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About Me

I strongly believe you are absolutely the only person who can make your life happen. The sole dicision maker for how you will experience the physical and very emotional presence we posses here on the dirt. I base alot on this quote, "Nobody can make you angry without your permission." That goes for everthing basically. Only i can decide how to let outer experiences effect my inner experience. Now with that said...I choose to be happy, because it's healthier than being sad. I enjoy being good to my body and i try pretty hard to be selfish, but that is also pretty hard. Music is love making for my soul---it can be fun and exiting, help me get through tough times, be sad or make me feel more connected and thoughtful than any thing else---like making love.

My Blog

ya know..more feelings

why do hearteachs last for so long? and how can i feel so good right now? oh it's hard, and the pressure is on me, i feel you pressing.  and it feels so good. it's hard to love you, my heart is b...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Feb 2008 20:11:00 GMT

you know..stuff

ok, i feel good..i clean and it brings me back to life. i'm good and you fucking suck..you fucked with me and made me think it was my fault and that it is totally ok to blame me for everything...i don...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 22:35:00 GMT

fuck fuck it

i looked at you and tried to smile..it almost turned into a laugh, beccause this must all be a joke.  when you see me you are persecuting me. and i duck for cover as to break the gaze.  god,...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 13:41:00 GMT

im mixed up

I'm losing this battle with myself. I'm so tired of being strong and holding everything together all the time. im falling apart and i just want to let it go into someones arms.  i want someone to...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 13:18:00 GMT

Just me

It's wild and i feel intriged by the intesity of it all.  how do i feel?  it's inbetween of course. Liberated and too comfortable, sadend like im frosted just below the border and aware of l...
Posted by on Sat, 17 Nov 2007 14:32:00 GMT

freedom is something you must pay you dues for, happiness comes next

so i want ot say a few things.  im in debt, i just lost my job, Glenn and i are having problems, emily wants to seperate herself from me, marijke's got mono, lee's...well he good i think, but i d...
Posted by on Sun, 20 Aug 2006 17:09:00 GMT

blogging

ummm, i cant stand my profile its but i dont care enough about myspace to fix shit..plus i dont know how, hahah any ways just postin blog i got a house kick ass....!!!! i rock my own socks off  h...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Jun 2006 18:32:00 GMT

poop

it a gorgous day outside and im myspacin it....i hate myspace....but me being on here when i want to be outside is only self-inflicted retardation, and i can only blame myself...lollove health and hap...
Posted by on Mon, 08 May 2006 14:39:00 GMT

Say ~"WHATS THAT"~ all you first timers

Can i be nerdy.. for a sec. and just ask a few of you what you think true love is? and how do you know when your truely in love? I've never felt this before, what i have been feeling. Its horribly s...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Apr 2006 19:27:00 GMT

Do playboy bunnies like snowy cananida

Well yeah! BLAME CANADA..BLAME CANADA... UNCLE FUCKERSpring break? getting kicked out of the dorms nowhere to go nothing to do hpeless...but thats why we have friends, i got hitched to dylan and don...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Mar 2006 16:32:00 GMT