♥--ALL i WANT, iS TO FIND SOMEONE WHO KNOWSZ ALL OF MY FLAWSZ, DIFFERENCESZ AND MISTAKESZ AND YET STILL SEESZ THE BEST IN ME-- ♥
TR♥ViS McCOY iZ MUTHA FU*KiN` SEXY!!
JON/FURBY/OKAHUMPAKA[LOL]!- YOU? WHERE DO i START?? 8TH GRADE HALLOWEEN WiTH DONAHOE AND ALANA! YEAH, WE GO BAKK! 10TH GRADE, AGG CLASS WiTH REY, THE "i'LL KiLL U RAY" TEDDY BEAR HAHA.. 11TH GETTiN FUKD UP AT JR'Z CRiB AND ME THiNKiN MY MOM CALLED.. HAHA.. iM SOO SORRY ABOUT THAT BY THE WAY!! BUT, STiLL YOU'VE NEVER LET ME DOWN, NEVER HURT ME, ALWAYS HAD MY BAKK, YOU LOOKED PAST WHAT EVERYONE SAYS ABOUT ME! FROM DAY ONE, i'VE LOVED YOU AND WOULD GiVE UP MY LiFE FOR U! YOU'VE ALWAYS STAYED TRU TO ME AND i CANT BELiEVE YOUR LEAViNG TO CALi, i HOPE AND WiSH FOR THE BEST FOR U. LOLSZ OUR LiTTLE iNSiDE JOKEZ.. [OKAHUMPAKA][FURBY] [WiTHLACOOCHiE] [SiLENT SHOT OUTS] [ME GETTiN FUKD UP AND LEAViN JR'S HOUSE] LMAO DAMN JON! i LOVE U TO DEATH! BEST FRiENDZ FOREVA!
SOMTHiNG i'VE REALiZED iN MY YEARS LiVED iS THAT NO MATTER HOW OLD OR HOW YOUNG, TOMORROW iS NEVER PROMiSED. MY DAD PASSED AT 56 AND MY DEAR FRiEND CORY PASSED AT 20. THEY'RE MiSSED GREATLY AND NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT i DONT THiNK OF THEM. i KNOW THEY'RE WATCHiNG DOWN ON ME, MAKiNG SURE iM FOLLOWiNG THE RiGHT PATH TO MEET WiTH THEM WHEN iM CALLED HOME. BUT LiKE i WAS SAYiNG, TOMORROW iS NEVER PROMiSED, KNOW WHAT YOUR GETTiNG YOURSELF iNTO B4 DOiNG ANYTHiNG AND HAVE YOUR FUN BECAUSE, AS HORRiBLE AS iT MAY SOUND, iT MiGHT BE THE LAST MOMMENT THAT YOUR SOUL iS iN iTS SHELL. LiVE WiTH OUT REGRETS, JUST THiNK OF THEM AS LESSONS LEARNED. ENJOY WHAT YOU DO AND LOVE WiTH EVERYTHiNG YOU'VE GOT, LET EVERYONE U LOVE KNOW THAT U LOVE THEM. i LOVE ALL MY FRiENDS AND FAMiLY, NO MATTER HOW CLOSE OR FAR WE ARE, NOT JUST iN DiSTANCE BUT MUCH DEEPER THAN THAT. MY DAD, HE WAS AN AMAZiNG FATHER, THERE WAS NOTHiNG HE WUDNT DO FOR ME. i WAS DADDYS LiTTE GiRL AND EVER SiNCE i COULD REMEMBER, HE'S NEVER DONE ME WRONG. THERE WAS A LESSON LEARNED FROM EVERYTiME i WAS PUNiSHED. SiNCE HE'S PASSED, i'VE BECAME A TOTAL DiFFERENT PERSON TO WHAT i USED TO BE. i'VE CHANGED MY WAYS FOR THE MOST PART, YES, i MiGHT SLiP AND MESS UP SOMETiMES, BUT iTS SOMETHiNG i LEARN FROM AND iM STiLL LEARNiNG FROM THEM. i LOVE THiS MAN WiTH ALL MY HEART. i SPENT 16 WONDERFUL YEARS LiViNG BY HiS SiDE AND WiTH HiS SUPPORT AND iM SO GREATFUL FOR THAT. MAY HE RiP. CORY BELL, THERE'S SO MANY MEMORiES WiTH HiM. i MET LiFE LONG FRiENDS THREW HiM. HE WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME SiNCE DAY ONE, WHEN i MET HiM iN MiDDLE SCHOOL THREW THE COSTA BROTHERS. CORY HONEY, HEARiNG ABOUT YOUR DEATH REALLY THREW ME OFF GAURD. AND PUT ME BACK ON TRACK. iM SO SORRY FOR THE WAY i SPOKE TO YOU A COUPLE MONTHS BACK WHiCH ENDED OUR FRiENDSHiP. i FEEL HORRiBLE. i NEVER KNEW THAT YOU'D B GONE SO SOON. YOUR ONLY 20 AND DiDNT DESERVE THiS. BUT GOD NEEDS YOU AND MY FATHER MORE THAN i DO. i THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR LETTiNG ME CRY ON YOU SHOULDER WHEN HE PASSED. i REMEMBRER THE NiGHTS YOU WOULD PiCK ME UP TO CHiLL AND i CHERiSH THOSE MEMORiES AND i NEVER WANT TO FORGET THEM. SWEETiE, i LOVE U SO MUCH AND iM TRUELY SORRY FOR NEVER LETTiNG YOU KNOW WHEN YOU WERE HERE. iM SORRY i COULDNT MAKE iT TO YOUR MEMORiAL, BUT i HEARD THE NEWS TOO LATE. i'LL COME ViSiT YOUR RESTiNG AREA HUN, i'LL PROMiSE YOU THAT. THANK YOU FOR ALL THAT YOU'VE DONE FOR ME AND PLEASE GET THE CHANCE TO MEET MY DAD, YOU'D LOVE HiM. LET HiM KNOW THAT i MiSS HiM AND LOVE HiM VERY MUCH AND i CANT WAiT FOR THE DAY THAT i MEET WiTH YOU TWO AGAiN. RiP CORY BELL. EVERYONE CARES AND LOVES YOU.
GOD ♥ DADDiE ♥