As much as I hate to admit it, lately I've caught myself judging people by their appearances, neatly labeling them, and putting them on their respective shelves. I guess I'm a bit jaded at my ripe old age of 22. I think I'll work on that.
I hate all forms of fake. I don't put up with stupid people, and believe me, I've met my share of them. I love visiting new places, learning and seeing new things, and meeting new people. Unless they're stupid. ;) I've got a big heart, and it means a lot to me to really be able to help people. I'm also very impatient (once again, mostly with the idiots), and sometimes I'd love to see the entire human race wiped off the face of the planet. It can be a bit of a battle at times to figure out which desire is winning.
I'm in college, majoring in Social Work. With that degree, I'm hoping to open a nonprofit business to help moms maintain their emotional, spiritual, social, physical, and financial health.
The greatest loves of my life are my husband, my beautiful baby girl, my crazy dog, women, biting, and chocolate. There are definitely more, but those are the greatest. ;)
The simple things are what matter to me. Life isn't worth living if you can't take the time to stop and enjoy a beautiful sunset, play with a puppy, watch the steam rise from a delicious cup of coffee, kiss the one you love, rub something fuzzy on your cheek, or dance in the rain. I think I could live through just about anything as long as there were small moments like these to remind me that there are wonderful things in this world, if you just stop to experience them. It can be hard to remember that when nothing is going right and your entire existence seems to be crumbling around you... when your fears are looming in front of you, threatening to take over.
My greatest fear has always been that I'd find love, that it'd be everything I thought it would, and then I'd lose it. Life, the bitch that she is, seems to take great enjoyment out of giving you a little taste of something great, and then wrenching it away. Well, I've found love... and my greatest fear is now just a small, constant paranoia as long as I don't dwell on it. Oh, I know there's still plenty of time for a meteor to strike the exact spot where my husband is standing, but I've stopped worrying about it as much. ;)
Lately, I've spent a lot of time figuring out exactly what I believe. I believe in reincarnation and karma. I believe that humans screw up a lot of things by trying to improve on what Nature does fine on its own. I believe in fate, but not destiny. I do not believe in the Christian versions of heaven, hell, or the devil. I believe that the separation of church and state is one of the best ideas this country has had, but it's time to start enforcing it. I believe that gay, lesbian, bisexual and transgendered people should have the same rights as everyone else. I believe that abortion is wrong, but I also believe that everyone has to make that decision for themselves and the government should stop trying to legislate my uterus. Most importantly, I believe that equality and compassion are the world's two best friends... and I believe they're sick of waiting to be involved in our lives.
Blood, sex, and rock-n-roll. That's a good finish.
