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~*♠Lithium Barbiedoll v2.0♠*~

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking

About Me


Disorder Rating
Paranoid : Very High
Schizoid : Moderate
Schizotypal : Very High
Antisocial : High
Borderline : Very High
Histrionic : Very High
Narcissistic : High
Avoidant : Very High
Dependent : Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive : High
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My screen name on AIM is melankolly so hit me up there to get to know me......~*♠MeLaNkoLLy♠*~
Anyway I'm Loveable, huggable, squeezable....oh me! I'll be 26yo in February......stuck in the middle of nowhere pennsylvania (about 40 miles north of Harrisburg).....I'm a starving artist i suppose.....charcoal and conte crayon and b&w and digital photography.....riot grrl/goth/raver but always polite and well spoken.
Here's a poem I wrote:
i'm so fuckin sick
of hearing what's wrong
perhaps it was a memory,
a thought, or a song
but, why the fuck should you care?
this isn't your plot.
i'm trapped inside my hemorrhaging heart
and you've become a clot
you're contaminating me
i'm contaminating...me!
you can't see my moon
you can't see my stars
you can't see my blacklight sensitive suicide scars
all you see is yourself
and all the "good" you've done
you're mind-raping me
and i fear you're having fun
~melankolly~

Here's My Website:


J Joyous
A Astonishing
M Modern
I Industrious
E Easy

My Interests

boiling babies in cauldrons
Serial Killers
party favors

This is how many ppl have viewed my profile:

I'd like to meet:



Melora Creager of "Rasputina" or Jimmy Urine of "Mindless Self Indulgence"

Music:

Mindless Self Indulgence
Rasputina
My Chemical Romance
Evanescence
NIN
Hole
Marilyn Manson
Rob Zombie
Kittie
Orgy
Breaking Benjamin
Seether
Godsmack
Shinedown
Stystem of a Down
The Killers
Smashing Pumpkins
Korn
3 Days Grace
Panic! At The Disco
Stone Sour
Snow Patrol
Papa Roach
The Fray
Linkin Park
Staind
Elastica
Bjork
Garbage
Tracy Bonham
The Cranberries
Judy Garland

Mozart
Tchaikovsky
Fiona Apple
Tori Amos
Joss Stone
Ani DiFranco
Norah Jones
Sarah McLaughlin
Aimee Mann
Poe
Rhianna
Beyonce
Craig David
Sean Paul
Madonna
Fergie
Lil' Kim
Ciara
Aaliyah
Mya
Missy E.

The Beatles
The Mamas and The Papas
Melanie Shafka
The Doors
Janis Joplin
Pink Floyd
Led Zepplin
Carly Simon
Nirvana
Green Day
Weezer
Lifehouse

Movies:


This may look like a scene from The Nightmare Before Christmas but it's actually a screen shot from an awesome video game called Kingdom Hearts.
Angels In America
Requiem For A Dream
Rent
Ghost World
My Own Private Idaho
Monster
Little Voice
Natural Born Killers
Serial Mom
Donnie Darko
The Butterfly Effect
Brokeback Mountain
Gummo
Welcome To The Dollhouse
What's Eating Gilbert Grape
Pink Flamingos
Mommie Dearest
Die, Mommie, Die
But I'm A Cheerleader
54
Party Monster
Election
Girl Interrupted
Connie and Carla
Cruel Intentions
Freeway
Faces of Death series
Gia
Hackers
Boys Don't Cry
Young Poisoner's Handbook
Rocky Horror Picture Show
Chicago
Trainspotting
Things You Can Tell Just By Looking At Her
Pecker
Almost Famous
Steel Magnolias
Pretty Woman
Showgirls
The Long Kiss Goodnight
Blade
Queen Of The Damned
Romeo & Juliet
Interview With A Vampire
Chasing Amy
Reality Bites
Great Expectations
Warm Summer Rain
Sid & Nancy
Carrie
Threesome
If Lucy Fell
Even Cowgirls Get The Blues
johns
Kids
Misery
SlamNation (poetry competition)
Poetic Justice
What's Love Got To Do With It
Apt. Pupil
Powder
If These Walls Could Talk 2
The Shining
The Truth About Cats and Dogs
Clockwatchers
Dazed and Confused
Fried Green Tomatoes
Driving Miss Daisy
A Long Walk Home
The Breakfast Club
First Wives Club
Romy & Michelle's High School Reunion
Norma Jean & Marilyn
subUrbia
Jeffrey
Edge of Seventeen
Coyote Ugly
The Bone Collector
Head On
Heavenly Creatures
Party Girl
Sudden Manhattan
Freaks
Mother's Day
Gatorbait
Bad Taste
I Spit On Your Grave
A Clockwork Orange
Switchblade Sisters
10 Things I Hate About You
Poison Ivy
Foxfire
Stir of Echoes
Niagara, Niagara
SLC Punk
The Craft
Walking and Talking
Good Will Hunting
Velvet Goldmine
Flawless
Wigstock
Dragtime
Coal Miner's Daughter
SuperStar
Girl
The Fifth Element
Copycat
Stargate
The Players Club
Village of the Damned
Thinner
Ravenous
Children of the Corn
A Beautiful Thing
Prison
Nightwatch
Wizard of Oz
Alice in Wonderland
Public Enemies
Stigmata
Bless The Child
Tank Girl
Soldier's Girl

