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"People are always going to talk. and to tell you the truth I love it. I love the attention! I do what i do because , it puts a smile on my face. and I am the only person in this world that matters " - Jenna Jameson. "
10/30/2006..."I WOULD RATHER BE HATED FOR WHO I AM THEN LOVED FOR WHO I AM NOT"....."BE YOURSELF,IMITATION IS SUICIDE..." I havent up-dated this in a few months, so I though it would be a good time...First.. My family is more important to me then anything...I've been through a lot in the last year, alot of ups and downs, and it's all been an incredible learning experience for me. The last few months have been so intense, and I know it was my biggest leap in terms of growing and changing. I feel much more like an adult, and I never though I would be proud of that!! I know I will always love to have fun, dress up, and go out and shine. I really have learned who is always there for me, supporting me: my parents, my brother, my amazing loving boyfriend, my wonderful friends that would do anything for me; always there through the good and the bad. I have a much deeper appreciation of them, their strength, and also, my strength. I'v learned you don't grow that much when things are good; you really grow in the tough times. When you get hurt, life gets very real, and then you have to stop and put the world in focus. I'm glad I was forced to do that this year. There's been a huge shift in my self perception and the way I look at the world, and even some people in the world. People are going to come and go, you need to learn to move on and do what you need for you; and only you. You need to live everyday for yourself, and surround yourself with fun loving people..... Over the summer, I met an amazing loving guy. He was there for me when I lost my best friend. He knew just what to do to make me feel so special. He tells me how it is and what is on his mind, which is so different from other relationships I have been in. I feel like I can tell him anything, and we'll get through it. I love him with all my heart and he pushes me everyday to follow my dreams, and do what I want in life. No matter how the day is going he can get me to smile and laugh!! He is the greatest thing that has ever happened to me.. and hes pretty much stuck with me!!..... **Babe...I know i get nervous about everything and freak myself out.. but thanks for putting up with me.. :) Of course Im still working ALL the time.. but still I believe nothing should come that easy, at times you need to struggle to become stronger. Knowing you worked hard on completing a project is WAY better then having sometime handed to you and I am a huge believer in that you create your own fate. If you want something bad enough, and work your ass off for it, it will be in your reach.... I love taking millions of pictures; it’s the best way to capture a memory! And of course I love singing like nobody’s listening...even though 20 people can definitely hear me! I LOVE the outdoors and camping under the stars!(Its always better if there’s someone to cuddle with!) Fishing and hunting.. Is not just for guys. Anything to do with the beach or water I’m in! The gym is where I can let go of issues that have been bugging me; I love the feeling you have after a good work out!! Of course laughing is exercising your abdomen...so laugh away!! Growing up isn’t mandatory, responsibility is; and when I love, and I love completely! I know that I am a strong, intelligent, independent woman who is ready for anything life brings...
All MEEE!!!
Smiles always!!
This is the best guy.. ever!! Me and My Cowboy! I love him so much!!!
Me and My Pup Dog!
This is Me and My bestest girl Jeni B!! **For everyone that doesnt know Jen.. she would light anything up!! She was my best friend and when we got together we always had a blast!! This is one of the hardest things I have ever had to deal with.. loosing a best friend!! I LOVE YOU GIRL!!
Girls always!!
LOVE YOU JENI B! Girls always!!