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jen

tHe rEasOn iS yOu...

About Me

i hate the world today.you're so good to me i know but i can't change.tried to tell you but you look at me like maybe i'm an angel underneath, innocent & sweet. yesterday i cried, you must've been relieved to see the softer side.i can understand how you'd be so confused.i don't envy you, i'm alittle bit of everything, all rolled into one. i'm a bitch, i'm a lover, i'm a child, i'm a mother, i'm a sinner, i'm a saint. i do not feel ashamed.i'm you hell, i'm your dream, i'm nothing in between,. you know you wouldn't want it any other way.so take me as i am. this may mean you'll have to be a stronger man.rest assured that when i start to make you nervous tomorrow i will change & today won't mean a thing.just when you think you got me figured out, the season's already changing. i think it's cool, you do what you do & don't try to save me. i'm a bitch, i'm a tease, i'm a goddess on my knees. when you're hurt, when you suffer i'm your angel undercover. i've been numb, i'm revived, can't say i'm not alive. you know i wouldn't want it any other way.

My Interests

i love to chat with my friends. i love coffee especially when the weather is cold. i love listening to music & watching movies. i love seafoods like prawns, crabs & squids but i'm not into fish.

Music:

r&b, soul, hip-hop, mellow, alternative, anything goes... (",)

Movies:

LOTR, harry potter, fast & d furious, from hell, my bestfriends wedding, finding nemo, XxX, swat, italian job, coyote ugly, monsters inc., city of angels

Television:

axn, hbo, cinemax, starworld & starmovies

Books:

harry potter, memnoch the devil (although i haven't finish it yet)hehehe

My Blog

its not worth it anymore...

am i trying too hard to keep this love alive? you don't seem to care about this lve that we have i called you last night but you were not there i did not hear from you, as well as today i can't pl...
Posted by jen on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

the past & a recent past....

I dont know what came to me tonight that I decided to write something. Maybe its because Im bored & yet I cant think of anything to do. Although Im going out tonight to a friends house. The root ...
Posted by jen on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

-~- the way you look @ me -~-

no one ever saw me like you do, all the things that i could add up to.i never knew just what a smile was worth but your eyes say everything without a single word. coz there's something in the way you...
Posted by jen on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

* new snow *

Look, look out on the trees Well from here it looks like crystal Shining in the breeze Look, look out on the land Well it finally looks like winter so just reach out your hand Feel the new sno...
Posted by jen on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

be mine...

if i told you i love, will it be ok? if i hold you close to me, will you leave or will you stay? who are you thinking right now? i wonder what's on your mind don't be hard on me coz baby i wanna kn...
Posted by jen on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

10 things i hate about you...

I hate the way you talk to me And the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots And the...
Posted by jen on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

third gender...so what?!

What is it with being a third gender? They are the gays, lesbians & bisexuals. Its evidently clear that this fraction of our society has been growing in number rapidly. Sometimes thinking about it re...
Posted by jen on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

makes me whole

Darlin I want you to listen, I stayed up all night, So I can get this thing right. And I don't think, There's anything missin'. 'Cause a person like you, Made it easy to do. I've waiti...
Posted by jen on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

crazy for this girl...

She rolls the window down And she Talks over the sound Of the cars that pass us by And I don't know why But she's changed my mind Would you look at her She looks at me She's got me...
Posted by jen on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

another used to be...

I brought you here so that i can express the things i've been thinkin bout give me your ear. cuz i don't normally do this so bare with me through this. there are so many things that i want to say. but...
Posted by jen on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST