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13 funerals & death keeps knocking

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About Me

What shall I say about myself. I really have no desire to fill in this box to tell you the truth. And, it's not because I don't want you to know who I am, and what I am about. It's because I don't like to waste time on myself. But if I were to write something, it would look like this...
I have an overwhelming desire to create a film, that people will remember me for. It doesn't have to make me rich. I just want people to always remember me when I am gone.
I play the piano, guitar, cello, banjo & bass.
I speak German.
To love, and feel loved are the most important emotions in my life.
I love traveling to famous places that are markers in horror history, whether it be literary, Film locations, or places of mass murders, or serial killers. If it has a dark history I will go in a heart beat. (There are some photos in my picture area from some trips)
I do believe in ghosts, I do believe in ghosts, I do believe in ghosts.
I am a hardcore Drive-In freak.
I love Rockabilly Pin-Up Girls.
Bettie Page is A Goddess I would Bow To.
Put me in a Diner with a Jukebox playing some Elvis and I will be in Heaven.
Halloween is my favorite holiday.
I love Horror Movies.
Zombies, Zombies, Zombies!!!!
My favorite classic Universal Horror Movie is "Frankenstein"
I love Goth Music, Rockabilly, Psychobilly, Punk Cabaret, Doo Wop, Murder Ballads, Steam Punk, German Darkwave, and Dark 80s,
I love cemeteries.
My two kids, Preston Michael & Annabella Leigh mean the world to me. Their smiles alone, can bring me out of my darkest place.
Fimmaking, Photography and Movie watching are my passions.
I own my own Production company, Forgotten Pictures. http://www.myspace.com/forgottenpictures
I do not have many friends, but the ones I do have, I would die for.
Liars should all die in a pit of molten lava.
I love life, even though sometimes it really seems like it hates me,...it is a twisted love hate relationship.
I collect Coffins, Crosses, Ouija Boards, Tarot Cards, Carnival and Sideshow memorabilia.
My cat Luna is on Phenobarbital because she has seizures.
I am terrified of heights, tomatoes, drinking out of cups in public without a straw, spiders (I have spiders tattooed on my arms), People touching the inside of my ears, Styrofoam cups, and a heart filled with pain.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:



+++ PEOPLE WHO I WOULD LOVE TO MEET ARE THE FOLLOWING +++

Tom Waits, Shannyn Sossamon, Amanda Palmer, Johnny Depp, Dita Von Teese, H.R. Giger, David Lynch, Bettie Page, Tim Burton, Tim Curry, Danny Elfman, Dennis Hopper, Rob Zombie, David Bowie, Peter Murphy, Crispin Glover, Kat Von D, Helena Bonham Carter, David Cronenberg, Christopher Walken, Mila Jovovich, Dario Argento.

My Blog

I fall.

Can I talk to you?Just pull you aside shut the door and fall to my knees crying...weeping, weeping uncontrollably, as my heart beats.Beating LOUDER and HARDER and STRONGER, but you know strength has n...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Jun 2009 16:51:00 GMT

My New Vehicle

Some people have asked me If I got a new car since the car accident.  GAM!. lol, anyway, I did.  I ended up buying a 2001 jeep Wrangler.  A vehicle that I have wanted for a very long time.  You can ...
Posted by on Sun, 17 May 2009 17:07:00 GMT

A Guy's Guide To Zombies

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fWkEjT1r3Fo
Posted by on Mon, 22 Dec 2008 02:27:00 GMT

WICKED - The Musical

Thursday October 2, 2008, I finally got to see the Musical "Wicked".  And believe me, if you are a fan of musicals this is something you have to see.  It completely blew my mind.I got off of...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Oct 2008 13:44:00 GMT

I love filling out questionaires. WHAT! when did that happen!!!

50 ODD Things about you! If you opened this, FILL IT OUT! Learn 50 things about your friends, and let them learn 50 things about you!1) Favorite hobby?Watching movies2) Have you ever smoked heroin?Onc...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Sep 2008 14:33:00 GMT

70 Questions ( I stole these from my friend Saturn )

1. Who was the last person to call you babe?Randi.2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?HELL YES!  Homeless people take them if not.3. If...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Sep 2008 18:29:00 GMT

Car Accident. Car Totaled.

I was driving home from work yesterday 8/25/2008 in my '69 Chevy Impala, during rush hour.  I was wearing my seat belt.  I was coming down one of Pittsburgh's worst hills (Pretty Fucking Ste...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Aug 2008 07:25:00 GMT

Am I a star? Or am I just a dwindling light?

I used to think that I was a star.A light shining so bright in the sky, that I was impossible to miss.A star, next to millions of others, but only I could be seen....You used to make me feel that way....
Posted by on Sun, 10 Aug 2008 22:17:00 GMT

In memory of Diana Marie Lenz. I love you.

Diana Marie Lenz (3/16/81 - 7/24/99)For those of you who know me.  And if you know me from long ago, a good 9 or 10 years.  It should be no surprise that I mention the name Diana Lenz.. ...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Jul 2008 22:10:00 GMT

The pain finally comes out!

I have been trying for months to get some thoughts and emotions out of mind.  And I just could not do it.  I tried using the guitar, the piano and the cello to try and bring it  all out...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Jul 2008 19:30:00 GMT