Benjamin [Only God knows why I fight it]

About Me

I make mistakes.
I have regrets.
I hate school.
I never call anyone back.
I don't like being wrong.
I'm a huge procrastinator.
I act a lot dumber than I actually am.
I am really shy.
I can't start a conversation with anyone.
I have enemies.
I can't sing.
I have horrible balance.
I laugh way too loud.
I can't look anyone in the eye.
Many things just seem to get to me.
I guess what I'm trying to say is --
I'm not perfect .
So yeah...
I sit in computer labs.
I do my work but usually its at the last minute.
I bring something to the table. I just don't know what sometimes.
Texas Hold 'em is an interesting hobby of mine. I just haven't found the time to play for quite some time.
Football is more interesting to me than it is to you. I know why that happens when you have no clue why that play went for 20 yards.
I used to work at a pool and oh yes its better than yours. It has waves built in. And big slides.
I'm a frat guy of TKE(Tau Kappa Epsilon). Also known as the best fraternity ever.
Anything you wanna know just message me and ask...

My Interests

Benjamin Wayne Kelien --
[noun]:

A level headed person who always makes the wrong decision

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

I'd like to meet:

The Right ONE(that one may take me a while to meet)
"Big Guns Upstairs" but who wouldn't want to meet him lol

Music:

P.O.D., Fall Out Boy, Panic At The Disco, Mest, Relient K, 10 Years, Yellowcard, Nickelback, Trapt, Blink 182, Keith Urban, Hawthorne Heights, Head Automatica, Coheed and Cambria, Bush, The Offspring, Hot Hot Heat, Taking Back Sunday, Three Days Grace, The Fray, Crossfade, Cute Is What We Aim For, Hellogoodbye, Hillsong,

Movies:

Hook

Television:

Not much of anything because I'm hardly ever home.

Books:

I read whatever looks good to me. Doesn't mean that I won't read it if you recommend it to me. Mainly fiction though.

My Blog

You're So Last Summer...

You're So Last Summer - Taking Back Sunday (Music Video) Add to My Profile | More VideosI rather enjoyed listening to this video. Maybe you can say the same. And you thought this...
Posted by Benjamin [Only God knows why I fight it] on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 04:49:00 PST

All the, small things...

I asked her to dance. She said "Yes." But only if I kissed her goodnight would she let me hold her tight. Ahh, the little nuances that come to me when I least expect it. The little t...
Posted by Benjamin [Only God knows why I fight it] on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 11:27:00 PST

I'm gonna throw this out here, go with me.

If I get mad at you, I'm sorry. I just have a lot of STUFF on my plate to deal with right now. For those of you in college you know what I mean. For those of you in high school or do...
Posted by Benjamin [Only God knows why I fight it] on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 03:32:00 PST

Man Law

1. No wasted beer in the name of humor.2. It has been made official that under no circumstances should the male have to pay for birth control 3. If your best friend is dumped by a girl it is a 6 month...
Posted by Benjamin [Only God knows why I fight it] on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 03:27:00 PST

Why am I even awake right now?

I have no clue. So I called two girls tonight. The first to see what she wanted a while back. The second to she if she wanted anything from Dairy Queen. I finally realised I'm ...
Posted by Benjamin [Only God knows why I fight it] on Thu, 17 Aug 2006 11:00:00 PST

Wtc? I don't know whether to smile or cry?

Someone said that we would have so much time to hang this upcoming school year. Here's my response: No shot! Just because some of us don't work for our money doesn't mean that rest of...
Posted by Benjamin [Only God knows why I fight it] on Sun, 30 Jul 2006 09:08:00 PST

roses, huh?

Imagine what it would be like to be a rosePeople would always be happy to see youBut you would only come around for maybe 5 monthsWould people wonder where you were?They might but how would you know?Y...
Posted by Benjamin [Only God knows why I fight it] on Fri, 14 Jul 2006 11:08:00 PST

well theirs a lit cigarette...in the hand of my new angel

she's blowing smoke like halos, and now everybody wants her but I shouldn't even bother because you made me so complete dear, but you left me so alone here hang a noose for my new sinner,somewhere eve...
Posted by Benjamin [Only God knows why I fight it] on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 05:58:00 PST

why do we do the things we do?

why do we shun people we go to school with instead of trying to get to know them? why do we judge people by what they drive or how much money they have? why can't we all accept that we are...
Posted by Benjamin [Only God knows why I fight it] on Wed, 21 Jun 2006 05:30:00 PST

and so...it ends

As of yesterday at 4:10 pm I'm done with high school. I never thought I'd be saying this. But it goes by so fast that you don't want it to end when it gets here. I never dreaded the ...
Posted by Benjamin [Only God knows why I fight it] on Mon, 29 May 2006 10:32:00 PST