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My name is Nikki. Apparently, people have begun calling me Apos [Apostrophe], so that works, too. I'm 16 years old. I figured it was about time to change this a bit. I'm getting my GED results in a few days. I'm planning to attend BCC in the fall and [if everything goes well enough] quickly transfer to UF. I'm probably one of the sweetest, most loser-ish person you'll ever meet, but that's okay. I usually don't voice my opinions [especially if it's about a person] because I believe every enemy you make will somehow come back to bite you in the ass [and hopefully not literally].
It's hard for me to distinguish between when I'm being helpful and when I'm being used, so people occasionally take advantage of me, but I've been getting better at controlling that. If you think of me as a bad person, then you probably don't know me well enough to make that judgement. I always try to make the right decisions, and if I can't, I don't make any at all. Mistakes tend to eat away at me until I do something to fix them. I'm very easily irritated, especially if provoked by specific people. My stress level is immensely high from all the idiot's I've been dealing with for the past year or so.
Every single person has atleast one secret that would break your heart. If we could just remember this, I think there would be a lot more compassion and tolerance in the world.

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Don't You Dare

Dark cloud moving inJust one following would washWould wash away the painDon't wander around lookingFor someone to replaceDon't wander around wastingThe rest of your lifeDon't wander around waitingFor...
Posted by Apos on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 08:07:00 PST

You Wouldn't Like Me

There's a war inside of meDo I cause new hearbreak to write a new broken songDo I push it down or let it run me right into the groundI feel like I wouldn't like me if I met meWell, I can't stop talkin...
Posted by Apos on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 12:11:00 PST

Breathe

Two A.M. and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake"Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?"I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season."Yeah, we walk throught the doors; so accusing, their eyes.Li...
Posted by Apos on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 01:42:00 PST

Consider This

I've tripped again and things are starting to get interesting. Don't give me choices 'cause I can't decide. My mind is soaked in words, I've come to terms with all my insecurities, And purity's no fri...
Posted by Apos on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 01:20:00 PST

Seven Deadly Sins

In life we are taught that there are seven deadly sins. We all know the big ones.. gluttony, pride, lust. But the thing you don't hear much about is anger. Maybe it's because we think anger is not tha...
Posted by Apos on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 07:34:00 PST

Memories

we live so fast, we are so ahead of our gameour parents tell us to slow down,but what's the point?i'd rather make more mistakes than anyone else,have more fun times and more times that i'd like to reg...
Posted by Apos on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 04:50:00 PST

Insecurities

I don't need you to stop.I only need you to understand.I dig this dagger myselfAnd twist and turn until I'm numbAnd I'll continue until you end it.You sold your soul for an ounce of attention,Gaining ...
Posted by Apos on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 09:14:00 PST

Let Me Fall

I feel chained, chained down. You shoved me to the ground. I can't run, I can't shout. Just let me out.For someone heartless, this couldn't mean less, gunna push it in your face. I'm human, and I've g...
Posted by Apos on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 03:18:00 PST

scared

don't be so scared, we will not lead you on like you've been doing for weeks. you're selfish, and i'm sorry. when i'm gone you'll be going nowhere fast.don't be so scared to take a second for reflecti...
Posted by Apos on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 09:45:00 PST

In Our Defense

forced to the wall, the crosshairs shift from this tied down burden: courage. what did you expect? a nightmare of reason and faith alike. because you take shots, my back's turned, you're gutless. you ...
Posted by Apos on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 09:11:00 PST