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About Me

Going Out With A Bang
Unfortainately, You Havent Lived My Life To Know How Much You Can Learn From The Hell We All Tend To Walk Through Sometimes Especially How Much Its Worth surviving.
You Have To Meet Me, To Embrace Half Of The Way I Tend To Think. I Have Anxiety and Depression. Sometimes This Makes Me Act Alot Different Then I Should. I Wont Lie. I Veiw Myself As Messed Up Beyond Belief. My Friends Make Me Think So Much Differently Though. On A Daily Basis, They Help Me Find The Beauty In Myself. Even If Its Painted Black. Which It Normally is.
I Like To Be Different I'd Rather Wear Ripped Jeans and Combat Boots, Then a Mini-skirt and High Heels. But This Doesnt Mean I'm Not Just As Beautiful As You. Maybe Even More.

I like things that remind me of nothing at all. I have a past i try not to relive. and so fair doing pretty good at it.
There are alot of things in my life i wish i did differently or maybe not at all, but i regonize what i have done and know i cant change it.

I can just learn to be better.

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Now I Know

Now I Knowwhy I stay up till dawn and begin to crywhy I want to scream when another person says the love mewhy I want to drink my liver awayand play with the sharpest objects i ownwhy I’ll get i...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 07:52:00 GMT

Florida [Journel Entry March 20]

Okay.This came to me while i was spacing out.But Its True.Too True Really Not To Make Sense.Everyone I Know is From, Going, Moving Or Want To Visit FLORIDA!Okay Now Answer Me This,Are You People Tryin...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 10:51:00 GMT

Dedicated [Journel Entry Jan.27]

When this world treats me so un-kindIt is in your arms that i do findMy tears softly wiped awayAnd words of our marriage one dayWhen i will not be pushed into the dirtBy scornful words, and their hurt...
Posted by on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 16:14:00 GMT

To Finally Be [Journel Entry Jan. 15]

The Day Has Come When I Turn 15.My Papers Will Be Signed And Sent for Expection.To Make Sure I am Willing And Able,To Answer The Sounding Siren.Saint Florian Safely Tucked Between My Bossum,Will Watch...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 12:01:00 GMT

The Hand Of God [Journel Entry Dec.30]

I want to wrap my fingersAround your throatAnd watch as you slowly chokeYou take pleasure from our painYou Sadistic BastardNever againLaughing at what you have doneHurting a childAt as you put it 'fu...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 10:41:00 GMT

Dont Let Me Go [Journel Entry Dec. 19]

Unknowing to the world outsidewe can just lie here side by sideHalf a sleep, Half awakebut fully in love We smile as angels look down at us from aboveI close my eyes as I feelYour chest underneath m...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Dec 2007 00:34:00 GMT

For What Its Worth [Journel Entry Dec.14]

To whom this may concern I guess we never learned That life just takes us by the hand And someday we are meant to understand That this felt longer then it seemed Something like a dream within a dream ...
Posted by on Fri, 14 Dec 2007 10:22:00 GMT

Close to Me[Journel Entry Dec. 11]

Excuse The FactThat This is What I Try To beSo Maybe you Can See Beyond the FlawsAnd Start To Actually Look At MeBut Then Again it Doesnt Matter.Why Should it?How exactly Could it?You Tell Me that Yo...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 02:47:00 GMT

The Lover [People of Impact Dec.6]

It Has Taken me so long to Write this because I didnt know Where or how to begin at all.I mean How Would you tell a Person that they have saved your life how many times? In This Time That i have Known...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 00:56:00 GMT

My Other Brother[People Of Impact Nov.26]

'Where'd you go? I miss you so. Seems Like its been Forever since you've Been Gone'-Fort Minor, Where'd You GoI lost someone i was close to over something i dont even know why.Seriously actually have...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Nov 2007 01:46:00 GMT