Television:

Will and Grace
Queer as Folk
Oz
Golden Girls
Family Guy
Roseanne
Simple Life
Married With Children
Grace Under Fire
Friars Roast of Pam Anderson
.....(any white trash shows)

There should be a section for ur favorite comedians here...so i am listing mine:

Demetri Martin
Dane Cook
Margaret Cho
Eddie Izzard
Lisa Lampanelli
Ellen Degeneres
Janeane Garofalo
Kathy Griffin

Books:

Queen Of Noise: The Unauthorized biography of Courtney Love
Where The Heart Is
Kiss The Girls
Murder of Innocence
Girl, Interrupted
One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest
Flowers In The Attic
The Lion, The Witch, and The Wardrobe

p.s. ....anything about drugs, serial killers, or psychology really interests me. But the one book i want to read that i haven't is "Disco Bloobath" by James St. James

Heroes:

Kurt Cobain
Edgar Allen Poe
M.C. Escher
Salvador Dali
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Mercedes Monroe
Birthday: 02/24/81
Birthplace: Lewistown
Current Location: Mount Pleasant Mills
Eye Color: Hazel
Hair Color: Black
Height: 5'10"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Cherokee Indian, German, Irish,
The Shoes You Wore Today: Brown Sketchers
Your Weakness: Black Men
Your Fears: Clowns
Your Perfect Pizza: without sauce lovers
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Pursue a career in Art/Photography and Psychology
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: song quotes
Thoughts First Waking Up: take my meds
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes
Your Bedtime: about noon
Your Most Missed Memory: grocery shopping w/ my mom
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King
Single or Group Dates: single dates, group sex... j/k
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: i'll smoke anything u put in front of me
Do you Swear: Fuck No!
Do you Sing: unfortunately
Do you Shower Daily: yes
Have you Been in Love: yes
Do you want to go to College: yes
Do you want to get Married: no more than I want to get divorced $cha ching$
Do you belive in yourself: no
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: no
Are you a Health Freak: no
Do you get along with your Parents: better now than ever
Do you like Thunderstorms: conjuring them?
Do you play an Instrument: i played with an instrument one time at band camp
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes
In the past month have you Smoked: yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: yes, everyday
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no, and i never will
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No
Ever been Drunk: YES!!! I am right now!
Ever been called a Tease: No I was too busy putting out
Ever been Beaten up: When i was mugged in philly and by my ex
Ever Shoplifted: Once a really long time ago i stole a clip on nose ring
How do you want to Die: Overdose on heroin then slit my wrists in a bathtub
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: A Drag Queen
What country would you most like to Visit: Paris
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Violet (contact lenses)
Favourite Hair Color: Red
Short or Long Hair: Long
Height: Any Height
Weight: Any Body Style
Best Clothing Style: Goth
Number of Drugs I have taken: Everything Except Peyote
Number of CDs I own: Not Many
Number of Piercings: None Anymore
Number of Tattoos: One
Number of things in my Past I Regret: "I'd trade all my tomorrows for one single yesterday" ~janis~

My Blog

what i got a str8 guy to do tonight

tonight i went to the local redneck bar in town....there was a gentleman about 50-55 there who was flirting with me and made note that he had intended to kiss me and feel my breasts, so i ley him xu i...
Posted by ~*♠Lithium Barbiedoll v2.0♠*~ on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 11:46:00 PST

"I want my old friends, I want my old face, I want my old mind, fuck this time and place"

This song is so absolutely amazing and u must at least read the lyrics but the song is so much better, the guitar stuns and shocks u with the plucking and the boldness of the lyrics and makes u feel t...
Posted by ~*♠Lithium Barbiedoll v2.0♠*~ on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 05:57:00 PST

Plz read this it's amazing

     "Hey there guys and gals, i need u to believe me and read this blog......there r two versions of this "song" but i like the poetic version better that's spoken instead of sang...
Posted by ~*♠Lithium Barbiedoll v2.0♠*~ on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 01:11:00 PST

a song everyone should download

Hi boiz and girlz....i think everyone should hear this song becuz it's absolutely beautiful and simple and true......the cellos used in this song as well as all of Rasputina's music is melodically en...
Posted by ~*♠Lithium Barbiedoll v2.0♠*~ on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 03:09:00 PST

my dreams

I had this wicked-ass trippy dream where so many things happened i could not even begin to explain it, the main thing is throughout the course of all the dreams i was trying to kill myself and ppl kep...
Posted by ~*♠Lithium Barbiedoll v2.0♠*~ on Mon, 13 Feb 2006 08:11:00 PST