About Me
"Those who restrain desire
do so because theirs is weak enough to be restrained ;
and the restrainer or reason usurps its place
and governs the unwilling.
and being restrain'd
it by degrees becomes passive
till it is only the shadow of desire ."
- William Blake, The Marriage Between Heaven and Hell
Meet Amanda
I'm Amanda.
I'm not the same girl I used to be.
I'm engaged to Caleb Matlock ♥ .
So, don't even try.
I don't fit in with any labels, and I don't live up to the shit people say about me. I'll probably be one of the sweetest people you've ever meet. I get nervous around people so I don't really say too much. Which is cool, because I have a mouth that could make a sailor blush.
"If you cant handle me at my worst , you dont deserve me at my best ."
I do in fact have a killer smile. I still laugh too much. I'm moody and pretty damn jealous. I'm not anorexic, I probably eat more than you do. I'm pretty vain. People don't really offend me, because I've heard it all before. But, you could still try. I'm vicious and quick as fuck. So, fuck with me and I'll put you in your place.
I believe in God , however I refuse to commit myself to an organized religion. If I ever feel the need to have hypocrisy and lies shoved down my throat then perhaps I'll change my mind.
I've got big plans for the future, and I encourage you to tell me that I'm some dumb blonde who won't do anything with her life. Then, I'll show you just how much I really can do. In case you haven't noticed, I love to prove people wrong. I listen more than I speak. Honestly, if somebody is going to take the time to speak to me, I'm damn well going to take the time to listen. I keep a lot of shit to myself. You can try and guess what's going on in my mind. But, you'll be wrong. I want anything and everything all at once, but I expect nothing .
I'm not naive, I just don't care .
Note: To all the biches and assholes trying to get Caleb to break up with me, You're so fucked .
Trying is the first step towards failing.
-Homer J. Simpson-
Caleb
May 2nd, 2007.
This is the boy who stole my heart, and who's going to give me his last name. He's the most amazing person I've ever met.
He's the one that I want to wake up next to in the morning.
He's the only hand I want to hold, the only lips I want to kiss, the only one that I want to be with for always and eternity.
I don't just love him with all my heart, or my soul, but with everything that I am. This boy has a permanent place in my heart and I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him.
Always and forever, babycakes! ♥
I HEART ♥
Caleb.
People who make threats over the computer or telephone.
All the haters.
If you really want to know about me ask around. My name's in every-fuckin-bodies mouth.
[Country boys] who call cologne "smell good".
Max [Goofy's son] . He's my animated babies daddy!!
Girls with big lips and shaggy hair.
Cross Dressers.
Plastic Surgery. [ Reaching for perfection isn't a sin ]
Wet grass.
Stars.
Cartoons.
Kix.
Talking to old people, they have the best stories.
The smell of chlorine.
Little kids.
Body modifications.
Spider Monkeys.
The Airport.
Going to church.
Sunflowers.
The word fantastic .
Sarcasm.
The mall.
Singing.
Kissing.
Being held and holding hands ♥ .
Fashion.
Beauty.
The 50's scene. [elvis]
Movies.
Old movies from like the 40's.
I HATE!
Intolerence.
Hoes.
Most females, but that goes along with the above.
Sweating.
When a bunch of people talk at once.
When the same question gets asked 20 times, pay attention.
Being hot.
People who touch my face.
No paper towls in the bathroom.
No soap in the bathroom.
People who hit me.
People who get mad when I hit them back.
When people move shit that I need, just don't fucking touch it.
Not knowing what time it is.
Valentine's Day.
Mornings.
Getting up early.
Bad hair / make-up days.
The word nice -it has no meaning .
People who walk slowly in the hallway.
Body hair.
The School System.
Homophobes.
People who can't take No for an answer, if I say no then fucking drop it.
Boy/girlfriend stealers.
People who call me a bitch for no reason.
When people tell me I'm wrong, when I know I'm right.
Making decisions.
Breaking up.
People who think they are "different" and "social outcast" , but they hang around in big groups of people who look and act the exact same way they do.
C L O W N S !
Being sick.
Having nothing to do.
Wasting my time.
Buying things in the wrong size.
The fact that all the cute clothes are too big for me.
People who call me skinny, then say it's disgusting . Well, you're fat and it makes me puke .
Being alone.
Commercials.
People who have the personality of a paper clip.
Bad make-up. If you are going to wear it, then wear it right .
Idiots who post pictures on Myspace then say "I'm so ugly, I know." If you were [so] ugly, you wouldn't post your pictures.
Cramps.
Messed up HTML codes.
Straight-porn.
Impossible video games.
Going out when I look like shit.
People acting like they know me.
Atlanta Bread Company.
Most mexican food.
Body odor.
Beer.
Plastic bags.
Mixed signals.
Having the "moment" ruined.
Regret.
Curtisy to: MySpace Layouts.
