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<>Jessimaka<>

With all the hurt and heartbreak i still have a smile on my face

About Me

Names Jessica.
Some call me Jay, Jessi or Mama Im 18 years old
My parents are divorced
I dont want to be in bremerton anymore
Im looking for a job
Im also going to save up hella money so i can get an apt
I got my boy back. I love him to death
Im happy and i can say that with a huge smile
I love my family they have my back
Friends are my family too
I love music
Wanna know anything else?? Message mee!

My Interests

Books:

When i cry i let down my guard because its all become a burden.
Smile because your beautiful Cry because your real.

Heroes:

My hero is thoes that care enough to make sure i stay on top and not fall back in to the old

My Blog

Things need to change (continued)

Also another thing that needs to change is i need to grow up. I need to stop being so selfish and immature. Like in still in friggen high School. Everyones right i need to grow the fuck up. I want to ...
Posted by <>Jessimaka<> on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 09:52:00 PST

Things need to Change

Right now before i lose everything i care about and love. I know most of you dont really know whats going on with me. But thats ok. Just listen and maby it will come out. Theres been a lot going on th...
Posted by <>Jessimaka<> on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 12:33:00 PST

Sometimes

I wonder why i say and do the things i do. I dont mean to do them it kinda just happens. Im sorry about everything. I really am.
Posted by <>Jessimaka<> on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 01:57:00 PST

To the love of my life

I miss you terribly. I know ive made mistakes in the past more than you can count on one finger. But this week away from you has make me realize i want to be in your life i want to be with you forever...
Posted by <>Jessimaka<> on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 04:38:00 PST

To my anger

Go the Fuck AWAY! you arent helping the situation. Seriously. Go hide in  your own little corner and watch me be happy. Cant you do that?! Why do you have to ruin everything. I dont get it. Just ...
Posted by <>Jessimaka<> on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 03:32:00 PST

Happy. A new feeling.

Soo I think its been a MILLION YEARS.. since ive updated..  as of this point and time in my life alot has changed, its a new feeling but im HAPPY... I love it. I've met an AMAZING guy someone who...
Posted by <>Jessimaka<> on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 05:19:00 PST

Lets Colabate

I dont even know where to begin. As most of you guys know i havent been living at home for almost a month and maby a half Its been hella crazy. I stayed at Tylers for a few days and Jackies for a...
Posted by <>Jessimaka<> on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 06:53:00 PST

Great times

Ahh! so the last like week? has been AMAZZING! even if i was grounded i still went to Ocean shores and hung out w. Tyler. It was amazing! I laughed so hard it hurts to laugh.. Especially monday oh man...
Posted by <>Jessimaka<> on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 10:22:00 PST

Meh. Hate. Me.

I Think everyone should just hate me. Stop liking me.Im not all that great of a person. Really im not. Im a heartbreaker and a personality killer. I ruin  pplz lives because of my stupidity....
Posted by <>Jessimaka<> on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 10:12:00 PST

Fuck this shit.

Wopdy fuckin doo. another summer by myself. i fucked up a relationship that woulda done me lots of good. senior years gonna go straight to hell. i can see it now. remind me again why i came back to th...
Posted by <>Jessimaka<> on Wed, 16 Aug 2006 06:03:00 PST