Sitting in this room playing Russian Roulette

When i say something i mean it. I dont say something just to be seen as "cool" in your eyes, or sugar coat things so as not to hurt your feelings... in the end im the only one that matters to me. That may sound extremely stuck up, but let me elaborate...Im never going to leave myself or stab myself in the back. Im never going to betray myself, and im never going to break my own heart. Im never going to keep a secret from myself, and ill never lie to myself. In the long run, ill be the only one who hasnt fucked me over.Dont let this fool you, because my friends mean the world to me, but im just saying that they arent always going to be there, thats not the way i want it, but thats the way it is.But until the long run, and the end come im going to rock my own socks off and have the time of my life because life is too short to not live it up. id rater die young and having the time of my life, than old and miserable and bitching about all the things i shouldve done.So to sum that up, im a fun person and i dont let anybody be a buzzkill. I dont depend on anybody and i dont expect anything out of anybody but myself. Im the only person i judge, and im the only person i have to impress. If anybody doesn't like me, they dont have to be around me and i wont be offended in any way, because in my world, they dont even exist...Layout made by lxlMissylxl