they done to you. The only comfort I get from you leaving this old world is that you are in a place where you will be treated with the utmost respect, love and cared for the way you should have been here on this earth. I have heard rumors about your childhood life and they were not all good. Again I say that if some one caused you harm, hurt or pain it will be known and it will be dealt with. Life served you well in spite of. You have leaded a successful life and the LORD watched over you until he was tired of the way this old world of people treated you and brought you home. I hate the fact that you did not get to see your children grow up. My heart bleeds for that and I hope that the rest of their life prospers. To you my friend I want to say as you travel between the too, (life and death), have a great journey, have a great life in your eternal home, in your mansion in the skyAnnis Jones Flomaton, Alabama
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How beautiful we are. Although it seems as if in the mist of life our black brothers have seem to forgotten just how


we really are. Every race other than black seem to be there choice and we are just in there way of getting to the other race of women they really want. Hold your head up SISTERS because they don't know what they are really missing. We seem to have become just a punching bag or someone they turn to when they can't find another woman of there choice that night. I am a proud black sister and I hope that you are also. If a brother think that he can get some one better than me, go ahead and fool yourself. (Because I am not bad or tough, I am just a diamond in the rough.) If you want to go to someone else, goodbye. When GOD made one man he made a million. I just keep having a problem of finding a man. I keep finding little boys who grew up into adult bodies only, their minds are still out there in the age zone of his shoe size. In my prayers I hope that there is a real man out there that the LORD has made especially for me. I trusted myself only once to love and all I really had was a liar, a cheater and the fact of knowing that this is who he will always be for the rest of his life, even though he is a really sweet guy, not to mention a very handsome man. I realized that he is not what kind of guy I want in my life now. My heart was broken and the man that I saw in him I will never see again. We as black sisters have to protect ourselves and hold each other up and believe that there are still some real men out there some where with a real heart for love. Maybe I should have said that truly believe in love and making love. So until I meet a real man here's looking at U sweetheart.
Why can't everyone who has a broken heart B more like me? If there is someone else you want and not me!!!!

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IN THE ROUGH, EVERYONE FRIEND I am a simple person who is just trying to get to where GOD wants me to be. I am not here to pretend to be someone that I am not and this is why page is the way it is. I gave my life over to the LORD just last year. I have always been one to read my BIBLE and to pray daily and trust the LORD to do what ever was true and right. Some where in the mist of my life I was trusting GOD and confusing myself as to how I describe my trust. I finally realize that even though I had the faith of a million people and I felt that my trust was in the LORD, I was still trying to do things my way. In my confusion I lost faith down to a mustard seed simply because I had no idea that this was what I was doing. And so I started to question GOD as to what I was doing wrong. Now that it is clear to me and the LORD is giving me yet another chance to get it right (chance two million and something) he still loves me. I have come a long ways, but I am no where near where I really should be. Even now! I feel that something is missing. I feel that I have not come to where the LORD wants me and this is why I feel this way. My page shows me for who I am and not for who I'm trying to pretend to be. I have a lot to learn, a lot to be taught, yet still! I have a lot to be thankful for. I am a sinner and even though I rather not be either one, I would rather be a sinner than a hypocrite. I want sometimes for JESUS just to reach down inside of me and pull out all that he doesn't want in me. Give me a clean heart and humble me as a whole, but I guess that is something I have to work at and show the LORD that this is what I want. I don't want to be a man-made christian. I want to be a Christian of GOD ALMIGHTY. I want everything about me to be real and not fake. I want to be just as real out of the church as I am in the church. I want my light to shine and I don't want anyone to label me with a man made religion. I want to be me and I want to be humble, a true woman of the LORD. NO ONE CAN JUDGE ANYONE ELSE, JUST TAKE A GOOD LOOK AT YOURSELF. IF YOU TRULY LOVED ONE ANOTHER, THEN YOU WOULDN'T HAVE TIME TO JUDGE EACH OTHER. LIFE IS TOO SHORT FOR HATE, SO LOVE EACH OTHER FOR GOODNESS SAKE TOGETHER IS THE WAY WE ALL SHOULD BE, AND ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE ME.
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TO THE SAVED AND THE UNSAVED WOMAN. MY WISH FOR EVERY WOMAN IF SHE IS SINGLE IS TO FIND A GOD FEARING MAN FOR HERSELF. ONE WHO KNOWS HOW TO GO TO THE LORD AT ALL TIMES. THANKING HIM FOR THE GOOD TIMES AND THANKING HIM FOR HELPING THEM GO THROUGH THE BAD TIMES. JUST THANKING HIM JUST FOR BEING GOD ALL BY HIMSELF AND SENDING HIS PRECIOUS SON TO DIE FOR ALL OF OUR SINS. I'M JUST WAITING ON JESUS FOR ALL OF MY NEEDS AND MY WANTS? I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR A LONG TIME AND MAYBE SO HAVE YOU, BUT REMEMBER! HE MAY NOT COME WHEN YOU WANT HIM BUT HE BE THERE RIGHT ON TIME, HE'S AN ON TIME GOD, YES HE IS. AND A AWESOME GOD. MY IDEA OF A ROMANCE. SOMEONE REAL, SOMEONE WHO HAS GROWN UP, SOMEONE WHO KNOWS WHAT LOVE, TRUST, RESPECT, HAPPINESS AND ROMANCE IS ALL ABOUT. SOMEONE WHO MIND HAS GROWN PASS HIS SHOES SIZE WITH THE REST OF HIS BODY AND CAUGHT UP WITH HIS AGE. I WANT A MAN IN MY LIFE WHO KNOWS HOW TO LOVE A WOMAN AS WELL AS WHO KNOWS HOW TO MAKE LOVE TO A WOMAN. I DON'T WANT SOMEONE WHO THINKS THAT JUMPING FROM ONE WOMAN TO ANOTHER OR FROM ONE BED TO THE OTHER MAKES HIM A MAN. I KNOW THAT THERE ARE SOME GOOD MEN OUT THERE, I JUST CAN'T SEEM TO FIND THE HAYSTACK THAT THEY ARE HIDING IN. BUT UNTIL I DO , I WILL JUST STAY BY MYSELF.