Hmmm let’s see where do I start?? I have lived a full life, been through so much. I have had the highest of highs and the lowest of lows. I have struggled with life and death. I have suffered with addictions and pain. Certain circumstances in my life have led me down many different roads and ultimately the Marine Corps where I spent 8 years of my life. Presently my life has come full circle. I grew up this kid with sparkling eyes and big dreams. I have always been the center of attention and in school (when I went) I was the class clown. I loved making people smile and laugh, it felt good to have that affect on people, and it came without effort. My mother is and will always be my hero. She is the perfect woman and continues to be the only woman I ever sincerely loved, respected, and protected. She has always tried her best to teach me right and spoiled me to death and in many ways I think ruined me for any other woman because she is the measure I hold all other women up against. That being said I have always been a ladies’ man! As my mom tells me, it started in preschool with a girl named Jenny Marello (who was my first gf…..lol) and ever since then she has been chasing the girls away….This has been both a blessing and a curse. A blessing, well because I have been able to meet so many amazing and beautiful women in my life who have all played their small part in making me who I am today. A curse because I have hurt many of these same amazing and beautiful women because of my lying and cheating, phobia of commitment, and my pursuit of the perfect woman. To sum up the last 25 years of my life, it has been all about me. I did me, whatever made me happy not caring or thinking about who I hurt. Many people won’t understand what I am saying, but I don’t care, this wasn’t written for you. It is for the people who have experienced life and know that one day you have life figured out then you feel like your invincible and you start to lose sight of who you are as a person because of this alter ego you created then one day (when you least expect it) you get knocked on your ass so bad that you never want to experience that again. So you take your life experiences, humble yourself, because you never really knew shit about life, and learn from your mistakes…..that’s all we can do! That is what happened to me! One day something came into my life, I will call her karma, she has a real name but she knows who she is, and that’s all that matters. It was one of the absolute best and worst experience of my life, I never thought I would ever recover but I emerged back into the person I was meant to be, the real me, the kid who grew up with sparkling eyes and big dreams, only this time, with so much life experience behind me and a deep consideration for others especially women to always be real and never fake. I owe her so much and she will never really gauge just how important of a role she played in my life. Everything does happen for a reason and she was my wakeup call.Well enough about that. Today I emerge a handsome, funny, romantic, confident, caring, loyal and outgoing individual. I am still confused about life but unlike before I don’t claim to have all the answers. Just trying to feel my way through and not make the same mistakes. I listen more and definitely try to treat others with respect. In the words of a good friend “You can’t change someone or something that doesn’t want to be changed†and “You cannot make someone love you, all you can do is be someone that can be lovedâ€. Those are true words to live by. Every day I look to try and improve something new about myself. I have been blessed over the past year to meet many new and exciting people and hope in this new chapter of my life that I can stay true to myself and hopefully one day find someone special that I can be true to…………
B96 MORNINGS WITH JNIICE AND JULIAN
BDAY FLYER!!!
CHII FAMIGLIA LOGO
WELCOME TO THE WORLD OF FAMIGLIA ENTERTAINMENT!!!
SUNDAYS @ SPYBAR
MONDAYS @ SPYBAR!!!
TUESDAYS @ ELM ST LIQUORS & LEVEL
SATURDAYS @ SORTIE
