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About Me

I'm a very self-conscious person. I lack the social skills of a fly because I am shy, and I don't like talking to people. I read a lot in my spare time, because television bores me. I make jokes about my life, in terms of who I am, and who I could be. I lie to people to make them feel better because I don't like hurting people. I am a flirt, and I think everyone knows it. I go after guys who are already in relationships. I hate being rejected, so I don't allow myself to meet new people. I want to be happy, but it is so much easier trying to be sad. I walk with my head down to avoid eye contact with other people. Maybe they won't talk to me if I'm not looking at them. Right now I'm in conflict with my beliefs. I'm not sure what they are, but I would like to find out. If anyone wants to help me with this, feel free. I am a very cooperative person, but only because I want to avoid conflict. I hate hunting, and killing animals, yet, I eat meat. I'm semi-preppy, but I make fun of preps. I love music, but I hate playing the flute. I think the most beautiful music comes from saxophones, and pianos. I have strange dreams about things that sometimes come true. Horror movies scare me, but I like watching them. I love musicals. My favorites so far are Grease and Chicago. I like Dirty Dancing, but I prefer Dirty Dancing: Havana Nights. I like to wear black, but pink is nice too. Calla lilies are pretty, but give them to me with black roses. I claim to hate rap, but I love Kanye West. I enjoy watching people dance, but I would never entertain the idea of dancing myself. I am a poet, and a chef. I make the best desserts. The only real food I cook is chicken spaghetti, and sometimes chicken enchiladas. I love Angelina Jolie. I think people are works of art. I want to have kids one day maybe I'll adopt. But most of all, I want to love someone, and be loved in return.
The about me post above is old, but it still rings true. A few of the details have changed, but I am still the same person who wrote that. If you want a deeper insight, read my blog. Especially my poetry. It will tell you who I really am.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Myself in 10 years.
Myself 10 years ago... maybe if I had truely known this person then, things would have turned out differently for me.
Marilyn Monroe, even though she is dead.

My Blog

orbital

okay, i got my orbital pierced last night. check out my photo albums for pics of it and my 2 week old septum. so far it's my favorite, and most painful piercing to date. i am in lust... even though i ...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Aug 2008 02:57:00 GMT

gonna get this done once my septum heals

http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseacti...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Jul 2008 15:37:00 GMT

my poetry... long entry... enjoy!!

Poem 1 Holding closely to an image No words need to be spoken. To capture his essence with words Would be criminal. His picture says it all. He is like the mirage, The desired spring in the Sahara de...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 09:00:00 GMT

another old who i’d like to meet

Okay, what can I say here that I haven't already said before? I know it shouldn't be that hard to explain to a general audience what I am looking for, but in this day and age, I feel I have to be dir...
Posted by on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 12:00:00 GMT

a poem i found

A boy and a girl,the best of friends.From elementary to high schoolfrom beginning to end.Through all those yearstheir friendship grew.They both felt the same,but neither knew.Each waking momentsince t...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 06:20:00 GMT

karma... what a bitch.

Dear Karma, I thought you were my friend, but time and time again, you have screwed me over. I know that what goes around also comes around, but ...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Nov 2007 07:55:00 GMT

my old who i’d like to meet section

someone who will lay beside me while i sleep and whisper sweet nothings in my ear. someone who can understand me, even when i am being stupid. someone who doesn't expect much from me. someone i don't...
Posted by on Thu, 25 Oct 2007 21:36:00 GMT

hate me

Verse 1)I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my headThey crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bedDropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alonePlaying movies in my...
Posted by on Tue, 16 May 2006 10:35:00 GMT

TO EVERYONE WHO HAS A HEART

I'm linking this to Carmen's blog. If you are local to the Joaquin area (local, meaning you live within 100 miles of Joaquin) check this out. See what you can do. These poor children have nothing. Not...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Feb 2006 08:10:00 GMT

last open blog entry

okay guys. like the title says, this will be my last open blog entry. i'm posting this to encourage all of you to subscribe to my blog. once you do that, send me a message letting me know the email ad...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Feb 2006 06:45:00 GMT