I am caught in a paradox of what was and what is. Can't let go of the past and I'm not really looking forward to the future. Love, family and all that other emo bullshit doesn't apply to me, well, at least not anytime soon. However, I know that I need a family in the future to fit the norms of this white Christian influenced society to succeed. What a crock of shit... but hey... if I can't beat 'em... join 'em. Like 2Pac says, it's me against the world.
I believe that life is all about money, power, respect and women. In that order. I am always a day late and a dollar short. I haven't found my niche in this jaded life yet. I can't stay put in one place. I'm always on the go. I'm always searching for that next opportunity. I hate missing out. I'm greedy. Never appreciating what I do have, but always wanting what I don't have. I'm always seeking, but I never find what I'm looking for. But hey, that's the fun part. Life is all about the chase.
Quote Of The Moment:
"Dear Life... You suck!"
-Sophay Duch
Random Facts:
I don't eat vegetables, unless it's Chinese Chicken Salad from CA Chicken Cafe.
I own a cell phone store and don't know the first thing about cell phones.
Fobby accents annoy me. Cheap people annoy me. Stinky people annoy me.
I go to school and don't learn shit. Then again, I should pay attention.
I'm insomniac. (Which is why I'm updating MySpace.)
If you're gonna drink, get to the point and take straight shots.
I used to believe in God when I was like 5. Parents tried to reform me by sending me to church... boy, did they make a mistake.
I've never been in love. Except with money.
I'm apathetic.
Black & red are my favorite colors.
Favorite number: 666
I'm only happy when it rains.
Club drink:
Option 1. Raging Bull (Red Bull/Vodka) then Adios Mutherfucker
Option 2. 3 Shots of Patron with Coke as a chaser
Favorite comic book superhero: Batman & Wolverine
I'm an equal opportunity offender. Everyone gets punked... don't feel so special.
#1 spread only, with some milkshake is the best to eat... (I know you're thinkin' In N Out...)
I'm Asian and I hate math.
Credos:
01) Nothing lasts forever.
02) Happy endings are just stories that haven't finished yet.
03) Anybody who says money is the root of all evil, doesn't have it! Money can't buy happiness? Look at the fucking smile on my face. Ear to ear, baby.
04) Know when to let go of what was and be certain that your focus is always on the moment and that your plans only concern the future, not the past. Of course, that doesn't mean you let others walk all over you.
05) Never get into anything that you can't get out of in 30 seconds or less if you spot the heat around the corner.
06) Well, you can't expect everyone to like ya, and you can't expect everything to work out exactly the way you plan it... because life is full of surprises-you never really know what's around the next corner. But if you do the best you can, and you give 100%, then you can go to sleep with a clear conscience. What you didn't win today, you can always win tomorrow, and, remember, never lose sight of your goals. Because there are some people who are really worth that extra time and effort. And in the end, I believe, if you work hard enough... everyone comes around.
07) When I was brought into this world, I could not rob; I could not steal; I could not lie; I couldn't even cheat. But boy, did I have some help learning.
08) Never let anyone know what you are thinking.
09) No, life may not be easy. It can be lonely-full of people we think we know, but barely comprehend. Yet we must always remember, it's the challenges that define us best and the obstacles that illuminate what we're truly capable of. We must welcome adversity and embrace struggle, and no matter what we get from life, never give less than 100%. Of course, at the end of every battle-weary day, we fold ourselves into peaceful darkness and find comfort in those gentle words: Good night.
10) We all seek that other, a soul mate, the shadow self with whom we can merge seamlessly. But in that coming together, we risk losing ourselves. Everything becomes a blur, and we grow afraid, unsure... even distrustful. The danger, of course, is we never know who that other really is, what they want, or the lengths they'll go to to get it. In the end, it's probably best to go your own way, even though there will be times you long for something else.
11) A friend is the worst enemy you can have because you trust that person. If you don't trust anyone, they can't hurt you.
Females I'd like to meet:
Jessica Alba
Lily Thai
Rhonda Mitra
Eva Longria
Ziyi Zhang
Christina Milian
Joy Bryant
Angelina Jolie
Melina Perez
The girl 2Pac's talking about in the song below:
